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Damn!
Shit,Im freaking nervous as hell now!My mom just forwarded me a message from aunt z.Gah!Im gonna be in for a guilt lecture tonight*stares into space*.Never mess with an angry mum is what I say...*stares in shock*OH GOD!Someone hide me!Damn it,so much bloody work to do exam is in like 1 month and I am not totally prepared...which is undertstatement.Anybody a pro in chem?I'll pay you if you can make me remember and make it stick!Lol.Just read darling nissy's blog and Im thinking.Damn is me really superficial?...*ouch*.Anyhow,still have to get add maths project done with.I'm thinking ...Tasha,Menteri Pendidikan...then at least we can do open book tests instead of memorising all this stupido nonsense which 'I' won't remember in like 2 days after the exam.Im still fused over issues.Sigh,why am I in the science stream again when I obviously don't have a knack for it?
Signed,
Tasha the stupid goddess
Tuesday, August 30, 2005 - 6:43 PM
Never again!
Never again!!Never again am I gonna watch Shark boy and lava girl!!!My gawd,what does it mean when your the only freaking teenager in the cinema that is showing shark boy and lava girl??That your not s'pose to be there,right?!I better compensation tommorrow at OU*rolls eyes*.My hols have been uneventful so far,quite an understatement.I have been spending 6 days in a row at Nst thanks to the Nst lit workshop.Not that Im not grateful coz Im finishing up 2 years of the syllabus in like 3 months but gawd,its tiring.Sigh,me thinks that Im getting an itsy bitsy crush on someone in my lit class.Not the right timing.Nothing much to say,yawn.G'nitez;P.
Saturday, August 27, 2005 - 11:02 PM
Almost died of heart attack....
Just came back from kl pac after a superb play romi & juli & lain-lain,it was fantastic.All you people should seriously go and bloody watch it but be warned go in the day time.Go at night and risk mom being supremely pissed at you.Heres the deal...I sms-ed my mom told her to come at 10.50 cause meeting the cast and all.By the me and Manda come out my moms still not there!Of coz,I panicked and straight away dialed her no.(mom).Being a nice person,nell ng offered to wait with me and Manda plus Llewllyn(who I now totally adore) and Rashid Salleh.If not for these people and the other people who waited with me and darling Manda I would've totally had a heart attack.Why?Cause while waiting suddenly the lights all around got switched off and besides the people I've mentioned everyone else was gone!And did I mention no lights as in pitch black darkness?!It's a miracle I didn't die!Plus I was so malu for making this nice ppl wait with me;S.Nell and Llewllyn had to go but Rashid(such a sweetie,well he is romi;P)and the other people waited with us.I was so relieved when mom showed up!Boy,by that time she was pissed.Im so tired so Im gonna go n sleep now;P.Mwaxz!
Thursday, August 25, 2005 - 1:59 AM
Its just the pits...
Damn Im irritated as hell!My day at school was ok.Got most of my marks back,gah!Bloody hell!I suck in chem,bio and fiziks not 2 mention add maths!Why the heck am I in pure sainz again?Told my mom the bad news like 5 secs ago and she gave me the I expected-more-from-you-Tasha look.I don't mean to sound ungrateful but lets go over the facts here.She's always working and when she does get back she's usually not in a good mood,she spends time doing with my bro doing his hw and sends me off for tution...I mean aunt z is what I would refer to as a totally cool parent...she lets her daugthers go off by themselves even when they go out together,she's bring her daugthers to clubs to show them what life is really like,she sits down with them when they're doing work so that shows she supoortive...When in the hell has my mom ever sat down looked at my add maths book and said,"Oh,no wonder your confused...tsk,tsk,it's ok,just try harder...,"?My mom gives me the stare and makes me feel guilty.What in the hell has she ever done for me educationally except send me for classes?!Im being an ungrateful biatch but I cant take it anymore.Today is a day where I wish the sky would fall and my mom wouldn't nag me any longer.ARRRRRRGGHHHHHH!I wanna quit school!I know Im a freaking lazy piece of *hit!My whole class is...it's just not easy for me to get things.*Takes a deep breath*I may as well just go in arts stream and screw my life anyway!!!!!I may as well go work at the freaking gas station!!!!ARRRGGHHHHHHH!!!!SCREW THE EDUCATION SYSTEM!SCREW MY SHITTY LIFE!!SCREW THE WHOLE GOD DAMN WORLD!!!!ARRRRRRRRRRGGHHHHHHH!!!
Tuesday, August 16, 2005 - 9:25 PM
Whuat?
Ok,1st I better start with my new super weird dream.Here it goes...I dreamt I was a stripper!Gawd!Ok,more like I was being forced into being a stripper,pole dancing money down my shirt,in the back pocket of my jeans,the works.*Stares in shock*What the bloody hell is wrong with me?!Ok,next time no chocolate banana cake before sleep:S.Oh...and no more cerekarama,especially when it concerns *ex.Yesterday was ok I guess.Went to petaling street and mvm,ah,no more haze,hooray.It's so cun that you can finally see sun!Pei ru,I wore the cat whiskers top to MVM and boy was I getting looks,haha.It's not that low is it?Lol.Dang,I wanna buy more stuff since theres a sale going on.Bap du bap!Gonna go out soon,so I'll stop here.Mwaxz all.
