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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

My goodness...this font that Im typing is pink as of this moment.Anybody wanna guess who's doing this?Ding,ding,yup,it was whatshername,lol.The day was pretty much what I had expected and then some.Ok,you know how Im not the type to really eat canteen food?I mean have you actually examined it people?So since my bag and stuff was ready,I went to school all prepared but still very sleepy cos I slept at 12.30 to finish up my work.In class,it hits me.No bekal,no water bottle!So in addition to being money-less,now I was bekal-less and water-less.I went on a sweet diet during recess,lol,courtesy of Mr.Yew.Man,was I grateful when Ed Board supplied lunch!I was like rushing like mad to lit,blech.Was like half an hour late.I think Pn.b and yana kesian me since I must have looked like I ran a marathon or something.I was seriously even more grateful when I had my first sip of water since home at 3.45 at Yana's house.I don't know how I survived on no water but I did.I think I would've fainted any moment if I didn't get some H2O especially since the day was freaking hot.Man,Im staying back again tommorrow for PAFA,grrr.Then tuition,rest for 5 mins,then tuition...then come back and sleep like a lil baby.Yawn,Im gonna do that in like 5 mins too;P.

Mondays/Missdays are dreadful and tommorrow is also gonna be dreadful.I know it's a bad start to the week but I can sense the omen...it's not good.I just had a case of deja vu just now.Exactly like I dreamt last night...weird huh?Plan for tommorrow...Go to school,stay back to do proof reading,rush back home,grab bag and lit stuff then off to lit I go,finish lit come back and freshen up then off to Mr.N...Now I just gotta figure how to squeeze in lunch,breathing and going to the toilet,lol.Right now I've got a bit more of this article to finish typing,print it,save it then off to bed I go.Screw my bio graph...I'll do it later.I'm asking you now...is it so hard to leave instructions so we don't have to redo the blardy thing like 5 times?Why is there something wrong with our bio peka in the first place anyway?Shouldn't he have handled it from the beginning.I hope I survive tommorrow...pray for me people.~Do you wonder why we have 2 eyes when theres clearly more to see?I do~

Today is my lazy day.I stayed in the house all day...babysitting aja and just loafing around doing nothing.Slept late but didnt wake up as late as I thought...pening man,lol.Poor aja,she's been having fever these past few days and it's my fault for getting sick in the 1st place...guilt...powerful thing.Just came back from Nami's party awhile ago...It was pretty fun.Bbq,yumm.You know what made me happy?The compliments I got from peeps...It's nice to know that I can be hot and look nice ya know?Pfftt...but I think it's gonna take awhile before anyone wants to be introduced to moi,haha.I kesian nami though...she went to all the trouble to cook for us...Awww,thanks babe.I actually left quite early if ya ask me but heh,my mom was being all come home soon anyway.Im in one of those moods right now...Im in that yawn I can't be bothered right now sorta phase.Pffft...now Im damn scared of going to college.Maybe I'll just be a wandering poet...It could work,right?;P.Here's a song I recently came up with...maybe if you're nice I'll sing it for ya guys one day.*Gets book...searches frantically*Dang it,I must've left it at school.Ah,another time then.

Harooww all.Lets see...I somehow got my dates all mixed up and we went to sri vivi on wednesday.Armed with my 100 plus and air suam,I was ready to face the ppl...it was pleasing to know that my loverlies missed me and that my classmates noticed too.We never did get to shout out 'Hey Sexy!',lol.Fret not,poss a karnival at hartamas in july/august...yay,can pick the uni's,hehe.Thursday was a lotta studying.Haha.I got to cut tuition cos mom wanted me to talk to her pals about my plans for uni.Spm not done with yet and she already wants to ship me off to bangalore.I could notice similair traits in my grandma that moms starting to develop.Crikey,Im gonna turn into my mother sooner than I know;P.Today was a surprise too...both parents came,oy.They took it easy on me maybe cos I studied nonstop earlier.Can't wait for nami's party.I feel physched,whee!

