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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Just sms-ed him just now...he said he was happy and hoped that I msged him.He dances...who knew?He's so sweet.He even made me promise that I would take care of myself.*Smiles like a blardy fool*...It feels good to know that a guy thinks ur pretty*blush*...Ok,enough of this,lets see...tomorrow got school and ed board dinner.Havent decided what to wear,grr!Not exactly going to school but is going to Bangi instead for EYE closing ceremony.I am so bringing the i pod.Oooh,I so love glenn songs now especially the cinta silver soundtrack,so romantic and sweet.*Gets distracted by final fantasy*Damn cun graphics giler!Ah,the cartoon dudes hot...cloud;P.Im so sedih I noe.Nothing much going on besides this,spose to be studying...prob later...or not;P.Till next time,Mwuaxzz!

Arrghhh,my mind is like so freaking messed up right now.Feel like theres a weight hanging from my head and all inside.So stressed up right now.Curse bloody exams!Just talked to derrick just now.My poor dear is sad over his failed talentime audition.No worries babe,you still rock;).Today at school was seriously bored to hell.I did learn some intresting things...1)Zamir and Syarul know how to cook*smirks*,2)I miss zazzy(To zazzy:Come back darling!lol;P),3)Although I want to not doubt myself so much,I can't help it*rolls eyes*,4)I know zilch of bio*double eye roll*,5)I like Marisha's seat better than mine(got fan!Mine doesn't even have curtains covering me?),6)When you say I love you to guys you don't know...don't expect a reply.Yup,thats about it.Right now Im just damn worried about exams.Screw my conscience!*smiles*I love you all.Buhbye now;)........Damn,Im freaky......;P.

I thought I was in a hell lotta trouble;P.I got a stomachache and it got me worried.Well,a lotta worried actually,the fact that possibly that the concoction that we made that day could've somehow had a weird effect on me,haha!I don't know wether to be relieved or what cos it turns out that blah,no need to give the details but you can guess for yourselves.Got conflict in neptun peeps.I want my blardy money back!23 bucks gone like that?!I dont want 5 bucks!I want my 23!!?Pffft...Ooh,later me,nami and pei ru gonna go and chow at secret recipe,muahaha!Cake!Oh,blardy fattening some more.Which reminds me,in this nst book,pn.yong gave us work in,there was this question..."If you could live in a diff era,which one would you love in?"...Im thinking I wanna go back to this certain period where guys thought that fat woman were beautiful.Hard to believe right?I am gonna be damn uncomfortable in a corest tommorrow thats for sure.Oh hell,gotta go.Mwwwwuuuuaaaaxxxxxzzzz!!

I really really really really don't wanna go to school!Ok,I shouldn't be complaining since moms been pretty understanding but soooo tired!Pn.Afifah wants me to do a laporan for Usahawan...*rolls eyes*...ok,is it me but am I doing more work for Usahawan than Eye?...Freaking emo teacher,taking blardy advantage of me!I am not even the setiausaha of Usahawan and still I have to do it?Dahlah tak bagi any stoopid instruction or anything.Seriously,man,next year,I'll just join English Club...Pn.Yong is sporting;P.*Breathes clamly*Ok...now all my bitching is done.On with some good news,party is this sat.Caterer,music and all is covered.Oh and btw,I am now officially 19 years old.Nis was super duper sweet giving me cute lil gifts throughout school that day.Pretty ok on a b'day considering I had to stay back and all;P.ATTN!Lads beware I am on the hunt for a new crush,muahah!As they say on fairly oddparents,"Nothing fills the void!".Ooh,today was pretty sick during recess,haha!Out of my boredom and weirdness,I,Tasha,drank grape vitagen mixed with just tea(green tea) and nescafe.Sadly,out of the concern of my loverlies on wether I'll survive till Saturday,haha,I just left it at that.Props to my hero,Nabila,who drank along with me!Cheers to ya doll!Myra's been back since Sunday but haiseh man,tak sempat hang with her yet,hopefully me and nissy will hang wid her this sat at the party.I wanna hear all about Ade and of cos about N's main squeeze,harhar.Sigh,seems that Im the last 1 to get a bf*rolls eyes*.

