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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Was suppose to study for 2 hours.Wouldn't exactly call it 2 hours but I did like 6 add maths q(fungsi) and like a bit of english so that's not too bad;P.At least buat jugak.Been baking cookies the whole freaking day since like 12 pm and moms making goulash,yummy!Well,only me and mom like the goulash,damn nice with garlic bread man!I had this really weird continous dream last night.1st one...I was at this physics and add maths tuition and theres this lady that goes,"Wheres the work that you want to do?,".Me:Wait were suppose to prepare our own work?,Lady:Of course,sigh,never mind you just do this 1st.Weird thing I saw a few ppl I recognized but they didn't even look at me or anything.Can you say freaky?The next dream is pretty freaky as well.I dreamt that I was in this like college/boarding house place and me and this guy were at a party and I was in a dress than we did something we weren't spose to.Don't remember what though and we cabut lari.As we were running we had to jump over this like fence thing and it was bloody tajam.Me and my fat ars some more and I kena sikit as we were jumping,ouchies!We couldn't run cos then a whole crowd of people surrounded us,kantoi!Then this administrator person came and was like,"Tsk,tsk,I expected more from you,".Me:Sob,sob,Im sorry,I didn't mean to.Please don't expell me!,Her:Looking as you've already suffered enough Im gonna let you go with a warning(Turns to guy)You on the other hand...This has gone too far..I have no choice to expel you and you can never see this young lady again.Guy:Expelling me is fine but banning me from seeing my friend is just wrong?!,Lady:That's enough,gather your things and leave the premises.Next thing I know,he's stuffed is packed and he has to go.We hug and as I watch him walk away this other really cute guy appears next to me.Guy:You and him were close huh?Did you ever kiss?,Me:Tried to,never did(Kiss jer tak dapat),Guy:You must be lost now,why don't you hang with me and the others for awhile.Then the scene like fasts forward again and now me and the guy are like sitting down at this like water tower place thats freaking high which is near a pool(Not exactly can jump right in near).Suddenly he's like dangling from the sides of the diving board thingy were sitting on.Me being my dream self went and climbed down to carry him up safely.I saved his life and next thing I know his already down there and Im still up the freaking tall place.Thank god,then a helicopter comes and rescues me.How the hell did we get up there in the first place?Next scene,Im sitting down with his family for dinner but then we scoot off earlier saying we've got stuff to do.As we walk along this like mall place,his arm is around my hip and mine around his shoulder like bf and gf!Then me and him walk into a shop and I see this shirt that would look so nice on him and say,"Cupcake that would look so nice on you," looking at his already nice grey-ish and white striped shirt.He looks at me and just smiles.As we walk on I ask him,"Babe,are you only with me cos I saved your life?,".He looks at me with his gorgisimo eyes and answers,"What do you think,dear?,".Then...I wake up!Damn it!Did I mention that he is freaking hot??Black hair,piercing eyes and a cute smile...sigh.If that dream is telling me that my future bf is around the corner,bring him on;P.I am really loving my freaky dreams that involve cute guys...most of my dreams always involve cute guys but hey,if you're me you can never have to many.Thats it for today.Happy halloween all;).

Today is my last sunday of none studying.Its been officially one week since Ive touched a revision book;p and tommorrow I am going back to studying at least 2 hours,1 hour for 1 subject a day.If I can keep to it for 2 months I will reward myself and go out partying.Fair trade don't ya think?Thought I'd be able to puasa tommorrow,still cannot damn it!Since I couldn't find the Ex-gf's cd I dl it.I had to resort to desperate measures.Anyway,went for pygmalion today;D.The show was pretty good.Michelle Quah wasn't such a bad Eliza or in this case Lisa.Loved the set and costumes.I was looking mostly at L.Marsh(Freddy) in a kilt*wink**wink*.I didn't get why Lisa couldn't speak proper english but she sings proper english?Hello?How does that make sense?!Plus a couple of the songs were a bit draggy though.All in all it was a good show.Too bad it was the last show and none of you people can watch it,haha;P.Wanna go for Afdlin Shauki's one next...Why you so fat one?Im guessing its gonna be pretty funny.Oh and there was a guy at pygmalion who was sitting at our row at pygmalion...he kept smiling at me,ngehehe and the guy at the exit smiled and said have a nice day and thanks for coming.I don't think he said have a nice day to everyone.Lol.I think its good timing that Im becoming more comfortable with my physical being.Its taken like a couple of years though.~Everyone is beautiful and so is every body~