I am still alive for all those who care.Yeah,including you Tapir;).As you know I've been sick since my last post.Yesterday morn I went to the doctor and my temp was 104.I was literally hot stuff.You wanna know what bites?Here is the perfect chance to miss school and boy I rather be at school than be all sick.I'd like to say thank to the person/people who stood by me in my hour not-so-big-a-need.I'm pretty much better now though still not the same weird me I usually am:D.I had a good sleep finally!and ended up with 3 weird dreams...1st one...It's me in a video game,haha.Seriously,I was like Ms.Pacman,nope,not the eating one but a moving,jumping running version,lol.2nd...Now this is hilarious...theres this cartoon on disney called totally spies about 3 good pals who end up becoming spies...I was one of the girls...sam with the red hair...again,lots of action in this one...Im trying to save my girls and Im leaping here and there,oh,sneaking too...Then when I save em we have to stop this crazy madman that wants to drown people at the world cup but thanks to mah nifty shield gadget thingy,which is HUGE...the day is saved...oops,that's from PPG,haha.3rd part...Now this dream is really freaky...I dreamt that I was watching Mawi on tv,lmao,turns out that he's really indonesian and he works in the military;P...next thing I now me and the fam are at the place we saw on tv...It's this sorta deserted place...and theres ghost like roaming around,brr...2 passed me on the way to this ghost house...Must be the medication.Im gonna go and take a nap now,mwaxz!

Weather is awful,my head is spinning and why?Yup,the weather.Ever since this morning I've been dripping like a faucet.Does guinness book of records have a record for most tissues used in an hour?lol.I am at my ugliest right now.Usually Im not such a looker but now is like even worse,you have been warned!I could hardly concentrate on my maths studying just now,haish.Derricks prob off frolicking at hk now.Lucky bugger.Oh yeah,Happy Fathers day:D.Dads not home today he's busy earning the cash for his lil princess...not me ppl...azalea,haha.Still at 12 am I sent him an sms wishing him and he told me it didn't rhyme.Hello,am I the writer or not?lol.Hindustan movie is playing in front of me...in relation,this has caused me to once again question my intentions on love.Do I love the idea of being in love or do I really want it?I don't know honestly.It could be both.Would be nice to be all lovey dovey and actually have someone to share it with then just dream,Would be nice to have someones eyes sparkles everytime they look at me.Oh,great an ice cream commercial!Why must I be tormented?Im gonna go take a nap and I'll leave you with a poem I wrote the last time I was sick but it applies to the current situation.

Sick Days

Feel as if my head is just a bit too heavy,
Feel as if my temperatures not right,
That's when I long for someone near me,
To keep me warm or cold at night,
Feel as if my sense of smell has left,
Feel as if the word is odourless,
For this unusual kind of theft,
I long for someone unheartless,
Feel as if nothing tastes good anymore,
Feel as if chocolate is not so sweet,
I long to be healthy like before,
So someone could walk me down the street,
Feel as if my vision has gone blurry,
Feel as if I can't see very far,
I long for someone to comfort me,
He'll serenade me with his guitar,
Now my head is on a pillow,
Now my eyes are open slightly,
The longing will still be there tommorrow,
And I'll still be longing through me sick days,most likely.

The tv thing not going so well,ah,wtv!Im studying more so it is an improvement right?Yawn,I don't think I should've stayed up to watch Argentina wipe SMG out...yawn,of cos,I was switching between channels,haha.Tried jumping like Wade Robson,needless to say it wasn't successful.Anyways,today,today,today...hmmm...well,I woke up earlier than I usually do...awww,it was so cute,I was taking care of aja and she fell asleep on my arm watching barney,so adorable...cos she was mad when I moved but I was starting to lose the feeling in my arm so can you blame me?Went to petaling street so sis could buy pressie for her fren but as usual I bought some stuff too,haha.I don't think Im that spoiled compared to some people,heys,you can bring me into the jungle and I'll still be happy like a clam...why happy like a clam anyway,blergh?Ok then happy like a Tasha it is.Dance class was fun as usual,hehe.We started the new song...Lagu kotor by Christina A.,lol.Dirty in what way?Well,I just leave it to your imagination;P.Oh ya,I had another weird dream yesterday,2 diff settings...1st part...Im at uni,so fast,right?Lol,anyways,there I am at uni and Im already late for some assignment or class...something ler.The thing is this guy I refused to date,haha,that is surely the weird part,don't ya think?He has a grudge against me,so he tries to stop me and everything,with guards guarding here and there.Luckily I have my good guy friend with me who helps me avoid the ppl.Lol,it was like Mission Impossible,haha.2nd part...Im with like a whole bunch of ppl and we're exploring this cave I think.It's really dark and only lit by torches.So we walk around lost and I somehow get separated.Finally I meet up with them at this cafeteria like place and they're all just eating.Bang...in comes the bad guy and we're fighting against him...Lol,tentacles/vines/wtv it was started grabbing us and then...I woke up.I must be nuts for sleeping so early,haha.Man,I really wanted to go for fete de la musique,oh well,next year it is.Ooooh,Myra's back,yay!!!

