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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

It's confirmed.Come March I will be at the Java Jess Fest at Jakarta!Woooh!Chaka Khan,Marcell,Jamie Cullum and Sergio Mendes baby!Ok,so Sergio is gonna cost extra but it is so gonna be worth it;P.I slept quite late yesterday...almost close to one.Lol,my os group was freaked out by my sudden hyperness.Forgive me but it comes as it pleases.Read my story people,bybye:P.

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person. Overall, you are very content in your life. You tend to be a very productive thinker. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Productive thinker,yay!Lol.

Your Life is 71% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

How Perfect is Your Life?

Hmmm...perfection is over rated anyway.

Your Love Type: ISFP

The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ

What's Your Love Type?

Dang right,sex is serious.Ah le Amore.

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

I always thought I followed my heart more.Maybe I was wrong.Anyone care to experiment?

You Are 20% Borderline

Your personality isn't borderline anything. You're happy, stable, content, together... ever consider being a therapist?

Do You Have a Borderline Personality?

A therapist?More like agony aunt actually;P.


Ok,today has been pretty easy breezy as far as days go.The cukur jambul wasn't too bad.I feel loads better today though I think all the tissues Ive used up so far could have brought back one tree from the beyond,lol.Still have some work to do but mostly it's all done.Must remember to get a few things for college.I miss new songs.Damn limewire ain't working!I wanna listen to Howie Day She Says again.James Morrison is pretty decent actually.Pei ru,you wanna share cds?Maybe instead of a book club we can get together and swap cds,hehe.Man,Im bored....and hungry.Gonna go look for food now,tata.

Twice in one month!What is going on?!I could hardly sleep a wink last night.I feel soooo horrible and I must look like the Bride of Frankenstein.Actually,she would look better than me right now...I still havent done any of my work yet,argghh.I am sooo screwed,blergh.The Epic Movie is so not worth the tissues...but my loverlies always are;).Anyways,tomorrow is my lil cousins cukur jambul.This is when little babies,who are almost bald anyway,get a free haircut,lol.Neh,it's all about adat resam and what not.I would like nothing better than to lounge around though tomorrow.I've got my frenster up and running again,whee.So people can contact me now.Hardly anyone uses myspace anyway.I know theres phsychological babble in there somewhere...but Im just too wonky to think about it.What I cant think about though is the Media.Damn,Im definitely a media addict.We have to jot down how much time we spend using media for WI.It's a whole lot,man!Especially mine.Does anyone ever wonder why Barney has chinese kids,caucasian kids,disabled kids and all but no indian kids(Well,that I know of)?Does anyone ever wonder why High School Musical is such a stereotype of the high school system with the jocks,the nerds,etc(Another example would be Mean Girls)?Does anyone ever wonder why the pussycat dolls are so popular when all they do is sing and pole dance on subways AND that lil kids are watching these things?I do.Maybe you should too.

So just came back like 2 hours ago from MVM.I finally got to meet up with Nami,Tapir and Deebs again.After so long of not going out with them,we all we're a bit hyper.We couldn't stop laughing during the movie.The movie today was The Epic Movie.Which is the stupidest stupidly funny movie I've ever watched.All the characters are total rip offs and the scenes are so not u rated people.Was this close to meeting Whats his name(Im sorry,Nami,must think of code name ler;P).Derricks heading off soon.Tommorrow or sunday me thinks.Im gonna miss your bro!Now only he appreciates me,ceh.I've got loads and loads of assignments to complete.So must be off now.Sigh,I think I may be sick again.Bye bye bye.

So today was a normal enough day.OS was normal but I sayang my people there man;).World Issues was the usual fun stuff.Mr.M is so not your conventional teacher.Haha.Mr.Sarno gave us the work period to work on our group and hw stuff.As per usual,I had to stay back for Islamic Studies.So after discussing with my group about the English Oral,I headed over to Mcds for a lil bit of ice cream with Balqis and Kistina(My new girlies;P).Then I bumped into Nissy and Preeya so headed back to Mcds for a lil catching up.Lol,Nis is totally gonna get the hottest gal at campus award.And I support her!Can't wait to check out ECA Day tomorrow.Must discuss the Os project with Mr.Albert as well.Toodles Noodles.

