This blog is so not responsible for any thing that happens here.
Well, nothing is going to hurt you unless you want to quarrel.
Beware of my secret agent ducks!

Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

I'll start off with the dream I had yesterday.

I'm friends with this guy who's good looking and is somewhat of a player. Like almost best friends. So we have a fight or something like that about him and his player ways and I end up taking a walk with a gal pal, around this box like place, where I can see him. She says something along the lines of. "It's a bombardment". Me: Huh?. She: He bombards and explodes at you because he trusts you that much...Then I realise that I'm so upset because I like him and I actually write him a letter telling him how I feel and I was writing a letter to another one of my gal pals at the same time. So I meet up with him and hand him the letter.I'm pushing a trolley for some reason. I don't know why but I'm on the verge of like begging him to read the letter. He says 'No' repeateadly until I shove it in his face and say "If you cared for me at all, just read the god damn letter" So he opens it and starts reading it in front of me and it's the wrong letter!It's the one meant for Kristy. He screams at me "What the hell? Is this a joke?". I hit my head with my hand and tell him "It's just me alright! I'm stupid! For getting them mixed up! Just go to your girl friends then, rid yourself of stupid silly me! You never did care!" Then I start tearing up and push my trolley away from him. The tears won't stop coming and I just stop at the side for awhile to calm myself down, failing quite obviously. Then I feel a pair of arms wrap themselves around me and he whispers in my ear,"I always told myself that I would be the one to make you smile...I'm sorry I made you cry instead" and he tightens his arms around me. Awwwww!Then I woke up, damn!

So I arrived yesterday morning and tried sleeping but Azalea wouldn't let me out of her sight. Then visited grandma for 2 hours before coming back for an impromptu picnic with Nis and Tapir. Haha. It was fun catching up and just fooling around. My aunt and uncle came over soon after. At night, took Chilli's home. Mushroom Swiss Burger!

Just went for Brekkie at the mamak with Aunt Z. and the rest of the kids. Roti Canai and Sotong Goreng for breakfast, yummy. Probably gonna go for the birthday thing tonight...Mom gave the go ahead.

Leaving for Bandung on Wednesday, shopping baby!!

Last exam tomorrow, stupid H2H. I don't even know how to study for it...haven't even really studied for it, I'm probably screwed but what the hell right?

Been meeting up with peeps before I go back tomorrow. Derrick just left awhile ago. Met up with Aishah and gang for dinner yesterday. Yummy Creme Caramel ice cream:). Tomorrow after the test gonna go to Vic Mark with Anderson to get Nougat and Nuts for the aged and the not yet aged.

Grrr, I've been abused and bullied by people lately, sniff:(. Haha, they're gonna miss me that's why I reckon;P.

AJABUBU!!!!I'm Coming Back!!!!

Been sorta busy with exams so nothing much to say except that I'm now on a guy hiatus:). Except for celeb crushes and my good guy pals I will not pay attention to any other guy other than for eye candy purposes. Easier said than done, no?

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are a deep and contemplative person. You are as passionate as everyone else, but your passion is not always apparent. Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You are good at making almost anyone laugh.

The Beach Test

I'm goofy and silly, yeah, that's about right;P. Is my passion really not apparent?

You Like Names That Are Cutting Edge and Exotic

You love creative names and names from foreign cultures. You believe names should be expressive and interesting. You like names that are unusual, striking, and powerful. You couldn't imagine naming your child or pet anything "normal." Some female names you might like: Amaya, Celestine, Danessa, Fawn, Kenya, Monet, Serenity, and Tia Some male names you might like: Drake, Flint, Harley, Kendrick, Pascal, Romeo, and Timber

What Kind of Names Do You Like?

Serenity...that's a cool name. Timber is kind of funny though, haha.

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person. Overall, you are very content in your life. You tend to be a very productive thinker. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Maybe thats why I wake up tired...hurm.

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are not too sure what your place in the world is yet. You often feel invisible in a crowd. Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out. You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

Real life is often too ordinary for me...yeah, maybe.

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Your Heart is Red and Orange




Your heart is enthusiastic and optimistic.

You are creative, witty, and brilliant.

You bring levity and happiness to relationships.

You're good at loving people for who they are.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Optimistic seems to be popping up often, lol.

Your Goth Name is:

Violent Melancholia

What's Your Goth Name?

That actually sounds pretty cool...Violent Melancholia, oooh!

My sleeping pattern when it comes to crunch time is ridiculous. Most of you who know me would know that I'm not exactly a night owl. Wanna guess my hours yesterday? I got sleepy so slept from 10.30 or so till 1. Manage to wake up and do my work till 5.30 while snacking on tim tams and milk cos yeah, thinking gets you hungry mate;P. Slept till 8 am then woke up managed to finish it at about 1. It was 2 assignments at once but now, it's over!!! So just cos I have the time, I'll do the bm tag thing. I'm a westernized Malay, so let's see...