I must not watch tv,I must not watch tv,I mus....GOAL!Ok,my no tv plan is not going so well.Must use my imagination,yeah...that's what I must do.This week has been pretty funny to say the least.Tuesday...I passed up articles and stuff to pn.koo and pn.koo asked whether I've gotten thinner.Why yes,teacher thank you for noticing:D.Wednesday...At tuition I spoke up about a topic that I thought we hadn't learn yet but actually the others had while I was busy galavanting at klcc the week before.Mortification thy name is surely Tasha.Yesterday...X,who I dreamt about sat next to me and just told me about his probs,mostly girls and his love probs...I know where you're coming from dude...in the car on the way back,I'm thinking,haish...this must be my purpose ppl especially guys tell me their probs and I'll be the substitute gf and comfort then and stuff.Today...I smiled genuinely today thanks to a lil note zazzy left me in secret...awww,so sweet.Played football,for laughs actually...my shoe came off just like my other futsal match last time...I tell you Im seriously football jinxed.Im worried about d...hope that poor bro of mine is ok.~The world would go mad if I turned bad;P~

Back to school today.Lols,I stayed up till like 1.30 doing my bm stuff...yawn.I was like damn worried when I went to school to face pn.koo.I thought I was going to be sick...seriously,I had that I want to throw up feeling.Turns out it was just my weak stomach and my signs of pms....I seriously have to take it easy...I was so delighted to meet my palsies again.Haha,nami was the princess today.Not sleeping beauty that's for sure cos that's me.Oooh,lemme give me loverlies disney princesses alter egos...Tapir is...Cinderella...though she doesn't wait for prince charming and doesn't talk to mice,she deserves the fairy godmother.Nami shall now be...hmmm...snow white!Yeah,ok,minus the whole poison apple thing but this darl still has her characteristics.I think that deebs should be represented by...Belle.She's pretty bookie like most of us and she's got a good heart too.Aruna gets princess jasmine,hehe...she'd be perfect for it plus she's like the jasmine...determined and a loyal friend.Ok,better finish up the bm stuff...Haha,I was really surprised when mom took my marks well.I passed chem!!!Ok,here's a poem for ya,enjoy;).

They have less...

Everyday,everywhere,around the world,
They have less,
For all those who have not heard,
It is something to detest,
We shall give with willing hearts,
They have less,
For all those who have yet to start,
Believe that it is for the best,
Give them what you can,
They have less,
For the distance they have ran,
I am awed,I confess,
It is not always easy,
They have less,
Soul is all that is needed,
To clean up this chaotic mess.

Yesterday was an interesting day to say the least...I got a gold medal,had pizza and discussed romeo and juliet...gold medal referring to the ice cream for baskin robbins,yummm...Wes,if you're reading this...never under any circumstances do you actually go into a girls room without her permission...and I have the people as my witnesses,haha...Anyways,today is filled with articles and dang it I must study!!!!!Blarghhhh.I just want to see my loverlies tommorrow:D.

