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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

My body...your body...*crack*Oh my aching joints...I think all that twisting and getting Dirtay on the floor has cracked my fistibula,huahaha....or is it my hula?I have officially handed the money to zaz and have booked a good table and chairs for prom,whee.Im in a very zen mood right now....for now that is....Damn,it was cold in class today.Not in a mood to blog,so sue me.

Im a lil princess,medium and cute,lol.Ok,im a lil teapot sounds wrong like that...I have pretty hot pink nails in yellow flowers now.Pwetty...I don't have much to add for todays post.Must study more,blergh!

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

What's Your Dosha?

What on earth is dosha?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Should You Date?

Hmmm...I've been single for 17 years that I seriously crave something by the looks of it...Im no phsycho though...

Im watching the magicians of love...some chinese drama...God,Im such a soppy romantic.It's so cute and funny...this dudes grandma wanting to set him up with this gal who's with someone else but that someone else broke up with her cos he knows that she really likes the other guy.When that guy forced himself to kiss some other girl to convince the one he was with that things were over,he cried.Seriously that made me weep.The whole episode just made me weep.Sigh,I am such a pansy when it comes to romance.Maybe Pn.Yong was onto something when she said that I was too soft...Then again if I were all tough...I wouldn't be me now would I?Maybe I just need a thicker skin.I don't know...Im pretty choked up right now.Just putting the finishing touches on my MPH essay/story.Story sounds better than essay don't ya think?Ah yes let me just list down my theories to end this post.

Theory 1:
Everyone has a certain height that suits that personality.Short people have big personalities.Average height is for those who are well balanced and tall people well,they tend to vary.

Theory 2:
In 10 years time or shorter,the world will be infested with mtv teenyboppers who wear less cloth than tarzan.It could be sooner than you think people.

Theory 3:
In school,your peers judge you by your uniform.If you're the girl with the tudung like moi,all social activities with stating happen outside of school.If you're a guy who goes around making jokes,you're set to gain many social activities in and outta school.You can prob figure the rest out peeps.

Theory 4:
The middle sibs in the family tend to be look quite arrogant but this varies.The best example I got is my sis.

Watched the news just now and all I can say is...LEAVE THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN ALONE!Apparently much hullaballoo has been going on with Israel invading Lebanon and various attacks...many women and children have suffered.It broke my fragile little heart to see a lil baby of 8 months return to God so soon.I mean I would cry like mad if anything happened to any of my family members especially Aja.So screw you war mongers!Go plunder your own country!This is seriously a sad week for all that has been going on in the world.Hani Mohsin passed away...so did the Sultan of Pahang's half sister who was killed by her own drug addicted son.My week didn't go so bad actually.Exams are finally over.I didn't really study.God,I was so freaking tired this whole week I slept by 10 o clock 5 nights in a row but the dream I had was hilarious...me running in a mall,some dude after me...and his seriously nuts!When his fbi sorta people aimed at me when he grabbed me I spun around and it him instead.He ended up on the floor and he said,"Tell my darling mother that I love her" and then he laughed like mad.Creepy...well,I don't really have much to say now.I've got a few theories stuck in my lil nice head but I'll run em by y'all later,lol.Yebz

Just a few hours from now,the week will be over and done with.Im glad to see it go,fewh.Im not glad to see the exams coming though,pfft!I havent really studied for sejarah...Im sooooo gonna bomb the test...in a bad way just so that its clear.Today was pretty alright.Im just amazed me and my mom managed to find Pn.B's house without getting lost.Poor Yana...she's sick,prob gonna miss exams cos she sounded pretty bad.Get soon dearie,lol,I don't think she'll even read this but heck,its the thought right?Theres always diff people at the workshops...well,only other person I knew was Wes.Pls cut down on wtv caffiene your taking...which is why I don't take caffiene.All the people were pretty cool...Carmen was nice.My eyes almost popped out when I saw the hot guy...on of Pn.B's daughters friends.He def qualifies for 'teh tarik'*blush*,haha.Dang it,I still have to work on my Mph entry...I really wanna win something...anything...a pen will do,haha.Oh yeah,everyones pretty crazy now with this ns thing,lol.Im sorry for those who got picked and don't want to go.Cheer up peeps.Learn from it ya?Of course,I didn't get picked.Nis too,yay!I'll prob be doing my foundation course in Jan anyway.Apparently with Lit on my cert,I have the upper hand,hehehe.Ok,im blabbering now.Prob won't post anything more unless I feel the need too.~Impress yourself and nobody else~

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What Number Are You?

