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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

The weekend wasn't all bad. But I had to play the catch up on your hw game. Damn, procrastinating is a major thing that I'm gonna have to work on for the rest of my miserable life...Bah!My uncle had his doa selamat...it was raining heavily and the lights kept going on and off. Oooh, I finally bought my 1st pair of sunglasses. Esprit, hehe. Damn jakun I know. Dance class was not too bad. But somehow the cardio section was v.straining. Tapir, we started on Mas Que Nada already. Samba and Mambo baby! Now we can go hit the salsa scene, haha. Man, monday already got tons of hw to do. Must get back to work. Must get back to work. Oooh, chocolate.

I really should get my regular sleep pattern back. I keep waking up in a sort of dreamy, hung over daze...minus the alcohol of course. I've been having my weird dreams again. Yesterday's I can't really remember to well. Except that there's this stupid song that keeps going through me head over and over again. No, it's not fergalicious. The night before I can remember quite a bit though. It was like an episode of 'heroes'. I was just some bystander in some sense but it's ok. I got to see Milo Ventimiglia *swoon*. It had something to do with saving Claire that cheerleader and there was a train involved and another girl named Bridget. The Bridget thing was pretty sesat-ed. I don't care if I don't go driving today..."Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn". Got enough on my plate as it is. I really should take less sugar. It's doing nothing for my hyperness at all. One more week till JJF. Can't wait! I'm so hoping for a mind blowing experience since Il Divo was a no go. Betcha my mom will shop too.

Placebo effect

This drug I've taken for kicks,
Makes me black out for weeks,
I'm in my own realm of desire,
Watching the ice burn with the fire.

I'm concious of nothing,
Yet wary of everything,
Nothing can wake me,
But little things could scare me.

Take my head and look inside for yourself,
Take my soul and put it on your shelf,
Then I'll take another week to recover,
To pay for your childish misadventures.

I can hear the angels calling to me,
The devil is shrieking below,
Break my cycle of uncertainty,
Release me from this placebo.

Today was probrably the most torturous day ever. Walking around OU, everywhere I turn there is a couple acting all lovey dovey. On most days, I would probrably be very happy for them and think "Man, I hope I get them someday" but today was pretty pathetic. I chaperoned my sis and her 2 pals. Should've asked Tapir to come along but I didn't want to kacau her or anyone else. Saw Szetho at GSC and bumped into him again while walking. I thought there were more people around but I guess most people have friends and uhum, sayangs to hang out with. Watched dreamgirls which was alright. They really turned it into a musical movie sort of thing. Jennifer Hudson was amazing. That gal has some serious talent. Beyonce was good too of course. Jamie Foxx was way convincing in his role. I seriously felt like taking my platform and throwing it at the screen. And Eddie Murphy played his part just as well. I had no idea he could sing. The soundtrack should be worth the money. Oh and the icing on the cake, the dreamworld. People posing and laughing in all sorts of fashion for 'memories'...they produce stickers and trading cards, all for the cost of 26 bucks. Wow, just imagine how many people you can feed in Africa with that much cash.

So yesterday was quite fun. I went to Nis's house early in the am. Not too early though, lol. Jas and Fadz just arrived so perfect timing. I realised that it has been ages since I last set foot in her house. And I live only a few houses away. After the little Milo incident, we went up to her room and just 'lepaked' for awhile before Fadz went back and Jas and I went with Nis to Desa. After a round of sinful ice blended, me and Jas walked towards Cats Whiskers and Wa lah! It is open! What luck. Nis managed to scurry away from her meeting and we shopped around for probably half an hour. Next Nis dropped me off at Tapir's where I had a fun time. I will never get Mah Jong nor Cho Tai Ti. Pfft!It was nice seeing all the peeps who went for NS. Everyone seemed to have gotten a nice tan. Some lost weight (lucky buggers;P). Though I love this Mac a lot, Tapir's one is way nicer. What with the web cam and all. Borrowed 'West Side Story' from her which I must watch. Still wanna watch the good version of RnJ though. Anyone know where I can get it? Today I had to go renew my passport. Man, KL will be packed again before you know it. Went to Jaya Supermarket at Seksyen 16 next. Well to the IT Mall actually. Nothing much there. I only remember that are for the Cable Car and the McD there. Food, lol. Soon after lunch, Nis picked me up and we went to pick up our dresses at Cats Whiskers. Nis's is a nice little brown and white number while mine is...groovy. I lorve the dress. Not something I'd usually get but this one is an exception. I shall wear it for JJF and post pics. Besides that we went to HSC but the rest of my day was normal as heck. American Idol-wise...most of the guys were average and some were disappointing. Hope the girls do well;).