*stares blankly at the screen*I can't believe I chose to stay home today so I could get my work done...but maybe it is for the best.Stupid Tasha,stupid lack of leadership skills,stupid people...no to all people in general,just a select few.As most of you can tell,I am not in the best of moods right now...I need help,I need a choc frap...I NEED A HUG!*Breathes in and out*Ok,this is prob a sign that I need to take a chill pill...*blinks*...*blinks*World cup...yeah,world cups going on now...costa rica and germany was the 1st match...I only knew it cos it was on the radio...I don't really know what the big hullabaloo is about actually cos yeah,football is suppose to be a whole lot like dancing and stuff but couldn't it be channeled towards feeding the homeless or world peace...but hey what do I know theres only like a few million people who starve cos they don't have enough food right?Myra's coming back next week,whee...derrick too I guess.Haish,only when we're going back to school they're coming back,dang it.Still it'll be nice to catch up with my loverly dahlink.Im gonna improv a poem here...

Rain like tears

Rain,
It's like tears from the innocence lost,
All the pain and suffering,
Every ounce that they had to cross,
Rain,
It's like tears from the forgotten,
They cry for the happinness not yet found,
Inside they feel rotten,
Rain,
It's like tears from the inner child,
Trapped in a glass cage made of responsibilities,
Well behaved no longer wild,
Rain,
It's like tears from the abandoned,
Left alone in a cold,clammy,cellar,
Fond memories shortly remembered.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

I've been out ever single day this past week...hahaha!No couch potato-ing for this lass.Aaaah,I sooooo have to study.Naughty me,lol.It's been a busy 2nd week actually.Ou,klcc...ou?lols,guess my parents don't like to break the habit....Im worried about the articles....blech...can't really do much now...we'll work on it tommorrow.I miss derrick!I don't have anyone to smush cake into,haha.I dunno what to talk about anymore...no party attended yet,blech....anyone willing to crash one with me?That's all for now folks....Yup...oh,RHCP rocks;P.

Monday,monday,monday...does anyone wonder how they named the days?What if they named it after objects or something...hmm...Monday is Missday,Tuesday is Teaday,Wednesday is Wonderday,Thursday is Thinkday,Friday is Flyday,Saturday is Sweetday and Sunday is Danceday...I took the flyday from fly fm but hey,it works right?Just found at that my cooking class is tommorrow,lol,mom got it mixed up and my outing with nis has been shifted but eh,no biggie.Im gonna learn how to cook,hehe.Maybe I'll cook for you loverlies if you want...bear in mind,Im learning from the lady who taught my mom how to make lasagna;).I've officially gone sudoku mad people,haha.5 puzzles a day the least...:S,oy.Anyways...today was alright...went to b.v and lepak for a bit.Saw Mr.Higgins aka Harith Iskandar there,lol.I think I saw Anuar too but not too sure.No more food after 7.30 for me.Im following Oprah's lead,woohoo!Well,the diet will come later.Truth be told,Im just experimenting...Still don't know when to do my lil 'old fashioned' experiment.No takers?Haha.That's it for now.Oh wait,I've been having more weird dreams.Haha,I dreamt that I was taking aja around this place for a walk and next thing you know Im editor for this e-zine.The funniest was me and this group of teens living at this sorta jungle/tree house and HAHAHA,I was a power ranger!The freakiest part of the dream though is when Im trying to break into this place for some reason and then I just start wandering across the streets...lonely roads and empty,abadoned houses with water up to my shoes...Brr,scary...and yes,this was all in one night's sleep;P.

You Are 11% Fake

Fake doesn't even come close to describing you. You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!

How Fake Are You?

Im fake cos I highlight my hair,lol.

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

My happy place is in my dreams...most of the times.

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

My loves style is the most rare...hmmm...

I woke up late for jazz today.I wasn't the only sleepy one though...man,I need to work on my steps and focusss.I think today I had that one workout that I will remember for a year...my heart was pumping hard and I was seriously dehydrated most of the time,fewh.After jazz though came the fun;)...went out with tapir,nami,dao,jun jie,ashley and suk leng after rushing to get there cos the fam were still eating,lol.We were waiting for jerry for awhile then went in to catch benchwarmers at tgv.I like gsc better but it was alright.The movie is funny...haha,I kept pointing out the nerdy cute guys 2 nami and she just agreed wid me.What a pathetic person I am,no?Lol,I think me and nami might prob end up with similar guys in the future.Ooh,when we went to pets wonderland,oh the puppies,the cats all so cute!I have decided when I am rich and famous and not sick so easily...lol,I will get myself a ferret!Ok,a baby one 1st;p.Came home a bit after that...so tired from walking around.Thanx for the ride nami bear;).Thats it for today,toodloo.

