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Well, nothing is going to hurt you unless you want to quarrel.
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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Things I should be doing...
1)Studying Data
2)Studying Data
3)Studying Data

You get the drift. I'm not in the mood for anything today. PMS should stand for Perempuan Mahu Sayang, haha. Yeah, I don't get it either. I've been into discovering my new musical tastes. Robyn is pretty good. Pop with attitude. 'Konichiwa B*tches' is cute as heck. I woke up at 11 today...could've gone longer if I didn't look at the clock and go, damn, I need to study and now look at me. Yes, I know you can't actually see me but it was just a figure of speech:). Families yesterday was but a blur...then again all my papers are. Didn't know what else to write, so went out early. Can you believe the year is almost coming to an end? I mean Saturday is gonna be 1st December...then it'll soon be 2008. Outta all of the years...I think this year just *zoop* flew by the fastest. I can't wait to go to L.A! I haven't been there since I was 4...not that I remember much but one can imagine, eh? Toodle-oo.

Just went through my old kindergarten pictures on facebook...OMG!I was a very chubby child! Not that there's much improvement but heh. Psycho exam yesterday was ok I guess. I ended up going to the movies to hang with Derrick right after. Every time we get together, we shall always tease each other...in a brother sister way, duh. Haha. We watched Mr.Magoriums Wonder Emporium, I was expecting more bippoty boppity boo stuff but it was pretty entertaining overall. Stupid GSC was only gonna screen Enchanted at midnight, pfft! Who's even awake then *rolls eyes*? It was 'just' a fun outing. Qing, stop smoking. It'll be very hard to stop once you start! Go get yourself a gigolo but DON'T SMOKE! I mean it!

Man, I get distracted so easily...I had 2 dreams involving a certain person...not healthy. Today at college was about...as productive as an anthill with grasshoppers...not that pretty. I should have brought my camera but I forgot. It was kinda fun taking pictures until I realized why we were taking them in the first place. ICPU is coming to an end and we'll need those pictures to awaken those lovely memories we had all this while, that's awesome but at the same time, I'm kinda sad. I sort of regret not getting to know more of my classmates...I should have. Instead I stuck with the same comfortable people, not that I don't love them just as much, but I should have struck a balance somewhere in between there I guess. I don't regret joining ICPU for a single second. Though I may have complained about the assignments, a lecturer or 2, and the competition...It was one hell of a ride! I've made some special friends, gained more confidence in what I can do and know what I'm capable of. I posted the poem on friendster as a testimony but the best testimony will always lie withing my soul. I better go study now or face doom tomorrow. Ciao all:).

Friday is coming to an end and soon Saturday shall be upon us. It was another peaceful Friday, or so I wish it were, hehe. Went to BK with Balqis for lunch after she sat through 2nd period psycho...Again, my lovely group mates were worried about my outbursts of emotion during the topic of suicide. Do I look that fragile to you? Wait, don't answer that. Man, I really have nothing better to do than to blog eh? Well, wtv works right? *Yawn*...That's my cue g'night folks;).

I miss you...

I miss you,
The way you make me laugh like a little kid,
The smile only you can make appear,
The touch that makes me long for more,
The hold that makes me know no fear.
I miss you,
How we'd talk for centuries,
How you'd push back a strand of my hair,
How I would hug you and you'd smell nice,
How you always seemed to stare.
I miss you,
When I look at every star at night,
When I eat that scoop of strawberry ice cream,
When I read 'Romeo and Juliet',
When every night, I dream.
I miss you,
Like I know you would me,
Like the thousand tragic lovers before us,
But I only imagine you when I don't even know you,
Cause I miss you that much.

I'm getting lazier by the day. It probrably has something to do with the fact that I'm pretty free now. Most of the important work is done after all:). I didn't cry when we watched 'Rosewood' today. Yesterday I did...I can't help that I'm a sensitive soul;P. There''s nothing wrong with being empathetic now is there? I wanna go out! Watch a movie or something. It has been awhile since I've gone out with my peers, hehe.Nothing much besides that. ~Love is in the air with a hint of despair~.

I am soooo exhausted...I may be sick...if not soon. Tomorrow Psycho presentation.Woohoo! Ok, wrong emotion. I did my families presentation today...let's just say people were shocked. The good thing is that no one fell asleep, haha. It was raining heavily in the evening and it was burning hot in the afternoon. I took pics of Sarah for her project. It was kinda fun...and even I got a chance to feel a bit 'perasan'. We took pics for out Psycho presentation too, some of them are just too comel;P. Au Revoir Ma Cheries.