Yesterday was the last day of school for me anyway.Stupid shit man,I lost my freaking school mag?!More like someone took it.I mean it's ok if someone took it by accident but the darn thing was like under my school bag literally.Besides that yesterday wasn't too bad.Played Uno with a couple of people.Got to know Basil and Helmi then and like talked with Ilylia after not bonding for quite awhile(Can you blame me?).Mom said ok to pygmalion but the thing is if Manda can't go I'll prob won't be able to,sigh.Asked romeo if he wanted to go but turns out he's going to China tommorrow lucky dude.Love china man...got my fedora there;P.But then with the bird flu going around prob not d best idea,ya know?He said he will miss me...Hmm,not likely.One look at the gals there and he'll prob forget me,lol.Seriously wanna go and chill on monday anywhere at all!Bowling might be ok I guess.Better check to see if anyones doing anything.Li qing sent me a sms bout a halloween party.Wanted to go but since bulan ramadhan and all it is not the best idea.Moms words.Myra sent an email she said that Ade's coming to kl at the end of the year.i CAN TORTURE HIM!Muahahaha!Nah...Im just kidding.Myra said that I shouldn't be so suprised cos he looks like a bad ass and all.Chica,the people who are badasses don't even look a badass,so I wouldn't make conclusions anyway.Plus if Ade makes Myra happy,he's of cos a sweetie.Updating my i pod right now.Guess what?Including all the songs that I've just downloaded...I've got about 22 fav songs.Nice no?I am seriously confused to do about a few things I've been thinking about these past few days.I went to midvalley today and got shoes,huaha!Also went to like 5 diff stores looking for Low Millions Ex-gf cd's!Shit,that cd is hard to find.Im telling ya if a guy gives me that cd,I'll love him forver!;P.So many complicated situations.I am just gonna leave you guys with a quote by yours truly.~Everyday is filled with drama but the drama shouldn't fill you with complications~

Oh the agony!!The cruel fates that I must suffer!!I went to 2 speedy outlets and rock corner and I couldn't even find Low Millions ex-gf cd!I need the cd!!I must complete my destiny,muahaha!!Ah,forget it.I'm just all wound up cos its that time of the month,warrghh!*Blinks*:D.Plus today was kinda boring in school,I was just like bitching about people in class,turns out that someone...*cough*W*cough*finds me annoying.*Rolls eyes*Hello?Miss Drama Queen here?Durh,Im suppose to be exageratted at most times.Hurts though when someone thinks that your like that annoying and hates you.Hah,just goes to show you that ya can't please all the people in the freaky world.Came up with thsi quote..."His love leads him to me but it is me that makes him stays"...I like it;).Don't wanna go to school tommorrow but have to.I don't know why but these past few days I feel like no one gets me,like Im empty in the middle,like nothing carries the same spark as it used to and also that I've become more distant from the people.I've just gotta take these few days to think about a few things...I think.Sigh,change sucks when your not prepared and even when you are,you feel lost in a paradox.Great now Im getting depressing*rolss eyes*I'll just leave you here folks.Mwuaxz and *hugs*;)