Quite accurate if ya ask me.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

Uhum...

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

So if you get under my skin,you're a BIG loser,haha.

You Are Best Described By...

Landscape With Butterflies By Salvador Dali

What Famous Work of Art Are You?

So pwetty....

Im gonna make this quick cos I am in desperado need of sleep.Like my last post,sleep hasn't been coming so easily to me these days...Im in a more cheerful mood but it's hard to say how long this'll last.Lately I've been feeling like way exhausted like my mind,soul and body are just all not in the right state anymore.Did you ever feel that you were so tired that you could just cry and breakdown there and then?I have.I read my poem aloud during recess at the speakers corner.Frederick got more applause though,lol.His voice is seriously deep.Impromptu speaking was an experience yesterday but like I said me in my dazed mood nowadays so I wouldn't really know;P.I miss my sunny days.I know you miss that me too peeps;0.

Yesterday my maid said I looked pale.Just now aunt.z said I looked pale...I must look like a freaking vampire then.The weekend was as exciting as a snail racing with a horse.I don't know why I said that.Im being silly now.I slept for like 2 hours in the evening yesterday...had a headache and when I woke up,hey a brand new one.I didn't sleep so well at night though.Prob didn't sleep till like 1 o clock in the morn.The future is looking pretty worrying right now.Maybe Im having a breakdown or something.Then again what do I have to really worry about?Ok,I won't answer that cos it's a stupid question to ask in the first place.I think maybe all this drama rama going on in my class has been taking its toll on me.I was like freaking pissed at my class in the morn then after recess I cooled down a bit.Seriously...this seems pretty phsychological to me.I always thought that I might have some mental problem.Im probrably sounding like an emo depressed person.Inside I feel somethings wrong,outside Im no better.Sigh...what's wrong with me?I don't know.I won't even really type about my day cos it was no better.Stayed back for proof reading and we did nothing.1 slice of pizza+no work=Tasha being loony now.Pn.Koo wants to see me and assistant from hell tommorrow.I was bloody surprised when I actually saw her doing work at the photo session but I think it's more of cos Pn.Koo was there.I hate confrontation...but to prove a point my assistant is going to burn at the stakes.The only bright side of the day is I've finished my MPH entry.I've now got a lil bit of faith in it.

Girl(s) I'd give up my hands for:
Pei ru.A damn good artist who's talent should be shared with the world.

Girl(s) who I would date if they were guys:
Zazzy.She'd and I have made an agreement,hehe but she'll prob get bored of boring me pretty quick.

Girl(s) who I would break guys hands and shins for:
All my loverly gal pals including Tapir,Deebs,Runa,Nami,etc.

Girl(s) who I can laugh,cry and be me with:
-.As much as I wanna say that I can be that way with my gal pals,the truth is I keep a lotta things inside.

Girl(s) who are beautiful but don't know it or act doubtful:
Every girl I know who has looked in the mirror and pointed out what she doesn't like...excluding me.

Girl(s) who I think should see a therapist:
Me.For obvious reasons.

Right now hmmm....I should be doing Pn.B's hw.Gimme awhile to get around to it and I will.School was pretty ok.As stupid as this sounds,I feel that with every passing day somehow I don't belong.Blah,Im sounding like a shtupid sissy girl.I will never be a sportsperson...I am too feminine.Maybe I just havent found the right sport?Maybe baseball?Anyways,SPOILERS AHEAD!I watched pirates 2 just now.Oh my fajita!Its so cool.I give it a 5/5 for entertainment and everything else.Captain Jack Sparrow aka J.d fulfills his role well.I just don't like keira knightley.Orlando Bloom I don't mind.My jaw dropped when KEIRA KNIGHTLEY KISSED JOHNNY DEPP.She literally made out with him.You guys just gotta catch the movie!I leave you with a poem...