What a Monday. Of course, it was tiring. I shouldn't have stayed up late to watch Karate Kid:P. So I spent most of the day finishing up psycho research project. Though, I still had time to go out with a few people to Pizza Hut. Celine accused me of being horny. I am so not...well, not that I know of. Anyway, the physics folk had their catapult launching thingy today. It was an event within itself. Lots of pimped up ones, haha. I've got 2 acceptance letters but I'm still waiting for the one from my 1st choice. Sigh, what if I don't get in??!!Oh yeah, I may as well tell you guys about the freaky dream I mentioned in the last post. Its set in this setting resembling a War Zone and I only remember one instance very clearly...it's me in this washroom trying to wash off this sticky red substance that's stuck on my arm.I scrub and scrub and scrub and scrub...until it finally comes off and as this is happening I finally realise what it is...It is blood. Weird huh? No worries, I won't go slaughtering poultry and start performing rituals or anything. Perhaps it was foreshadowing today's psycho class...hmmm, I can never stand bloody, gory movies. Still looking forward to watching 'Rosewood' again tomorrow. Well, that's all for now. Toodles.

Might work has caught up with me, dang....and I still find the time to blog, hehe. Anyway, I should get back to the work. Nothing much happened today. Last dream was kinda freaky...in a not so good way. Good night:).

It was raining this evening and afternoon. Good weather for a Saturday no? Anyways, Hi Wendy! Haha. Man, I gotta be more secretive with my blog or all this devilish scandals will come back to bite me one day, tsk, tsk, tsk. I had a weird dream last night...duh! It was me going around with my friends and Derrick when suddenly this car comes and runs him over. I try to help him but the car comes after me and my other pals and then it is a whole lotta running and chasing and sliding on marble floors with socks. Then, it ends with a list(My names on it) and it turns out the bunch of us were being married off. Shocking huh? Still haven't really worked on anything...again, so gonna pay for it tomorrow. Here's a poem(Still heartbroken over my books:[).

A vision...

You're like the vision in my dreams,
So vivid like my memories,
And nothings what it seems,
But you really cut it close.
You're like the vision in the rain,
It drips of like sunshine,
From your fingertips,
So intricate and fine.
You're like the vision in my mind,
Always whispering tender words,
More than I can try to find,
Leaving me amazed.
You're like the ultimate vision,
What anyone would die for,
If I had your permission,
I would gladly do it.

Who knows?Is the blog alright for you now Michelle? Lol. I'm having a major problem of laziness. I don't have the energy or the 'semangat' to do anything but stare at this screen. One of the earlier signs of depression right? God, Im going mental just like Edgar Allan Poe and all the other doomed writers and poets who killed themselves. I need some magic fairy powder. Unfortunately I'm all out. Bugger. I'm in some serious need to go out and do something...but my dad and everyone else tells me I must study. Can someone just drop an anvil or a piano(whichever works better) on me now? Pretty please?

I took the bus to college with Sarah yesterday right?Then in the evening I took the bus back.The OU bus. Someone said I looked pretty. I said "Really?". He just nodded and I said "Thank You". I should've said something nice back. Doh! That compliment made my day though. Yesterday was good for socializing but today was depressing in a way. My 2 books filled with poetry...gone. I lent it to H's friend but she was robbed. I try to do good and I get this. I'm just glad H's friend is ok. I wish I weren't so optimistic...cos I keep thinking "Now I can start a new book" when truth is...I'm heartbroken inside. I'm depressing you guys, so I'll be off now.

Hallio my fellow trenchbunnies! I miss you all! Blergh. Don't know what that's about...Music and makan makes me happy. Why? Im a nutter, that's why. So today i took the bus to college. See!I'm not spoiled. I'll be taking the u pod bus back too, twice in one day. What about that?My families phase 5 is due...and I haven't printed it out yet...should do it now...should...But I can't be bothered, hah! Mr.K is a nice guy and all so he'll understand...plus I just need to print and bind it. Crap 17 days till exams. Im getting freaking paranoid now. I had a dream about Red and his parents and my parents and oh, well...I'll just leave it at that. Better get to work, have a good day, people!

The stomach flu I mean. All my other siblings have already fallen victim to its evil clutches, NOOOO!!! Yeah, plus my dear dad. I'm soooo hoping that it's not gonna be me next. I've been feeling tired lately. Though I don't exactly do much physically. Man, I feel so emo today. Great start to a monday eh?

The open house was fun. Old friends and lotsa new friends came. We played wii. HAHA. I'm updating just for the sake of it. In case of any of you might think Im dead. Im looking forward to Uni. Yeah, there I go dreaming again...sorry, habit. Been really busy with college. My exams will be in 26 days and then I'll be graduating...woah. That was sooner than expected. November is already upon us. I love you and miss you peeps;).

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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