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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Last 2 days of school have been boring as ever!If I were any more bored,I'd be boring,hah!My trials marks so far havent been so encouraging...sigh.Guess Im gonna have to pass on the jan intake for college.Im so not confident of my trials,blerghabablaboo!Im sorry...Fasting has prob gotten to me too.No complaints though...lotsa deliciouso food to munch on;P.I've lost a bit of weight actually.Fasting is like the spiritual diet for the people,haha.Tommorrow is tapir's party.Im going to make spaghetti sauce for the party.I,Tasha,will cook....*crickets*...what encouragment.I miss Myra,I miss D!Oh yeah,why is it then once you dream about some guy then you tell your friends about the dream and they automatically think that you like him?I DO NOT LIKE HIM!You-know-who could be anyone...well,on whether there is anyone or not I will not state it here.Another poem to enrich urm,this comp.Oh yeah I still don't get my whale dream!

A tale of lovers and sinners

'Once upon a time' is the standard beginning,
'Happily ever after' is how it ends,
Fairy tales as you've read in books,
But it's not always how it looks.

Prince charming and snow white,
Rode of just before the night,
Sleeping beauty and her lover,
Somehow just dreamed of each other,

Beneath the fantasy of a childhood,
Beneath the heart and soul,
There is anguish and pain,
There are tears swimming in rain,

This is a tale of lovers and sinners,
Not all lovers end up as winners,
Just you wait a bit after dinner,
That is when you will see the sinners.

It is yet another friday night.One in a million is on.Gd luck to Alif...if he makes it to the top 2,hehe.I spent 43 bux on Dashboard Confessionals latest alb.I went to rock corner and they were sold out of ta-da! which is Scissor sisters latest alb.Dang it!This exactly what happened with my beloved low millions alb which btw,still rocks heck!So again if any of you happen to come across it,the alb,I mean...feel free to ya noe get it for me,maybe?Haha,just kidding...or am I?Whoah,Alif made it to the finals!CONGRATS dude!Hmm...tommorrow I must hit the books again...bio,pfft!I don't know what else to say...

The sin

Eyes that seem to catch my dreams,
Hands that seem to grace mine,
Is it any wonder,
Why Im haunted?
How is this so?
I am perplexed,
What was stranded on the beach,
Is now within reach?
Kisses that taste like fire,
Hugs that tempt me even more,
If sins are bad,
I do not care that my biggest sin,
Is loving you.

I am now officially 17 and urm,2 days?Celebrated on the 18th and I got a balloon and b'day brownie,hehe.I didn't even get to blow 17 candles on a real freaking b'day cake.I got some surprise b'day wishes from like 2 people.Tapir's b'day present is just so...me,hehe.Im def gonna put it in my new room when I move,thx darl.Mwaxz!Truthfully,sakit hati sikit la that a few people didn't remember my b'day or wish me but hey,that's life right?Not everything is peachykin.Besides Im not the kinda girl to kick up a storm over my b'day.Interesting tidbit....I was born at 4.08 am in the morning,haha.No wonder my dreams are more active than me;P.School has been so tiring these days,today being the most tiring of them all.3 papers...physics 1,2 and lit.Shoot,my lit paper had to cincai boncai at the last part cos I was running outta time.My freaking calculator is still in the freaking hall right now.I just hope no hantu goes in there and calculates the jisim and what not,haha.I only got to see the gals in the morning and at recess.Nis and all had guilty looks plastered on their faces cos of you know what.I have no ill feeling towards em cos I love my loverlies...but they do owe me a damn kick ass present;P.Better go study now,blergh.Im gonna end with a poem.

I'll take...

I'll take your tears,
And make them mine,
So you won't have the pain,
Most of the time,
I'll take your laughter,
And play it over in my head,
Every high and low,
That I just can't shed,
I'll take your smile,
And smile back at the sky,
The light across your face,
Just makes me high,
I'll take your body,
And sway to the music with you,
Our bodies merge in perfect harmony,
Although not as perfect as you,
I don't care about the things I take,
I don't care if you ever know,
I'll take all of you and nothing less,
So you'll never really have to go...

I've never cries as much as I have this week.So far 4 times in one week and 3 was in one day.You know bird poop on the top of cars?I felt like 10 times lousier than that.Sheesh!I won't say who or what made me cry but it wasn't pretty.It was unprettier than usual if you ask me.Today I did nothing but laze around the house.Tommorrow its school for me,blech.I am so sick of school!I could be at Istana Melawati getting the grand insiders tour but NOOOO,school is a must even when we're not going to do anything resembling studying.Im sorry if Im depressing you people right now but fact is life bites.Hah!You know how they put sulit on the exam papers?HAH!Sulit my butt!Ok...that sounds wrong but you get what I mean yeah?You wanna know what I feel like doing right now?You would?Hah!Im not gonna tell you!....Well,that's just too bad isn't it?....Ok,fine I'll let you know anyway.I want to...stand on a rooftop and just scream like a mad woman....like in lost prophets rooftops?Yeah,that's what I wanna do!ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!Heys now I know why I like lost prophets so much....its the whole teen angst thing.I got into them in form 3...PMR year.Woah...I need a counsellor...Hmmm,nah!Im still laughing from a lil encounter nis had,haha.I guess its the way she told it to me,lol.She said something about em but I won't tell you,nyehehe.Sigh,must go now.Tata toodly winks.