At home right now:D and going out with grandma to midvalley later,harhar,shoppage people!I had like 3 continously weird dreams last night.Its a new record.Ok,so the first one went like this...I was at this weird place with like a couple of people,I guess on this sort of program thingy and were like at the gardens or something and then this girl from the group goes wandering off so I shout to her,"Hey,where are you going?,".Just as the group was heading back and suddenly this like monster/pontianak thingy appears next to her and she gives me this wicked look and duh,I run screaming like a mad woman.I take a shortcut across the hill frantically crying out,"Help,help,Im in trouble!" and fewh,thank god the last guy in the group heard me and he stayed put waiting for me while the girl and the pontianak thing was like chanting and chasing after me!I met up with the guy and crashed into him just as the pontianak was about to do something but it dissapeared.Suprise the girl likes the guy and no suprise theat,he's hot;P.When I crashed into the guy there was this seemingly weird like pause moment though:S.Dream no.2...I am like in this building with another bunch of people and am slumped down against a wall like waiting for something/someone.Then this guy comes to me and says,"Hey,Joel is looking for you,".Me:Huh?,Guy:Joel is looooking fooor yooouuu,Me:Yeah,ok,uhum...,so I go looking for this Joel guy but well he found me.Joel:Tasha,somethings happening around here,you gotta get out,Its not safe,Me:Yeah,I could sense something was up,Then suddenly I woke up!Blah,not much from that dream*rolls eyes*.Next dream...I am at like this house place and there are a couple of people with me,none of them I recognize though,heh!Then this guy starts talking to me and yeah,I talk back.Plus he's being so nice and all:D.Maybe he was flirting?Like I could tell*pfft*and then we got into this like smart car but it turns out that it was actually quite spacey and then I talked to d people and then we wound up at the mall..i think.My dad was there,go figure,so I followed him to check out a sports store and one of the guys wanted to come with so,yeah.I saw like pink jackets that looked exactly like my giordano black one but this was adidas?They even had a nightgown,wth?So I told dad Im gonna go check out the bookstore and at the bookstore I see the guy from before and he tells me that he's got something he wants to show me,so i follow him outside and it turns out that theres this like balloon thingy out there and he invites me to go for a ride.I told him I better tell my dad.He said he told my dad earlier so off we went.Then this nutcase turns out to be kidnapping me and takes me to this like Island ala lost style...pity too cos he was cute,sigh;P.Me and this girl are trapped there and then this like rampid elephant starts chasing us and I wake up.The moral of the story?Get two sides first before you trust a guy who seems to nice to be true.Lol,Midvalley here I come,tata all!

Exams for this year is over.Eunice,Lovey's sister,ex-form 5 and ex-editor of titian mas passed away.May she rest in peace.I didn't know her that well but Id seen her around school and when someone passes away it doesn't matter wether you knew the person or not,the death of someone really makes you think.Eunice was only 18...Im 16.How long does god plan to have me live my life?Will I even get to go to uni?Sigh,just makes you realise how precious life is.Now I know for sure that I am going to live life to the fullest.If I love a guy,I'll tell him.Ok,thats enough emo for now.Sigh,Pn.Lau gave us back our chem marks like a day after the exam!Whats wrong with this women?I was like so close to dropping chem when registering for spm.My marks is like still there?!Arrghh,so frust man.Dun have d heart to tell mum tambah shes being so nice and not making me go to school,hahar.English was ok though got 88;D.Haha,not satisfied cos of careless mistakes*rolls eyes*,oh well.Today was ok,went to namis house and played dance mat,haha,loose the kgs before buka puasa;P.So letih man jaga azalea.She's like heavy now!Lol.I have started writing my story,did it in like a journal/diary form,dunno why though.With Tasha you need no reason I guess.That's all for now.Yawn,tired man,now I can catch up on shut eye hurrah!Mwuaxz!

Today was the english paper...I like my 2nd essay;P.I wrote about how I went back in time and punched this Duke in the eye,harhar.I was locked up in this dungeon and then this guy came and rescued me;D.Typical Tasha,huh?I've been having dreams again..yeah,the usual ones.Like yesterday,I had a dream where I was with s club(no idea,why?) and then Jon was being a dancing show off,so I went up to these italian guys...twins;P and asked them if they could dance and if they'd be willing to shut Jon up.I was like,"Do it for me...please*bats eyelashes*and if you won't do it for me,do it for Tina,Rach and the rest.They looked at them and then looked at me and smiled,"We'll do it for you,".*Melts* and then after they beat Jon,harhar,each of them led by an arm..*sigh*,can't all dreams be so sweet?Speaking of sweet,he sms-ed saying that he missed me and said so many sweet things.Maybe my nickname for him should be cupcake;P.Harhar.Oh mah head!That's all for now all.Toodles!