P.s. For those who like jazz and mellow music, give Dave Koz a listen. His latest alb is pretty good.

I just sat at home today and only went out to the curve to search for my book. No mood to blog so Im just gonna do this survey...

100 Me Questions

1. name-Anastassia Irina
2. nicknames- Tasha, Tashie, ducky, etc.
3. birthday- 19.9.1989
4. place of birth- KL
5. zodiac sign- Virgo
6. sex- Female
7. grade- Huh?
8. school- Taylor's college
9. occupation- Student
10. residence- Home

appearance
12. hair colour- Black with barely there highlights
13. hair length- long
14. eye colour- Dark Brown
15. best feature- No idea
16. height- Not too short, not too tall
17. braces- No longer, haha
18. glasses- Yeah and it's not too bad
19. piercings- Ears only
20. tattoos- Permanent ones, no

firsts
22. best friend- Nis and Myra
23. first award- Something at pre school
24. first joined sport – Badminton
26. first real vacation- No clue but it was fun
27. first concert – Vengaboys def
28. first love- Have yet to experience it


favorites
29. movie- Too many to list down
30. tv show- American Idol, Ugly Betty, Kyle XY, CSI(all of em) and so many more
32. rapper- Snoop Dogg, Northern State and a couple more
33. band- Dashboard Confessional, Scissor sisters, All American Rejects
34. song right now- James Morrison's Wonderful World
35. parent- Homer Simpson, haha
36. sweets- Chocolates!!
37. sport- Dancing
38. restaurant- Alexis Bistro...good food, good place
39. brand- No particular one
40. store- Blook
41. school subject- All of em
42. animal- I still say Ferret...just wait till I get my own place, haha
43. book- Romeo and Juliet, it's classic plus most teen novels are lame as hell
44. magazine- Seventeen magazine
45. shoes- My pink platforms and my red wedges

currently
46. feeling- Bored, Anxious and Tired
47. meaning- I need a better social life, hah!
48. in love- with James Morrison...*swoon*
49. eating- Nothing, just ate
50. drinking- Water
51. typing- This?
52. online- kinda
53. listening to- Scissor sisters
54. thinking about- tomorrow
55. wanting to- Go party
56. watching-This computer screen
57. wearing- Kaftan

future
58. want kids- Ya
59. want to get married- Of course
61. where do you want to live- Tasha land, lol. Ok, here.
62.car- Sports car?

which is better with a guy?
63. hair color-Black or any dark colour
64. hair length- Short and maybe spiky?
65. eye color-Anything but blue green is capable of making me melt
67. cute or sexy- Cute but sexy could work too
68. lips or eyes- Eyes
69. hugs or kisses- Hugs but if he's a good kisser why not?
70. short or tall- Tall
71. easygoing or serious- Easygoing but knows when to get serious
72. romantic or spontaneous- Romantic
74. Sensitive or loud-Sensitive
75. hookup or relationship- Relationship
77. trouble maker or hesitant- Neither

have you ever
78. kissed a stranger- Nope
79. had alcohol- Once by accident
80. smoked- No
81. ran away from home- Nope
82. broken a bone- Don't think so
83. got an x-ray- Yup
85. broken someone's heart- Maybe
86. broke up with someone- Don't think so since there's no one to break up with, haha
87. cried when someone died- Yeah
88. cried at school- Yeap

do you believe in
89. god-Absolutely
90. miracles- Yeah, why not?
91. love at first sight- Call me stupid but yes
92. ghosts-Kinda
93. aliens-Sorta...it is possible
94. soul mates- How could I not?
95. heaven-Certainly
96. hell- The above is together with this
98. kissing on the first date-I dunno, never been on a date?
99. horoscopes-Nah,its just fun

answer truthfully...
100. is there someone you want, but can't have? No

I am: in the mood for romance...weird huh?
Yesterday I was: out getting ang pow, haha

Maybe I should: Go out on a date? Dye my hair a wild colour?
I love: my friends and family and good music
I don't understand: Guys
I lost my: power to remember dreams, wth?
My boyfriend is: Working on asking me to be his gal...haha, yeah right
People say I: am funky
Love is: an ambition, beauty, caring, dangerous, epiphany, friendship, graceful, happiness, immoral, just, kindness, lingering, meaning, nimble, oblivious, plans bulit for 2, questions, rain, sinful, tears, unpredictable, voluptuous, wonder, yesterday, zest