Since it's gonna be tomorrow in a few mins I'll keep this short.Didn't really go out today,I only went to Yana's house and giant supermarket if that actually counts.Tommorrow I have jazz,movie with nami,tapir and the crew(My bm person owes me ice cream...something cos I am a strong supporter of gsc,lol).Anyways,lit next week workshop thing not happening but maybe it's fated?I mean is there prob some cosmic reason for this like in romeo and juliet's tragic end?Maybe...and speaking of romeo and juliet,13 and ready to marry?I mean whoa,girl,you've only met him and he asked you to kiss him before he even asked your name,all Im saying is if any guy actually tries that with any girl,that girl will just beat him up and Im saying this nicely,lol.Still poetic he is that cheeky romeo,haha.Ya noe wats weird?Just after my lil confession about the 'guys' in my life,haha...suddenly they start reappearing slowly one by one.Maybe my blog is being read by the fates and they pity my poor lonely arse,haha.Night nights/good morning all.~Venus laughs at you oh foolish romeo,for beauty is your only comfort~

It's a fly day...ladidadidada...1st of I would like to make a public statement of forgiveness to...well,you know who you are;).Don't worry,you'll see me sooner than ya think...Anyways,today was a pretty ok day.Weather was sunny and I swear I heard lil birdies chirping,hehe.Went to borders with the fam excluding mom,bought a book,read it and finished it...Im a sucker for a romantic comedy.Simon pulse being my preferred choice and ya noe wat,this time it revolved around books...I might just actually pick up some of the books that were mentioned.I really should study...should,must whether I do is a totally diff matter.Was spose to go out wid Yana and watch Fastest clock in the universe tonight but she's got dinner with fam.It's alright I don't have the mood anyways...Another time then.Lets see I have lit tommorrow,might go to petaling street,hmmm...nothing else...Oh,I am addicted to Sudoku...ok,so I did the easy ones and it took me awhile but I did it,so that is still good,right?Can't wait for sunday!Finally a day out with people my own age...god,I sound mad!Blech...Ok,here's a poem for closure.

Masquerade

A social event I was invited to,
All behind the glittering masks,
I was searching for you,
Shook more than a dozen hands,
Passed out a few empty smiles,
Still no sign of you,
Enrinchment flows like a river,
Fools feet are on the ground,
I'm still searching for you,
Then you hold out your hand,
Shirt pressed and hair combed neatly,
You say I look beautiful,
A coy smile on my face,
As we join the other fools,
We do not embrace,
Passion is in your eyes,
Not on your lips,
I do not care for empty kisses,
Even if a hurricane swept,
I would not move,
For it would destroy the dream.

Beauty and the geek was on star world...pretty interesting actually.Beauty teaches geek on how to socialise and geek teaches beauty how to be smart...I thought some of the girls were pretty supericial but everytime I saw the guys I was like this...Oh,so cute/comel!!!with a big smile plastered on my face.No seriously,so comel like widdle puppies with glasses...Watching the show made me realise that it's ok Im not drop dead gorgeous cos if I were ppl would only judge me based on my looks and they wouldn't get to see all the diff sides of me.Pretty funny what reality tv can teach you.Anyways my day is going alright,the gang is planning to go out on sunday...hmm...I want to go out with teens,sniff,but sunday as written in the book of family by laws is family day...If im not mistaken it applies to a lot of you guys too,hehe.Urm...yeah,thats it.If I have the mood,a poem for tommorrow,huahaha.Ok...Im fine...no,Im totally fine...yup...totall...Muahahaha!Must study....Ok,maybe not so fine.~The end of the beginning is never really the end,so does it ever end?~

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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