Sunday, August 14, 2005 - 2:05 PM
-NONE-
I spent the day cleaning my room!Gawd,I am bored!Thankfully,dads planning to take us all to MVM tommorrow or maybe gonna follow mom to blook,shopping,whee!Had jazz awhile ago,ouch,my toes hurt ok more like the balls of my foot hurt(does that make sense?).We had to do more exercises dang back to that;P.After that followed mum to BV(Bangsar Village).Lil secret>>>Get your cd's at rock corner...way cheaper than speedy.Darn,I was sooo tempted to buy but sigh,I needed the moolala as in money,hehe.No lit class tommorrow,yay!Hopefully,me and the peeps will get to watch a wicked play;P.Thats it for now,hasta la bye bye!
Saturday, August 13, 2005 - 12:16 AM
Having a social life is complicated...;S

Ok,school basically sucked.The only thing we did the whole day was est and add maths.It was so difficult to breathe and we all had to wear masks in class...yeah,that bad!I couldn't even see past the highway!And no it wasn't my glasses.Thank god,theres no school tommorrow and friday,yaah,baby!I doodled my hand in class basically.Pathetic I know but it was a masterpiece haha.Ok,on to more social issues,I had a lil chat with 'J' and I can't say all of it but basically someone he knows thinks Im hot and even asked for my no.?Ack,can you say?So confused!Gawd,I dunno wat to think anymore,I need oxygen.*Smirks*maybe drew fuller will walk by and give me mouth to mouth if I faint?...Nah!Well,Mwaxz all!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 - 11:10 PM
They won't let it slide...
I have come to the conclusion that my lurvely darlings won't let the 'J' thing drop,sigh...Nami even went to a certain extent of physically abusing me with my own tupperware when she saw Runadoll whispering something to me.Lets take a look>>>Runa:(Whispers)Tasha likes'J'!,Me:How so non-subtle?,Nami sees what is going on heads for the tuppeware and it slips out of her hand and hits me on the finger,haha!Ok,it did hurt but it's ok Nbear I forgive you darling;).Damn this jerebu is seriously pissing me off.I was trying to pay attention in physcics but sadly couldn't(Can you blame me,last 2 periods?plus with the freaking haze?).So anyway,I took out a piece of paper and began doodling and scribling then being my usual self,I proceeded to poke it with a pencil...poke the paper ok?My group saw me doing this and was like,"Oh,Tash,stressed out ah?,".Then Syarul took the paper and tore it apart*rolls eyes*So incredible hulk,hahar.I was still bored so I tore the already torn paper into little pieces...after tearing it up and finishing up with it,the physics teacher saw me and looked damn pissed and said,"Pergi buang,".Wth?Why should you give a damn wether I tear paper or not?It's not like Im disturbing the b-oring class.On other updates,I think something is up with certain lurvelies but won't say yet.So till next post,sayonara!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 - 9:29 PM
Never judge a person by her school uniform...;P
Never judge a person by her school uniform especially not me;P.Just came back from Manda's party like 30 mins ago.Man,it was just what the doctor ordered!I seriously needed one wild night;).Ok,here's the scoop on today 1st.Went for the charity thing at Bangsaria centre damn hot as hell!Found out that Kyle needs to wear glasses hah!What a kick in the ars.Anyway,after english lit class,came back and got ready for Manda's party.Clothes I wore>>>Jeans from Dp,Blue baby doll top(which receieved compliments;P) and a jacket(So that mah dad wouldn't go boinkers).Mom dropped me off at Nis's and from there we went to the national press club which suprisingly I pass a lotta times but dunno anything about;S.Ppl were already there including sem,li qing and the gals oh and guys,hehe.After eating like some pasta and 2 nuggets,lol,I had the urge to go and dance but there was no one on the dance floor.Hmmm?So in a moment of blurness and desperation I grabbed Nab and we began dancing.Haha,took a while 4 sem and the other people to get on the floor.Like 1/2 and hour in to the dancing mah jacket came off,haha and I had to put my hair up,H-O-T,lol.Once we got the partay started everyone danced like mad including me,I think at this point I only stopped like 5 times to either check on my phone or get a drink,well,Nab(My hero) got the drink for me.Was sorta suprised to see 'J' there.Then again,not really.I danced with him and a couple of his friends,haha,totally fun(though I can't remember they're names coz the music was pretty loud;P).Everyone(Well,a lotta ppl) kept looking at me like Im some sorta freak because I kept on dancing and dancing.I guess they thought that I was suppose to be such a lame ars goody 2 shoes,all religious and what not that I don't know how to let loose and be a partay animal.Even the host was suprsised.Hence,"Never judge a person by her school uniform",just because I wear a tudung to school dun mean that I am THAT bloody religiou.All in all it was an awesome partay!Im hoping for another one soon;).Lols,night all...I mean urm,morning,haha.Mwaxz!
Sunday, August 07, 2005 - 2:22 AM