Signed,
Newly 16 me(not Newly wed,durh¡)

La azalea es tan linda...translation?Azalea is so cute.Lol,Just fooling around on the i macs translator thingy,so cool.This past week has been quite busy I guess.The lady from Genevea,Katy Sem came and interviewed me and some other people who were involved in EHL last year(Chun Yao thought she was a boy?).She gave us lil keychains for our feedback(Hey,it's better than nothing?).Im thinking of the possibility of doing Humanitarian Law in Uni,would be sorta cool.*Pictures self helping people*...urmI'll get back to you on that.Ive had people come to me and say."Tasha,I need o see you about this and that?,".Seriously,I feel so tired.Yesterday I was s'pose to do a chem test with aunt zaleka cannot concentrte man!I was practically thinking,"Damnit,bye bye stuff I read which didn't make sense,".Luckily she understands and is letting me do it tommorrow.I am now realising that studies should come 1st not my non-existant social life/boyfriend.Jaya gave me and Dara a speech.Is it just me or as you get older the speeches get longer and more?Shit,theres school tommorrow.Gah!Stupid system!Oh well...on the upside my weekends booked...besides tommorrow theres also geoffreys party tommorrow. know my b'day party is gonna be next week but I can never pass up an invite to show of my moves and fashionista ways,haha!Sunday theres a party too.Harith's party(my lil cousin who's 7).I don't care that it's mostly gonna be lil kids cos I'll somehow drag Hamiz around and prob Yana and then we can go and ride rollercoasters and do wtv stuff we want!Muahaha!The partys at Berjaya Times Square Theme Park btw;P.Im so immature,huh?Gtg all,gonna go and do my hair,Mwaxz!

Exam is on 1st of october!!!!Damn it!!!Ok,rather than sitting here and blaberring on and on about useless crap I should be studying but needless to say my sunday off mode is still on(get it?)...pfffttt!I had apretty odd dream last night.It started with me at this weird place and then the person that was wid me got taken off to jail and I was left homeless apparently.So this doctor dude ajak me to his house to stay 4 awhile,he seemed ok.So I went.Husha,my eyes popped out cos he had this H-O-T son.Before I know it me and him are like an item.Then my dream totally changes and now Im in some sort of combat with this other guy and I keep getting this stupid sms on my phone 4 sum reason whch is like a virus.Apparently me and this guy are fighting with like armour on or something I knock his helmet off(Go me;P) and I take a good look at him and apparently I know him some how(again,this guy turns out to be Hot!).He runs off after telling me to back of in a non threatening but more off a Im-telling-you cos-I care.Then I like video message this other dude(who I think is my bf for sum reason)-End of dream-.Ooh,now it triggered a memory of a previous dream...lets see,if I can still remember.I am in a mall with my cousin and then somehow we sesat into a skateboard shop and look around,the guy whos in charge of the shop tells us that theres a comp going on at the other end of the mall,so we go.Fast forward a bit an somehow my cousin is gone theres this good looking guy in a suit like 2 years older than me chasing me (Sigh,only in my dream*rolls eyes*) only because I have this disc with like info that can cause major destruction.This guy was carrying a gun and like chasing me through the malL(Fastest that I can run,lol)!He was like shouting at me,"Give me thie disc and I won't have to hurt you," there were these moments as well where I ducked in like a few places but he still managed to find me.There was also this one part where I ducked in a restaurant and hid behind a counter and that guy shot my dad...well,I didn't see but I heard a gunshot.Then he chased me some more and I borrowed this lil kids scooter.A security guard finally came in to take action but ran away when he saw the suit guy's gun.I stopped breathless and we started a con.Me:What do you want with the disc?,S.G:None of you business...just hand me the disc and I won't harm you,Me:Why should I you already shot my dad?,S.G:It wouldn't have to happen if you had just given me the disc,now give!,Me:No! and then I try to run away but the suit guy steps in front of me and puts the gun at my head.I kick him in the privates,we start fighting in combat and I run away again,narrowly missing a shot to my head:s.I exit the mall and run acroos the street.-End of dream-.What does this tells you?This tells you that I could so make box office hits!Lol.Oh and some other stuff which Im not gonna say,harhar.Btter go and study.Ciao All,Mwaxz!