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

You as in the media,lol.Not something nasty ok?Our assignment right now for WI is to keep a journal recording how much we're exposed to media.Basically any form of the Media.It's not something you'd usually think about but it makes perfect sense in a way,don't you think?Anyways,I was a bit wonky in english today.Must be the lack of sleep.I just speak english on a daily basis but the whole verb,adjective thing so doesn't make sense after you've been in a public school.I still havent decided whether I wanna join the Drama Club.Everyone says that I should.Would you guys seriously come and watch me act?What will be,will be.On more pressing news,I am now going on what-ster again,lol.So people you can add me again...as soon as I sign up again.

I tumpang B on the way back from Islamic Studies.She and her bf are so comel.Hence the title.My calves are aching like mad.Its like inner pain.Bah.Lets get on with the blogthings again,yay.

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky?

You are a Cautious Red Light Dater

Your dating motto is "slow and steady wins the race" You prefer a long courtship to a whirlwind romance This doesn't mean that you are anti-social or cold You just need time to warm up to the right guy You're online dating style? You are likely to take your time on your profile Then, wait and see what kind of guy emails you As you get more comfortable, you meet more people.

What's Your Dating Speed?

For some reason,I was super tripley tired at dance today.I didn't really have my usual burst of energy.I guess all this project is worrying me more than I thought and its taking a turn on my physical being.Ouch,sounds bad.Anyways,for lunch we went to the curve.Actually we went after lunch.I spent like an hour at the young adult section of borders.I guess Im beginning to mature cos I didn't get anything.Or maybe it's cos theres a whole lotta titles there.Deebs,Nami,if you're reading.Friday keep your calender open!We must must must go out.See how much I miss you?Triple the must.Should go back to work...though I havent started,lol.Nites all.

Man,what a day.Lets start with OS.The Valentines dance thing is out as they rejected us and we rejected them.Bah,they looked like a couple of stiffs anyway.Logically,most ppl wanna spend v.day with their friends or the honeys.Sarah's group is doing a delivery service that day and it's private and confidential.I wonder if anyone will send me anything...hmmm?Heys,a girl can dream right?Anyways,our group has FINALLY decided on a musical event ala battle of the bands.Everyone likes music,right?Plus Im quite sure there ought to be at least a few musicians at Taylors.Yup,Im the leader too,sigh,more pening,lol.I went for the drama club meeting or wtv it is.It seems like loadsa fun.The ppl seem nice.BUT Im worried my semangat will take over and my studies will be affected.Sigh,time management isn't my strong suit.I need an umbrella...Got soaked on the way to the car.Good thing my skirt was long;P.

So went back to college today.I had to ask for signatures from my lecturers.I bet they felt like superstars,ahaha.Most likely I am going to end up being group leader for my OS project,sigh.Banyak ler kerja.Deva so bersemangat with his Valentines dance idea but time is of the essence.We still don't have any ideas...Shiha was just listening which makes me think that he seems pretty reliable.I hope we can decide by tomorrow at least.Anyways,I have to do some Map thing for WI.Just my luck,our map is the one which seems pretty much useless,lol.Well,I still gotta believe in it,you know?I missed a chance to play a game in class,dang it.I like games,lol.I might go for Drama Club tomorrow.Not too sure.It'll look nice on my college application,right?I've got so much stuff to do.American Idol comes first though.I don't mind Simon so much now...he did give me Il Divo after all;P.