River

There is a river,
It is called Madness,
It flows steadily and surely,
It leads to an ocean,
The ocean is now poisoned,
The creatures feel it,
The earth does too,
It came from the river,
Have the children gone mad?
Have the parents gone mad?
Has society gone mad?
If not,I am mad.
I am mad like you,
I am mad not like you,
Don't mock me,
Just because I am mad.

Thursday night and here I am.Doing my bio project.Haish,ways to get pregnant and how to avoid it.I think if my parents saw me surfing through those sites they'd be shocked,haha.Well,no post on wed,durh.All the teachers came and boy,Pn.Yong seemed pretty pissed off.I will not say anymore on the subject because it is not to be discussed;P.Wanted to stay back and do pafa yesterday but didn't cos a lotta ppl we're staying back.I was really hoping for the best.Fate works in mysterious ways and sure enough those who havent finished their pafa,including yours truly got to cut class to finish it off.Worst part?Lots of people didn't finish it and boy,it's a lotta memorising.I skipped recess to do some codes and when I got back I was hungry like heck.Manage to finish it off like one period after recess,good thing too cos Ustaz wasn't gonna stay back today.I signed up for the impromptu speaking comp on wed next week.Im not much of a speaker,seriously...but I live for new experiences.Need to cut back down on my phone bill...RM50.Not that high but it is to my dad.26 bux on sms's alone,hurm?Im actually the kinda girl who leaves her phone lying around and doesn't know where it'll end up,lol.Gonna go watch pirates 2 tomorrow,whee!Still havent watched Take the lead,dang it!Anyone wanna go with?

I am the blue fingered female.Well,hardly any blue left on my fingers now but thats a cool alias,hehe.Should be doing some work but as usual ze procrastinator in me is also hard at work.I think somehow its weird but maybe I have this 6th sense without realising it...Yesterday night,I told my maid to prepare milo for when I prepare to go to school.Usually,all I have is cereal and water.Then I wake up in the morning and hey it was raining...perfect weather for milo,right?Case no.2...I bring along my jacket for if it rains some more,I debate this several times but bring it along anyway.That jacket came in really handy at about 11 when they're was a big shower of rain.Lols,its just prob coincidences but it would be cool if I really had esp or something.My left leg still hurts like mad...could be due to dance but still I want redemption of some sort you know?My tasks for the week>>>1)Finish My pafa(if only I had photographic memory),2)Know the text of Romeo and Juliet inside out,3)Type out a bit of my mph entry,4)Study some things at least and 5)do everything else I must do.Ooooh,at lit just now Pn.B played this audio cd thing for rnj.*Melts*Joseph Fiennes is a smashing romeo.You can hear the love and passion in his voice.I must watch the play...and The Importance of being Earnest as well.Wed,wed,wednesday,hurm?

Monday is here and almost done with.Oh my whuartenheimshenfer!Ok,just being a bit wacky there,lol.Tapir didn't come to school today,2 words yeah,say it with me people...W.C.FINALS!I would've stayed up but my head was suffering from a bad headache.So out goes my semangat bola,haha.School was a as expected...needless to say,many people came with dark circles under their eyes and Nelson,pandai betul,that dude went and brought his pillow to sleep on during chem...man,that sure looked like a nice place to be...dreaming.I don't think I slept well at all last night.Maybe all that sugar has caught up with me?It's poss.During recess,me and the loverlies went nuts.New guy in school,ooh la la...tall,pale and foreign by the looks of it.Jan mentioned that his name was Frederick I think.You know what was weird?I had a major pain in my left leg the entire freaking day plus my ars hurts,yeah,anyway,I was just thinking wouldn't it be nice if some new foreign dude just came and I fell,he caught me,you get the picture.Then they point it out to me.Pretty funny huh?Btw,my body parts still hurt.I think Im getting pretty emo right now...prob that time of the month...anyways,I was watching this video and at the same time listening to the lyrics of this song by this guy called Kirk Franklin.I don't know why but I could feel myself tearing up.Luckily the song was ending anyway but seriously,what a beautiful and powerful song.Honestly,musicians have some serious power in their hand.In this case,my teachers have the power cos I've got lots of work to do,sigh.Well,heres hoping to a good week,my candy girls and boys.