7 FAKTA TENTANG TASHA


1. Suka akan benda yang pelik dan unik.
2. Sayang akan keluarga dan rakannya
3. Gemar menulis sajak dan cerita.
4. Kerap bermimpi perkara-perkara yang pelik.
5. Boleh bersendirian tetapi lebih gemar bersosial.
6. Seorang romantik yang tiada harapan(HAHA!)
7. Mempunyai jiwa yang tua.


7 PERKARA YANG MENAKUTKANNYA


1. Akhirat.
2. Cerita hantu.
3. Menjatuhkan maruah keluarga.
4. Tidak menjumpai teman hidupnya.
5. Serangga dalam semua bentuk.
6. Menjadi orang gila.
7. Menjadi dewasa.


7 LAGU BUAT MASA SEKARANG.


1. 'Fishies' oleh The Cat Empire. (Lagu yang seronok!)
2. 'Dalam Cinta dengan seorang perempuan(In Love With a Girl)' oleh Gavin De Graw.
3. 'Fasinasi(Fascination)' oleh Alphabeat.(I don't think it's fasinasi but wth!)
4. 'Hitam & Emas(Black & Gold)' oleh Sam Sparro.
5. 'Itu bukan nama saya(That's not my name)' oleh The Ting Tings
6. 'Hanya lagu pasal ping pong(It's just a song about ping pong)' oleh Operator Please aka Tolong Operator:P.
7. 'Lagi saya tengok anda(The More I see you)' oleh Peter Grant.


7 PERKARA YANG TASHA SUKA SEBUT.


1. Opocot!
2. No Worries (Tiada risau)
3. Damn!(Neraka?)
4. Take care (Ambil kasih?)
5. Anda tahu...
6. PFFFT!
7. Biasa la.


7 PERKARA YANG AMAT BERNILAI BAGINYA.


1. Keluarga.
2. Kawan-kawan.
3. Buku puisi.
4. Buku-buku kegemaran.
5. Memori-memori manis.
6. Mimpi-mimpi pelik.
7. Nyawa diri.


7 'PERTAMA KALI' DALAM HIDUP TASHA.


1. Kali pertama saya peluk Azalea.
2. Kali pertama saya terpaksa menjaga duit sendiri.
3. Kali pertama saya berpisah dengan keluarga.
4. Kali pertama saya berjumpa dengan kawan-kawan rapat. Anda tahu siapa diri anda;).
5. Kali pertama saya mengambil ujian memandu.
6. Kali pertama saya pergi konsert di stadium.
7. Kali pertama saya sedar saya minat sastera/literature.

Saya tag Michelle dan sesiapa yang membaca ini.

See, it does have some funny bits inside...;P. Kinda took longer than expected, lol.

I slept over at Aishah's place again last night. After studying from 2 or so at the seminar room...Seriously if I stay 2 long at my place, I get up to nonsense:P. Kesian Aishah cos she has a new walk in roomie like me that is pretty useless, haha! Working on assignments, still, grr! So here's the taggie thing courtesy of Tapir...


Tag. RULES


1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.


2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.


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1) What's longer than long?
Eternity.

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
That the planet wouldn't die just yet.

3) Whose butt would you like to kick?
Literally or figuratively? For both...Christopher Gorham...at least I'll get to meet him;P.

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
Donate half to charitable organizations, some for me to spend, some for my family and the rest invested and stuff, lol. Oh, yeah, buy my own island or continent, nyehehe;P.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
Sweet, sensitive, caucasian, blue green eyes, someone who will pamper me and love me just as I am. Yeah, its a long shot but you did say ideal, lol.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I'm naturally loving...i think so just for a change I wanna be loved by someone!

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
God...I'm still waiting...but I'm getting tired of it that I'm considering ditching guys for good and just looking at them as objects of lustful desire.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
What else is there to do? Well, depends on how much I like him. If it was for a short time, move on. If it's been awhile, maybe I'll wait...

9) Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
My family and friends:).

10)If you could do one thing, anything at all, without taking religion and everything else into consideration, what would it be?
I would kiss a guy...seriously.*

11) How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Working and raising a family? Heck, I dunno.

12) Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family.

13) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Feisty and fun.

14) Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. I'm still young to be married.

15) What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Try and recall my weird dreams before sleeping again.

16) Would you give all in a relationship?
As much as I can give.

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ask me when it happens...getting one guy is hard enough, lol.

18) What type of people do you hate?
Selfish and narcissistic people.

19) List 5 people to tag.
Qing, Nis, Iza, Michelle, and Nami.

*Relates back to the dream I had last night where I'm in this car with a guy and he leans in but is hesitant and I say "you can kiss me if you want to..." and he does. I was blushing when I woke up, lol.