My 1st sick day of 2007,lol.My 1st day of NOT going to college.I can't afford to miss more than 5 days cos my attendance counts.Woke up this morning and wanted to go but I couldn't stop sneezing so rather than pass it on to my peers I stayed at home.Lol,Yi Hong's message was funny.When I told him I was down with the flu,his response was Oh my god!Like people don't get sick;P.A Happy Birthday to Kystina!My new found buddy along with a few others.Im thinking of joining the Drama Club...I've missed acting.What do you people think?Should I go for it?Read in Nami's blog about the gals going out.I really wanna meet up.Miss you babes ler.I can start driving next week,whee.I mean learning how to drive.I am so gonna freak.I'll probrably straight away langgar into a tiang,haha.As I start getting more mature,I realise that theres no Prince Charming,theres no cute animated fantasy dude...but inside of me I guess there will always be that little girl who used to imagine all those things.Ok,so back then,Aalvin of the chipmunks was my crush but heck,real boys were just menaces.As lame as this sounds,I was heartbroken that I missed Il Divo.I shall hope that they come back.I was even more heartbroken when I saw em perform on Oprah before they were a huge hit.I kept thinking "Shoot thats what I missed yesterday".Love is only part of the picture,the rest is filled with good friends.

It's a flyday!Sadly,I have homework.Fortunetly,I have finished most of it.Its only 11 or so but I am exhausted as heck.I just sent some assignment to an OS group member.Reliable,steady Tasha,pfft.Sounds like a geiser doesn't it?I got a compliment on my pants today...from a guy.Lol.I basically just grabbed whatever I could in the morn.Deciding what you want to wear to college is a puzzle.You can't wear the same thing too often but you can't just wear new stuff everyday.It's easier for guys.They look good in plain jeans and shirt.Don't expect me to wear makeup though.No mascara wand shall I purchase until...I graduate at least,hehe.Im starting to think OS is where I definitely get to shine.Who knows I might end up doing some management course?Its pretty fun.All the projects we get to do.World Issues is interesting as well.Definitely eye opening.English is the same I guess.Though,we're focusing more on punctuation and stuff first.Now I get the deal about the colons and commas.Im bummed that Im not going to Il Divo.Silly corporate stiffs.How are the real fans suppose to get any tickets if you keep buying em?Maybe fall out boys huh?Boyz2men is more up my alley but 'malas' wanna go to genting,sigh.This is a great song from their Dusk and Summer alb.If Romeo and Juliet had a song,this would be it.

The Secret's In The Telling Lyrics By Dashboard Confessional

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Our act of defiance
We keep this secret in our blood
No paper or letters
We pass just close enough to touch
We love in secret names
We hide within our veins
The things that keep us bound to one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

Until the last resilient hope
Is frozen deep inside my bones
And this broken fate has claimed me
And my memories for its own
Your name is pounding through my veins
Can't you hear how it is sung?
And I can taste you in my mouth
Before the words escape my lungs
And I'll whisper only once...

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we have to
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

'Cause you will be somebody's girl
And you will keep each other warm
But tonight I am feeling cold

So I met up with Anderson on Wednesday.We went to Mcd's and just talked about stuff.He told me all about his lecturer and class.The way he did an impression of his lecturer was so funny.It was good just listening sometime.On the il divo side,still no luck with tix...and they're already here.Sniff,sniff...again I will say that if any person offers me tix I will owe him/her BIG time!Im brain dead now,so I'll stop here.

Everyday so far has been filled with a whole lot of assignments.I guess that's what you get when you do a course that is 70% coursework and 30% exam.My timetable is not too bad.Everyday my classes start at 8 and finish at 11.45 except on mondays and wednesdays where I have to wait 4 excrutiating hours for my islamic studies.I did a silly mistake today.I was suppose to pass up some work but the lecturer left before I could hand it up.Dang,Im scared that Im gonna get nailed for it.Pray that he'll be in a good mood tomorrow.I tried looking for him but I had no idea where his next class was.Os was pretty interesting.Basic teamwork stuff.I feel bad for not meeting up with the gals for so long but these days Im pretty tired if not busy,sigh.Girls,lets go bowling next week...Nami's treat of course;P.Just say the word.I miss you chicas!I have lunch plans tomorrow but not to sure how long he's gonna be able to hang.4 hours to kill.Im definitely bringing my ipod tomorrow.Almost 6 I better get on with the work,sigh.Mwaxz!