I have officially inherited my dad's old school cd colection:D.Suprisingly,there are a few classics worth listening to.Of course,I'll only sort it out after exams,I am seriously telling you he has about like 100 cd's in his collection including Mariah Carey.Sigh,isn't t funny how one little thing can change your happy mood.Exam is on tuesday,haha.I don't really have much to say today.So tired,think parents might get pisssed at me.Miss my fwends!Ah,well,the world isn't gonna stop for me,so should I stop for the world?Nah!Ciao!

Ok,I've made up my mind.I will no longer be so influenced by my emotions when it comes to love.I shall recoonect with all my pals;P and meet new people and be more confident.To be honest,I think its all just words for now but we may never know people.Buka puasa is so close.At least blogging takes my mind off it.Zazzy and R are off to a good start but now zazzy already bored,haiseh,darling!Get yourself a bad boy!Lol,Jk;P.Maybe I should go get myself a bad boy?*rolls eyes*But if Im lucky,I'll prob infect him with my goodness,hardehar.I am gonna go and chill out before buka puasa.Tata all!

I am not at school...I should be at school...I love it at home:D,lolz.Still got headache so mom took me to the doctor today which explains why Im not at school;).No biggie,most prob just caused by my sinus.I don't care but today!I will bring out the dance mat!Watched the last bits of 'shakespere in love' for like the millionth time(note:exagerattion;p).Still I couldn't help crying...so blah,no?!Today is like the 1st day of puasa.I want to step out and go shopping!!!!!I want to...go..out somewhere!He stayed up till 12 am to wish me good morning...It's sweet but I don't want him to go all crazy ya know?He's gotta sleep too.Sigh,things were easier when I was invisible*Rolls eyes*.

I am queen of the crosswords!Muahaha,today in class I was busy kicking butt in crossword...haha.Wasn't paying much attention to anything else,lol,typical me;P.Still got the headache lingering around.It's been like 3 days already?I seriously thought that something was wrong with me cos during recess I stood up and the atmosphere just started spinning.Damn!My hearing went beserk and even went Manda talked to me by the payphone I was damn blur as hell that all I answered was"I think so;P".Didn't mean to be so blur.Sigh,I prob am stressed!Argghh,more sweet words from him but mostly based on friendship,blah!I dunnno how to read signals!;P.Yebz!

*Head is spinning*...arrghhh,headache,I can't imagine how those with hangovers feel like.I think theres like a freaking virus going around in this household.My bro has been in the hosp since yesterday due to bronchitis and doctor thinks that ajabubu has caught it as well thought not as bad.Still:(.Oh,my head.Today went back to kampung.Nothing much on that.He msged again this morning...such a sweetie.He's so worried that I'll get sick when he's already coughing and stuff...he said he doesn't deserve my love...hasn't he heard that karma exists?I mean like since he's so sweet to me,I'd return it?I don't know what's going on?I really,really think theres something there.Ah,I have to start concentrating on studying...tommorrow after my head heals;P.Still can't stop smiling in a way:D.Lalalalalalala....:D.

Today was a good day man,well,so far;P.Anyway,I had to wake up like 15 mins early and get to school by 7...I was punctual:D.Best part?Get to skip add maths,heshah!Anyway,we made our way to the golf club in Bangi and got our booth all beautified,I brought my mini disco ball,harhah.Nothing else going on besides the whole process,fadzy and d rest did good on presenting:D.Good news peeps,we got 1st for best syarikat and we also got best annual report!Congrats and great job to everyone in Paradigm.Your hardwork paid off;).He smsed me this morning,he called me his darling juliet....awww,soo sweet.Notice that I just can't stop smiling today?:D.He kept saying sorry that he keeps bothering me...dude,I don't mind at all.I talked to this guy from Menjalara as well,he kept smiling at me...no comment.This guy from another school was also a gentleman...he helped me get a drink cause my tangan penuh.Why can't hartamas guys be like that?(no comment).Al in all so far this has been a good day and I can't stop smiling.Somethings up with me*rolls eyes*Anybody know why?Gtg,wanna take a nap;P and I promised him I would so,dun wanna break a promise.Tata peeps;D

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