Imagine Me By Kirk Franklin



Imagine me
loving wat I see when the mirror looks at me cuz I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And i'm finally happy cuz
I imagine me

Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
cuz they never did deserve me
can you imagine me
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord can you imagine me
over what ma mamma said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again

[Chorus:]
Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can...
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
but finally I can...
Imagine me

Being strong
And not letting people break me down
you won't get that joy this time around can you imagine me
In a world where nobody has to live afraid
Because of your love fears gone away
Can you imagine me

[Bridge:]
Letting go of my past
And glad to have another chance
And my heart will dance
'Cause I don't have to read that page again

[Chorus x2]

[Vamp:]
Gone, gone, it's gone, all gone

Ok,first of It's spose to be pool and not pook,ok?Lols,all that chlorine still hasnt subsided I think.My head is pounding like mad and eventhough I took panadol,nothings happening.If I ever get a hangover,I wondeer if this feels like it.Any sort or noise is making it pound even more,meaning my head.Dance was ok,the steps arent too hard but im still stumbling along as I always do.Myra and D are going off...D's prob on the way to the airport or is off already.Kampachi was magnifico at lunch.My lunch included sukiyaki,salmon,butterfish(who knew such a fish existed?),beef,california roll,fruits,pancake and ice cream.Buffets are so hard to resist;P.Im hoping not too slip back into my boyband ways.Theres this song on dancing stage max.Hip to hip by V.Im watching the video while Alysha is playing and all I can say is...'teh tarik'.Those guys can sing actually but thats what I usually say of my obsessions,lol.Heres a question for you people to think about...Would you rather feel emotional pain or physical pain?For me,Id rather feel emotional pain.Why?Well,just because I want to know what it feels like to be hurt so badly in a different way plus to actually see whether the saying 'what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger' is true.Ok,another one...If you could choose,would you rather spend one week with the person whom you loved,so much that when you see that person your soul is sent back to heaven,but then that person would have to leave and you'd never hear from this person again...or would you just love that person in silent from afar for 5 years and then be together with that person for how long you want?I would have to say I'd pick the 2nd one.Im willing to love in silence for at least 5 years rather than lose that certain person forever plus if I don't really love that person like I think I would,I could opt for and out.What would you choose?

Just came back from sems party awhile ago.So much for not getting myself wet,pffft.Ok,lets start the day from the morning.I woke up at like 9 something,babysat acha and then after showering made my way to skbd's hari keluarga.Gosh,such a feeling of nostalgia but seriously I prefer the classes being named after colours then cars.So after getting lost looking for my lil bros stall and after bumping into a few ppl I recognised,we found the magic sand art stall.I spent the entire hari keluarga there besides going for drinks.I only ate one cupcake for lunch but had like 2 lemonades,2 cokes and 1 partial ice kacang.Oy,my tummy.So I came back around 3.20 or so,poor dara ler she looks so tired and everything.Lepak around then got ready to go to sems part which I originally did plan on going to since its wet n wild but since I wanted to spend sum time with D,I did.Tapir got here around 4.30-ish,I changed cos somehow pei ru predicted we're gonna get thrown into the pool even if we dress nicely anyway.Heys,Aliesha tak kena pun!So...we went to the party and it was just nice,not too many people yet.Met a couple of new people.Bugger,I think I got thrown into the pool like 5 times or more but then again I pushed tapir in and nab...and nis...lol.This dude Tarqwin actually carried me and threw me in ok...I guess Im not as heavy as I thought.My god,I seriously pity nis kesian her,ewww...If a guy ever did to me what he did,I'd run away screaming.Poor d,his hand was bloody and scratched.Ganasnya people.Quite a couple of hot guys there but not like they noticed me anyway;P.Im telling ya shoving someone into a pool is like the best way to flirt and get as much physical contact as possible.My hairs still a bit wet and now Im sniffling.Sigh,I don't wanna get sick again!If I do,I want something out of this!