Somewhere, someone is: lonely
I will always: love the people I care for
Forever: shall I be this way
I never want to: be like everyone else

I miss: being 10
When I woke up this morning: I was hungry, seriously

Life is full of: questions and some answers
My past is: the past
I get annoyed when: my sister acts like a wannabe
Parties are for: dancing and enjoying

I wish: I could not be so emotional
My pet is: dead
Kisses are the worst when: they mean nothing

Today: is the 2nd day of chinese new year
Tommorrow I'm going to: Pei ru's open house
I really want: something fizzy right now!
I can't stand people who:are gedik,lol
If I had a million dollars: I would give some,save some and splurge some.

I didn't post yesterday. So I'll start with a review of 'Ghost Rider'. 'Ghost Rider' whether you want to admit it or not is pretty good stuff. The CGI is top notch people. Casting Nicholas Cage as the main character was a nice choice. He manages to pull it off really well. I mean you know he has to be good, to act as if he's in pain when he's on fire. Though I do agree with one reviewer in the papers that the younger version of Johnny Blaze was much more good looking. Hey, everyone ages you know? Eva Mendes was ok but I still think it would've worked better with someone else playing Roxie. I don't know...she just seems a bit high class for a reporter. I give her an A for effort though. The villians were pretty bad...and by bad, I mean good. If Blackheart loses the whole monster thing, he can always ring me up...oh yeah, then there's the whole evil thing, lol. Theres a couple of surprises that really just bring you back there in case your mind starts to wander. I was like 'Woah!' during one part. Watch the movie and take a guess where. Ok, so let me slip outta reviewer mode for a sec and back into wtv mode....*zip*...ok...so where were we?Oh yeah I had my 2nd driving lesson yesterday. I suck at driving. Usually a v.goody gal like me would refrain from such words (f*** and the like, most I would say is hell) but my suckiness is beyond comparison. I think the stupid kancil died like 10 times. I kept getting all clumsy cos my instructor was pretty damn pissed. I would be pissed at me too but c'mon take it easy on me will ya?I haven't been at the wheel for more than 2 hours. Bah! May as well get a bf quick so he can drive me around, nyehehe. Today was better. Went New Year-ing. 1st at Marriot, then to 3 other houses. I saw Puteh at the 1st house. Lucky snake can sit at home and lepak unlike moi. As usual the kiddies always get excited at the prospect of collecting money...if you ask me, it's getting worse. Isn't the holidays or festive celebrations about spending time with others and what not? It's a feeling like no other if you ask me. I was suppose to go to another driving class tomorrow but heck, I need a break! On a final note, celebrate well;).

Your Brain is Purple

Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Brain?

I'm purple brained!

You Are Very Happy

Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective.

How Happy Are You, Really?

I like the picture, haha.

Nami sms-ed me yesterday. Poor babe is homesick. It was like 12 in the morning there but 9 something here and yet she couldn't sleep. I called her up and talked to her for like 13 minutes. Hang in there Nami. Apparently, Digi rates are even cheaper than the Voip thing and even better. Heh, go figure. On my way to college today, I noticed that the trees were in full bloom, ok, flowers on the trees...it was nice to see. Like we have some sorta spring here too since it's always summer. Class was ok, I guess. A lotta people were absent from my classes. Reminds me of secondary school when on saturdays the most you can get to come would be 5 students, excluding exams. Kinda funny that everyone had the same idea to go back to their destination early but end up in the same old predicament...traffic jam. Gonna go watch 'Ghost Rider' tonight. Woohoo! I wonder if Mr.Cage could pull off the character well...Just another usual day. Hey, not everyday can be roses and scandals you know?

Happy V Day or Anti V Day...whatever floats your boat,hehe.Today was like any other day actually except I got my 1st valentine before arriving at college.Thank you my lovely nissy!I'm telling you babe any guy who gets you will be damn lucky and if they don't appreciate you I'll come over and we can teepee his house,watcha say?Lols...V-day is a pretty big deal on campus apparently.All the guys and gals going around selling stuff in the name of charity supposedly.I treated myself to a cupcake and cookies.I ate enough sugar that I could power up a 5 year old and they need a whole lotta sugar in case you don't know.I got a rose.From someone who I just met yesterday...but it's the thought that counts.Islamic studies was horrendous.3 team members were missing so no performance and there were so few ppl too,dang it.I don't know if I like being team leader that much.I prefer being the creative person and just being wacky stress release.Haha.Anyways,I should get some work done now.I love you all!