As the title says it.I will try my best to not procrastinate in anything.Especially since I cant afford too,brrr.I went for the bengkel today.I picked a v.good spot...right in front of the air con.By the end of the bengkel,my hands were so cold you'd think I was locked inside a freezer...yup.It wasn't that bad to say the least.I still dont know if Ill be able to change a tire though.When it came time for the amali,I was the only girl,sigh.3 other guys were involved as well.One of them was nice enough even offering me his chair to seat on.Chivalry is not that dead,huh?Still I seriously cannot stand it when people smoke.I think like 1/4 of my brain cells have died already.Smoking is pointless.Chocolate was invented for a reason!I better get going to clear up my course stuff.I need exercise.I need sleep.I need a whole lotta things.

I still feel freaking tired.I spent the night till 12 am or so studying for my undang-undang.When I finally did ok,I went to sleep.Sigh,I had to wake up at school time just now.I think I only got like 6 hours of sleep in total.It took freaking long for us to finally get there and take the test.Heck,I should've brought my ipod with me!The test wasnt too bad and I seriously took my time on it cos dang it,I wanna pass the 1st time;P.I ended up getting 47/50,yay!So again I shall have to wake up early cos Im gonna do my bengkel and amali thing tomorrow.Next sat I am going to sleep in...I don't know how much more I can take,lol.The rest of the day passed pretty quickly.Before I knew it,Nis called me up and we went out to BR together with Myra.We talked,we gossiped and we ate ice cream.Nis wanted to keep the car as long as possible so we ronda-ronda around running my errands.I think I need a total image overhaul...Im too nice.Im not a bad girl thats for sure.I've never sneaked out of the house before(Like I can,pfft!).I feel guilty most of the time even when its not my fault.I sound like a freaking maniac huh?When I talked to Nis and Myra just now,I felt a bit outta the circle considering they've been in relationships.I don't know what they call it but it sounds pretty serious to me.I am seriously wondering...When will it be my turn?

Bus Stop Boy

It is valentines day,
A young lady of 18 walks with no flowers,
She eyes the many couples with wide smiles,
Then she is struck by a morning shower.

She races for shelter,
And finds it at the bus stop,
Tightly she grips onto her jacket,
As she spies a scene at the opposite shop.

The florist hands a dapper fellow,
A beautiful exotic arrangement,
He smiles politely and exits the store,
Glad to be out of the predicament.

She finds herself staring just a little too long,
Then turns her head the other way,
And is even more pleased to see,
That the rain has stopped to greet the day.

The fellow from before stepped just in front of her,
And holds out the flowers with his head hung down,
He whispers that he might like to take her out,
For a romantic dinner in town.

Who would have thought that college is tiring?Definitely not me.This was the case on my 1st day though.My 1st class which was OS (Organizational studies) was not that bad.Ms.R reminds me of Pn.Yong who of course is one of the most sporting teachers I know.Im even more convinced after our 2nd class today that Im definitely gonna like OS with the many assignments and we even have to plan an event as part of our project.My 2nd period with Mr.M which was World Issues or WI for short was not too bad.I was pretty shocked at 1st with how straight forward he was about being arrogant which he is;P.After all the talkative teachers who just asked you to sit and listen in high school,I was really surprised.I felt so stupid when he pointed me out for nodding many times.Damn Malu!It's not intentional really.Im just so used to it.Now I try to control my freaky nod spasms in every class.Todays WI was pretty fun we basically just killed time by playing games.Eng4U was not as bad as I thought.I'm the only 1st sem person in there I think cos it's suppose to be advanced.Mr.S,the lecturer kinda reminds me of some hollywood director.See him and you'll know what I mean.We just got our independent study list today (Doesn't it sound so college-ish?lol).Lots of really interesting choices.In the end,I partnered up with Aimee(not sure about the spelling but it's pronounced Amy) and we decided on Oscar Wilde's 'The Picture of Dorian Gray'.There was another interesting one but 4 other people already wanted to do it.Im going to take this opportunity to learn more about Wilde and since I enjoyed 'The Importance of Being Earnest'(I have yet to watch the movie but I bet it's good),why not do another one of his works?So thats it for the classes.As for the people Im meeting these days...Well,it is a mixture of old and new.2 guys from my NST lit workshop,2 Ex-Hartamasians and a couple of new pals.Sure,it's pretty tiring but at least Im doing something that interests me right?Now if you will excuse me Im going to study for my undang-undang driving test,you think it would be easy but seriously I can't really tell the boot from the hood;P.Nah,I can actually.