On purpose, most likely. I ended up staying in the whole of Wed with a massive headache. Then went out with Aishah on Thursday to the library to look for a space to study at...didn't work out. So we studied at the Seminar Room at CS. For about 4 hours or so, then I went up to her place to unwind. So we ended up lepakking for a bit before going out for dinner at this Jap place along Lygon. Nasty Broccoli tempura though, eek! So ended up having pizza too. We watched like 2 scary movies 'Twisted Little Things' and 'Silent Hill'. I cringed of course while everyone else was pretty relaxed, lol. I slept over cos it was 4 or 5 in the morn by that time and woke up at 11 ish. Headed back to my place to shower then back to Aishah's place to study considering I can't study here at home;P. Studied from 1.30 till 6 ish. Then Tzup came around just a bit before I had to go meet with Aunt Marina and family. So he walked me back to my place and to the tram station cos it was dark. I kinda got lost when I wanted to go to flinders lane, haha. Walked in the wrong direction apparently;P. But I ended up safely there and even took the tram at 11 or so back home. I would never be that brave back in K.L. Then the gang came over to look at my messy home, lol, and went to Aishah's place to watch another horror movie 'Record' which is an Italian one. Freaky scary man! I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. I slept over again along with the other peeps, haha. 2 nights in a row. Then woke up around 12 this afternoon. By the time we sat down for lunch at Pancake Parlour it was 3.30. I had Potato and Cheese Pancake, what a combo huh? Then came back around 5 or so and now, its hard to concentrate.

I want a guy;P.

Doesn't that make a catchy title? Lol. So yeah, I've been MIA for the past few days. With good reason. Didn't really do much on Saturday, basically cooped myself in and studied a bit.

~Sunday~
Woke up in the morning to do my chores and then went off to meet Aishah to go to Vic Market. I think she assumed that I was gonna buy groceries. Hun, my fridge isn't big enough to hold those fresh produce, lol. So we got churros or spanish donuts, whichever works, then walked around getting stuff like veges and salmon. I really should cook from scratch next semester;P. I bought myself a luggage tag and a cute jacket for 50 dollars, a headband for Alysha and a pair of cute flower clips for Azalea. We were done around 12-ish or so. I suggested we go out for lunch afterwards with her pals. So met up once again this time with Tzup and Ai Ling. Halfway down we met up with Zi Yang.Then Debra. Finally went to Bismi, not what I expected, lol. Basically it was kinda like a fast food place but I can't complain, food is food:). Then Izaas joined us and well, kecoh after that. We went shopping for a bit(Window for me) at QV and such. The guys wanted Aish to cook so she asked me to eat with em as well. Went back to her place where Ai Ling rested while me and Aish got some ingredients. I made a dish too, hehe. Salmon in lemon, pepper, garlic, herb and soy soy sauce seasoning. The end product wasn't too bad actually. Hung around watching a movie then the boys sent Ai Ling home after playing Fatal Frame...I screamed of course and cannot play that game but man, it is bloody annoying after awhile, haha. Parents freaked cos it was late and I wasn't home so ended up sleeping over after watching P.S. I Love You.

~Monday~
Woke up at 8-ish went back to sleep awoke again at 12 or so then went back to my place to shower and get ready to meet up later so we could get Aish's top from the shop. I came back to find that my mirror broke again! It was the other one this time. So I spent half an hour or so, patiently cleaning up glass off the floor. I must be cursed, huh? Finally met up around 2.30 and went to the CBD. Had lunch at another Mamak like place in Collins in this little lane. I forgot what it was called. Walked around a bit more. Went into Gucci to browse, lol. I'm still a customer right? Looked for a loo and ended up getting my first boost juice which ended up tasting like Fruit Punch, haha. Tzup couldn't even finish his Mango and Green Tea Mantra, hehe. A few hours later me, Ai Ling and Aishah went to the Melb Uni Law library to get our study on. I could only manage for 2 hours, probably less actually before throwing in the towel. We went to Lygon where I attempted to murder the crab and got myself messy.Green fettuccine taste like regular ones, by the way. Came back home.

~Tuesday~
Stayed in during the day mostly. Studying a bit. Got a call from Dan at 5 saying that his mates ditched him and that he needed some distraction, lol. So he came over and studied with me until we ended up getting distracted by youtube and the likes...typical. Went to the city to meet up with Derrick for dinner. Waited for Kok Wei and we went off to Nelayan. I think they put a bit too much spices in the food cos I was feeling queasy for a bit. Had my 1st crepe. Strwaberries, yummy!They bullied me earlier at the ATM, duh, of course most guys would be taller than me, and Derrick proceeded to continue with multiple attempts to trip me and when I was going back from the RMIT library, he followed right behind me and tried again where I shouted like no ones business to the point that the dude behind the counter was stifling a laugh. Watched 'Fame' and when I was going to bed at around midnight...I realized I left my washing in the dryer! Haha! So I went down to get it before shaking my head to sleep.

Will make my way to the library later. MUST MUST MUST!

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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