I feel exhausted after today.It was fun though.I dressed professionally today.One of the few who did.Guys look damn smart man!Mr.M also wore a suit,hehe.I wonder what the guys would look like in a tux...anyways,today is a good day anyway,lol. Got to meet Myra and Mahsin again.Finally gave Myra her present. We hung out at starbucks BV 2 and then picked up Mahsins lil brother.It's been so long since I've actually hung out with her.Friends just kinda drift you know?Still it was hilarious hanging out at the playground.I went on the swing and climbed the jungle thingy,haha.We all even managed to fit out fat arses onto the slide.Oh,nis's would be 'The Arse',lol.At one point,I saw Azman and shouted "Hey Man" while he was on his scooter...nasib baik no accident;p.I need more hang out sessions with old peeps and yeah,some new ones too;).Tomorrow's V'day right?Anybody wanna guess what my plans are?Happy early V-day to my loverlies.I miss you and sayang you all,mwaxz!

Sorry no post during the weekend it was pretty hectic.I had my 1st driving class,Azalea's b'day party and Nami's going away party.I'm gonna miss you so much babes!!*Sniff* Don't worry,my dad gave me the green light to call you,nyehehe.Oooh,something that I didn't mention to you people about the driving thing...I got peminat man,haha.The guys from the bengkel was asking the dude about me;P.I just thought that it was sooo funny considering that they hardly tried to chat with me.Anyways today was shady monday for the ICPU people...It would be quite easy to spot me.Im the girl dressed in black with a maching fedora AND sunglasses on top of it.I felt like an animal in the zoo cos people kept pointing at me,lol.Hey,take a picture will ya?Some of the comments I heard..."Witch","Harry Potter"(what the heck?) and "Joni Mitchell".Tomorrow is professional day...hmmm,wonder what the reaction will be then?Damn,I havent done my english work yet!Gotta go and hopefully get some sleep too.

A happy belated b'day to my darling Azalea bubu!So yesterday I went bowling with Nami and Tap(I'm so freaking lazy to even pronounce Tapir,haha;P).It felt good to hang out with them.My 1st round was v.pathetic then again Tap had Xabi's power.Then 2nd round I was on a roll,lol.158 ...it was an emotional moment.Xabi's logic is that I've got Il Divo power.4 against 1.Deebs and Nami ajak me go out to OU today but it was pretty last minute so couldn't.Guess what?The Myvi has already had an accident.We just got it less than like 3 months I think.Wth?Lol,needless to say my driver is gonna have to make the payments.Now to college...Our event for BL is moooviiing reaaallllyyy sloooowwwlllyyy.Ok,not that slow but along that line.This is what bites about being leader.Mentang2 I'm the person that laughs and acts nut,I get the leading role,whoop-dee-diddley-doo.It's still fun.World Issues is seriously my fav.class at the mo.Mr.M is v.sarcastic funny but it's the topics we do as well.It doesn't feel like class.My assignment for the weekend.A movie review of supersize me.I was damn shocked after I watched the movie.If you havent watched it,go watch it.It's entertaining and informative.You know the irony in it all?After we finished the movie,I went to BK.The craving got the better of me,lol.English test today was ok.Gonna keep my fingers,toes and eyes crossed;P.Tomorrow I've got driving class,eep,Im actually terrified thinking about driving,but hey what's life without fears and facing em,huh?Azaleas b'day party at Mcds too and then Nami's party.Damn,I better get most of my work done early.

P.s.James Morrison is a singer,you goof,what did you think he was,lol? 'You give me something' is one of his songs.Go listen to it.

I studied a damn lot for nothing.3 times baca over and over for 20 freaking questions.I hope I do well at least.I didn't do too badly for BL test 34.5/40.Ok ler.Haha,American Idol is damn funny.Watched Ugly Betty yesterday.Love it too.Heroes I can't wait!Didn't do so well for my eng personal essay though.Hah,its ok.I will survive;P.There's many more assignments to do anyway.ICPU students are spose to dress up according to theme next week.I'll follow along for the fun of it,hehe.Not expecting any v'day greetings or anything though.I'll be the one dishing out smiles like theres no tomorrow though.Tata!

P.s. James Morrison is soooo good.