Yes,I am back from the orientation and I am tired.Ok,I slept early but I'd say nerves got the better of me and I didn't really get a good nights sleep.I got to Taylors pretty early this morning.9.30 and I was there already.I was pathetically just standing where all the SAM students were,haha,debating where to go.Finally I just made my way up to the lecture theater,well near there anyway since there was no one inside.Using my people skills or wtv skills I have,lol,I managed to talk to a few other ICPU students and make friends,yay.I did not know anyone at first but then I was sure glad to see Sarah.Another Ex-Hartamasian,whee.I was signed up for Econs though when I didn't ask for it.So Im gonna have to go back to the office early tommorrow and get my new timetable.On the upside,I checked out my supposed classes,so I shouldn't be too sesat.Everyone on campus seems really nice,so Im not too worried.Oh yeah,the student ID pic didn't turn out so bad but theres no way Im gonna put it here;P.

Its official Im going to Taylors this year to do my CPU. Took my pic for the student ID and everything.I hope it turns out alright.I think Im definitely have to be more assertive,talkative and lively at Uni while retaining my principles and what not.I hope the orientation goes alright.I have no idea if Im gonna see anyone I know at all.Mr.Frank is v.supportive at least which is good since Ill see him most of the time.On the bright side,I don't have to wake up at 6 anymore,hee hee.My lit definitely helps though cos not many get to do the english course that Im doing straight away.The book list seems interesting.The Great Gatsby being one of my study topics.Well,its back to researching and stuff I guess.All in all...Im pretty physched about this year and the new experiences.I have no idea what happened to my stationery so I better run off annd search now,lol.

2 posts in a day.Will wonders never cease?Today has been passable as far as my days are concerned.I have finished reading 3 books in 3 days.The 3rd one just done with.I feel like such a lame-o since Im suppose to be such a lit person and read more 'smart' books such as War and Peace or Women in Love but instead Im devouring romantic comedy books which I must admit are sometimes quite corny.Nami,We are the corniest of the crop(Haha,get it?)...Ok,I shall shut up on that matter.I have been blog surfing and have realised that people do change.Then this little lightbulb inside my head goes off...PING...Yeah,I guess I have changed as well.Hey,high school was great but everyone needs to get out of there comfort zone sometime right?Sure as far as my love life is concerned Im still stuck but hey,I have lots of love to give;).For the beginning of 2007,I will start by expressing my deep appreciation for my loverlies.

Nami:-You know I love you too babes;) and I will always be here for you even if you're down
under.Thank you for the memories and I hope for a few more.

Tapir:-My dancing buddy!Although I will never understand your love for the hunkalicious
Alonso or Hanson,you are one of the most talented artists I know.Mwaxz!

Deebs:-From 2A till now,that's a lotta years,huh?I wish you all the best my dear and keep being
your usual sarcastic self,heehee.

Aruna:-J.D-aholic!Man,babes,I will never hear another laugh quite like yours;).You will always
be one of the happy go lucky I cross paths with.Try another Johnny will you?I mean you
don't want to be a homewrecker right,lol.

Li Qing:-Fashionista to the max.Tabloid.Lol,you have such knowledge on appearance and
makeup babes.Find a mirror will you?Cos you look fab as you are.

Nis:-My oldest and dearest buddy.Neighbour of sorts.You are something special and thanks for
all the fun and hard times together.

I have a few people in mind as well but its just for my know how,tee hee.Anyways,don't take offence if you're name is not here cos...I still thank you from the bottom of my naive heart and I will always remember you even if you won't remember me(Seems that Im highly forgettable,sigh).On that note,HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Wow,one year has come and gone just like that.Im not really into the whole new years resolution thing.Never have been and probrably never will be.I dont feel v.inspired actually though I am full from the fantastic bbq at Yana's house,yum.I love bbq's!Right,new year....So basically Im gonna be pretty sad that 2006 is gone cos despite blah,SPM,and some messy stuff I went through then.It was a fun time.2007 better be a heck of a year 2 remember!

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