Sorry peeps no post since monday but hey,this flyday has been the best of days so far.Well,today was one of those days where I laugh so hard till my cheeks hurt...and usually it's cos Athirah pinches my cheeks on a daily basis.I also had the funniest dream and of those sweet ones...I was laying near a pool with my head tilted and all...there's a crocodile in the pool and this dude comes out saying,"Don't move".I'm thinking "Then why the heck are you running around?,".Suddenly after the guy has left the crocodile comes near me so I just sit still...Haha,guess what happened?I sneezed at it!Then I run off into this house with a sliding door and I slide it so hard it bounces back.I stumble a bit and finally manage to lock it.I have no idea why I dreamt of that;P.Oh,2nd part...It's me and this guy,this really hot guy,teh tarik ok?Theres some girl watching from the side but it doesn't seem to bother either of us.This guy is trying on a shirt...he's not shirtless but he's wearing a white shirt.Still,I could see his broad shoulders and his muscles,not too much...*melts*.Yeah,so Im buttoning up his shirt for him starting from the bottom one until I reach the top and while Im buttoning his top buttons,we just stare into each others eyes*swoon*.After Im done,uhum,he helps me put on my jacket and buttons it for me.Again,we stare into each others eyes.I couldn't stop smiling today.Then again,it could be cos of all the sweets and 1 choc.I was so freaking happy to finally see d again.I was very selamba waiting for my car when I turned and then saw this dude dressed up and all...I straight away headed for the dude,"I think I know who you are" and gave him a big hug!Oh my lil bro is a playa now.Haha,don't wanna embarass him konon.It was so good to see him!He's going for prom as Jack's date,lol.Yay!It rained today as well cos the weather has just been freaky.Hardly doesn't rain in Malaysia.Oooh,I love the smell of rain.I love Patrizio Buanne's voice.I love my achababy!Im pretty excited for tommorrow.I love my darlings!

Right now theres a foul stench in the air...Azalea pooped,lol.Anyhoo,my staying up till 12 to finish up my bm karangan was a total dud.Pn.Juhaini didn't even show up today.Sigh...and hey,wouldn't you know it we got poisoned today in chem lab.Thanks to pembakaran kertas asbestos.I think it must've just made me sleepy.I could hardly keep my eyes open during agama...so much for us pure science students being all scientific,haha.Ok,this is the year that I shall enter the MPH Young Writers Comp just for exposure ya know...still...wouldn't hurt if I won something,hehe.I had a weird dream last night...this sounds so cliched now coming from me don't you think?Anyways...my whole dream was like a screen with a chatterbox con going on.Freaky eh?Saw this today on my sis frens nick french+greek=freak...all I can say is lame.What does being french or greek have to do with being a freak...That's like saying Malay+Chinese=Malinese.Oh yeah,sems having her b'day party this sat.Should be quite interesting...SKBDS family day is this sat too.Guess who's gonna be helping at the magic sand art booth?Yup,yours truly.Monday oh monday so hot and sunny,Why does Tasha keep being dreamy?

Im telling ya all the 2 kgs i lost so far is gonna come back in the form of the choc cream chip frap im taking.2 in 1 week...that's not good...but boy,it's soooo sinful.choc is my best friend ppl!Ok,next to all my other loverlies that is.Went out with Myra and Anis on friday.We've known each other since std.2 and we're still going strong.That is quite an achievment considering for some reason I tend to mix with diff ppl every year.It's a good way to expand my ppl skills but I missed those kindergarten friends days you know?Before you started caring about what every other person thought of you.It was either have fun or not...Anyhooo...I had like a weird dream last night and the night before...and I have a confession...Im now a fan of the world cup...*crickets*...I know it's pretty lembap...but better late than never right.I really wanted argentina to win,blah!Its just luck.Oh yeah,brazil lost if Im not mistakenado.Well,at least it gives someone else the chance to win right?Im gonna watch ze italian hotties,huahaha.I love the world!Ok,not the entire world!But most of it...desfiny natte!

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