It's a monday but as the title says its not as bad as monday goes.My BL unit test was ok.Im hoping I can get at least like a 35/40 or something...not sure what Im gonna get but hoping.WI was fun as usual.Im beginning to really enjoy going to WI.Eng4u was hilarious.We played charades and did the sketch.Everyone was participating and sporting.I found out that Justina thought that Im from Khazakastan or something to that effect,lol.Must be the way that I dress,haha.Today for example was an all black ensemble.I just happen to have a lot of things in black ok?1 thing that Im really starting to enjoy is my rides back with Baby and her pals.Damn kelakar ler.We stopped at Dunkin Donuts and KFC some more.She has one fren who looks like an image of Adnan,lol but he's actually quite a gentleman.Buka pintu and all.Which is pretty rare if you ask me.Oooh,the highlight of my day has to be sitting in the caf by myself and bopping up and down to my music.Damn hyper yet jiwang at the same time.I think the jiwang thing has to do with V day,sigh.Anyone wanna be my date for V day?;).Lols,don't mind me...It's the Sarsi I had for lunch.

I had a weird dream yesterday.Well 2 actually,one when I was taking my nap.It involved me kissing a guy while an orange sweet was in my mouth.I have no idea howd that one came about.Am I that lovesick?The other dream was me,changing in front of people on the red carpet.Again,NO IDEA!Lol,thought it was hilarious.Today was not too bad.My moms family day was filled with drama.There was someone who drowned,the lifeguard who saved 2 kids.I hope he'll be ok.Go-kart line was long so I went for paintball instead.Man,that mask made me feel like darth vader.I got to hold a gun,hehe...I saw my ex crush there.Funny thing was he was wearing red and so was I.We ended up playing paintball together.I was sooo blur at the beginning.I was just hiding and shooting cautiously.Our team lost to a bunch of uncles,haha.2nd round(tak puas main),we won.Still,I was pretty blur but not too bad.It's the experience that counts.Plus paintball equipment is expensive and we played for free,nyehehe.Since my dears are in the spirit,here's a couple of reasons why I'm not in a relationship.1)I'm too family oriented,so no time to socialise and meet people.2)Im too much of a dreamer.3)Im invisible to guys.4)Im too childish.5)Expecting too much of nothing.

I officially have a new crush,nyeeheheh.Just so you people now he's only available to me on tv,sigh.I watch the reality T.V show 'What Women Want' just to look at him,eek!He's sooooo cute and after yesterdays episode Im thinking super sweet!He's Christian and he's an english lecturer,swoon.If he taught me english I'd be a total teachers pet;P.Yesterday's episode,they had to capture Aishah Sinclair's attention by serenading and being creative.Christian was first and he had a stack of cue cards to communicate with her and then he sang which was not too bad but it was so romantic that I was all 'cair' inside.Speaking of reality tv,congrats to Zabrina and Joe Jer for winning the 1st TARA and being the first all girl team in TAR to do it too!I was def rooting for them throughout the whole thing.I almost fell out of my seat yesterday,lol.Im loving heroes as well.The Japanese dude is soo funny and Milo Ventimiglia makes for worthy eye candy;P.English today was funny.I pronounce Quebec like a redneck,haha.Sorry,Mr.S I didn't know.Just so you peeps know,It's pronounced K-bec with a sorta accent.In world issues,we're doing media and the beauty.Definitely an interesting topic.BL test on monday,gah!Thank god,I organised my notes already,heehee.Tomorrow is my moms company family day at the Sunway Extreme Park...Wooh!Go karts here I come!

Harlo people.Been a few days.Nothing much going on anyways.Just been busy with work.But that's what you get when your in the ICPU programme you know?Wow,now it's officially been about one month.Freaking quick huh?2 more months and we'll know what our results are,blergh.Im stupid for mentioning it I know but once its finally settled I can relax all easy and breezy.Hehe.I had the usual deja vu feeling when I went back to kampung.Oddly enough,the weird dreams have stopped for awhile...again.Or maybe I just can't remember em anymore.This is prob something repeated but what the heck?It's my blog,hah!Have my oral presentation for english tomorrow and have yet to finish up my personal essay.Trying not to procrastinate is tough when you're so used to it.Im still undecided on my topic for my world issues independent research or CCA.I know I want to do something with the media and youth...just not sure what.I get the feeling the extinction of animals isn't something that Im seriously passionate about.Not that I don't care,you know?My O.S,oh Im sorry, BL(Business Leadership,now that they've changed it) project isn't going off to such a smooth start but heh,I expected it considering the experiences in Usahawan.My parents keep poking me to get on with my driving classes.Like classes aren't tiring enough as it is...I better get started with all my work.~If we have to see to believe, then how do you explain love?~

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