So the week has been alright.Nothing to eventful has been going on.hummm....humm....been cleaning my books and what not.I'll be going for Ktj's singing comp thing again tommorrow,whee.Stupid trials!It's driving us all insane.I shall leave it at that.Ok,heres the edited version people.Right now....im in a mellow sort of mood.Im in a weird sort of mood.Im weird...period.I feel guilty for what nami put on her blog....stupid Tasha.Feel guilty when its not even your business.I feel pissed at myself for not studying more.Bloody trials gonna drive me nuts.I feel lonely.I have no idea why...that imaginary boyfriend is sounding pretty good right now to me.Im speaking in riddles arent I?Thats just what I am.One big stupid freaking riddle.

Lost

She is a silent puzzle,
Missing a visible piece,
She is an endless parody,
Yet she finds it hard to laugh,
She is a bar of chocolate,
Indeed she is bittersweet,
She is the secret keeper,
But she cannot take the heat,
She is natures daughter,
Who is a city slicker,
She is the blood in your soul,
You're warm but she is cold,
She is the darkness,
She is the light,
She is the day,
Is she the night?

Just came back from the Boney M opening night live in kl.Man,it was so much fun.Daddy,daddy cool and all those songs that I recognise and now only know...Brown girl in the ring...tra la la la la!Heehee.I think entourage is my fav. word right now.The tv show rocks to say the most but just now I followed my grandma as the queens entourage and got to see em up close,nyehee.Man,at 55 the original lady still looks good.Lols,I heard they love the shopping hear.Kelly the only dude in the group bought like 5 pairs of trainers already.Quite good looking actually and the suit he had on didnt hurt either.White suit with baby pink shirt and white fedora and snakeskin shoes to match.Guys in suits *fans self* ouch,they sizzle man.Which is why I love the disco era.Guys wore hot suits baby!Night fever,night fever all night long,haha.Anyways,preps to Nis who is a cautious driver.Thx babe.Lol.I had like 3 diff weird dreams last night.1st one...It's me locked in a house with some other gal and Im trying to escape cos my mafia bf(hehe,my first bad boy dream bf;P)is not letting me out for anything at all.So I make a break for it...Like MCGyver and everything,slid pass the security people and everything until we come to this bridge like tower place and theres like 3 steps missing and I fall cos this big gorilla bodyguard comes and say HAH!Then my mafia bf comes....he's italian and hot btw,pfft and he was pointing a freaking gun at me.I was like weeping for life on the bridge thing then he just laughs and says,"Babe,why didn't you just tell me that you wanted to go out?" and helps me up.2nd dream...This one involves my grandpa of all people.It starts off wtih this big robocop-ish robot placing a bomb inside the hospital which me and my grandpa happens to be inside of.So instead of messing aroud with it or throwing it somewhere else,all of the people in the hospital sit down on these chairs that are placed like in an auditorium then we start wiggling in our chairs,lol,so much that the hospital moves and before we know it,its like a machine!All of us inside the hospital go after the guy.Going through highway like roads,going swoosh,swish and there was even a loop de loop,go figure.3rd dream...I am an undercover secret agent.Sent to retrieve 3 guys held as prisoners.I am working with 3 other gals and we're disguised as gymnasts/dancers at a party,haha.I can't do gymanstics for nuts;P.So we manage to find out where the boys are kept and we devise a plan to not trigger the security system.The 2 girls that went before me doing there gymnastics were alright but when it came to my turn...urm,it went awry and we wound up triggering the alarm.I did anyway.So we run around,trying to find an escape route,fighting bad guys,climbing through windows.Teacher Sarjit ended up in my dream talking about belly button rings.Apparently I was to get one to so we could escape for some weird reason,haha.Dance class and doa selamat tommorrow,sigh,so sleepy now.Cheerio.

Happy Merdeka!Or whats left of it anyway...hehe....Jasmine reunion yesterday was pretty interesting to say the least.Haha,saw all my old kindy teachers...Teacher Sarjit taught me reading and stuff as well.I even saw Pak Chem,my drama teacher in SKBD whos brother is Teacher Din.I ended up talking with Aiman from my 1995 batch.God,hes freaking tall now.He's english has been affected by his friends I guess...his words not mine.Lol,Yana has come up with this theory that he has had a crush on me since childhood for me.Pfft.Anyways today was pretty cool and everything.Thought that I had tuition but then my one on one got cancelled so I picked Runa up and we got to OU.Happy B'day to Loong Hui...lol,poor boy had to stand on the chair and everything.Food at Italiannies was sooooo goood.Strawberry cheesecake is def sinful as can be.I sinned today,hehe.Jason aka Josh Hartnett was there and the gals were going gaga over him.Maybe a hunk in their book but not in mine.Anyways after that,we walked around OU in search of the perfect dress.Many a prey did we come upon but none had that clear perfection.At last,we gazed upon this dress that had Tapir's name written all over it.Same goes for shoes,hehe.While me,runa and nami were waiting for my car we saw like 4 dudes trying 2 get a taxi.This time we were in agreement on the hottie in the brown,lols and then we saw chong jin not too far from where were we.Lol,sempat want to take picture.Bah,school tommorrow.

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