I am so emo right now.Jake left Peyton on 1 tree hill and Hayley is not gonna go back with Nathan,nooo!!!God,I was practically in tears when Jake said g'bye to Peyton.Damn,Im a sucker for romance;P.Anyway,I actually came back from KTJ.Watched their house singing comp.The performances from each house was so cute.Ok,so most of them lacked originality cos in my opinion,tribal is so passe,haha.Most of the guys were sporting to say the least.Dressing up as girls,wearing coconut shells and urm,well,other things.The songs were not bad either but I would so love to see one house do 'Bohemion Raphsody' by Queen.Couple of hot guys I spotted*rolls eyes*I gotta get sum enjoyment outta travelling to Seremban rite?Best part was meeting up with derrick again after sooooo long never seeing the lil clown.He will always be my lil bro:D.He's still the same annoying,insulting but funny freak that I created,muahaha!I am gonna go and sleep now but seriously Im liking the likes of KTJ guys;p...jk...or am I?Harhar,g'nitez all.Mwaxzzzzzz!

Peoples thoughts and mine

People,
They say that I love you,
And I answer back,
"No,I don't",
And I,
Simply don't know,
Because Im just so...
Confused,
I just keep wondering,
Trying to get rid of it,
But somehow,
It's still driving me crazy,
So just leave me,
In my disarray,
Cause I have no idea,
What you think of me!

Would I,should I,dare I(guys view)

I know she loves me,
I know she dreams,
Because I dream,
Of her too,
I fell for her at first glance,
And since then I've never looked back,
I'm too afraid to tell her,
To think about romance,
My eyes are open wide,
But theres no gurantee on my heart,
I dread getting my heart shattered again,
Thought I know you'd never do that to me,
Have patience my darlingm
Let my wounds first heal,
Then I can help you feel,
All those feelings you long to.

Due to my extensive poetry writing and by request of darling zazzy,I have decided to put my poetry up so she can bask in the loveliness(lol).Screw the other page;P.

Would you,should you,dare you?

Would you hold me close,
When no one else would?
Could you make me feel,
Things I've never felt before?
Should I keep longing for you,
When your not around?
Or should I just keep dreaming,
For something that'll never be?
Because I've just never had the strength,
To tell you how I feel,
And thought it pains me so,
To see you I'd give my soul,
Someday,somehow,
Not here,not now,
Open your eyes and heart,
To me...please.

Oh,how Im so sleepy.So tired and longing for water,sigh.Fasting today.Doesn't this just shows you how much of a trooper I am?Lol.Been going poetry writing crazy for the past few days.Thankfully it is appreciated by the likes of my loverlies and zazzy.Can't wait for this sat gonna go and see derrick at KTJ.Hoping he can intro me to his(poss)hot friends;P.Still can't find a suitable music code.Any recommendations?I showed be concentrating on the EYE attendance list but Im sooooo exhausted,haha.I think Im too much of a hopeless romantic...don't you think so?I mean I've never actually been in love but I can write about it.Eventhough I've never gone through what love feels like and what not.Man,Im so jiwang(don't know wether puji diri or the other way around,lol).Oh speaking of jiwang,guess what?Even Pn.Rosmawati says Im diff than the rest of my class.Well,me and chow.I think it's more like she can see Im like a daydreamer and not much of a scientist.Chow would make a damn good lawyer in my book,hehe.Nothing much going on.I still think ajabubu is the cutest thing since...well,cute!Haha.Ciao bellas and uh,fellas?Mwaxz!

Just listened to the soundtrack for this indonesian movie called cinta silver,all the songs are by glenn fredly and it's simply superb!Totally recommend it to everyone.Dad bought like 4 cd's for me and he came back early but now again Im left all alone as usual,lol.*Goes up and gets choc mousse**comes back at its been half an hour*Man,that choc mousse is divine!Nothing much going on besides my boredom which is quickly rising.Damn,so much work so lil brain space,harhar.Ttfn.

*Starts singing*Im a sad,sad,sad,sad,sad,sad girl,Who is all alone on a saturday night,watching looney tunes and giving herself a fright...damn,Im seriously jobless.My heads spinning cos i did too much lit today."Romeo,romeo where for art thou romeo?,".Sigh,never knew there was so much to romeo and juliet.It's all passion between them and no real rational thinking.Again...sigh,wish I had a guy who was crazy for me...well,not in that sense but you know what I mean.I gotta buck up wid mah studies cos the parents are having it hard on me.I feel as stupidly stupid as ever when Im doing my science subjects!I've been contemplating a lot of things mainly I've been wondering wether I am clinically depressed.I know not many people do this...then again Im not normal.Lets look at the facts shall we?1)Always tired,2)Continiously writes things filled with sorrow,pain and anguish,3)Have thought about suicide but never done it cos knows that its stupid and 4)All the stressy situations.So am I depressed or not?You tell me ladies and gents;S.Over and outta here.

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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