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Am I desperate or just bored?

I'm using certain phrases more...

"Ah, I want a bf so I can peluk him!"

"Wouldn't it be nice if..."

I wonder why? Has desperation already caused me to go beserk? or is it pure boredom? But seriously...how could I be bored?:).

I'm having oodles of fun hanging out with Nami, Tapir and Woon Jie (whom Nami is still wondering which guy he looks like;P). I have finally come up with a proper idea for the contest! But not sure if it's gonna be good enough...and it may take a bit of work too...hurm... Ah well...we'll see how it goes. The house will be quieter now that Alysha and boboy are gone for the camp, heehee;).

Friday, November 28, 2008 - 4:51 PM

Writers block?

I'm definitely thinking of entering the MPH writers comp thing. Prob not gonna win considering I'll be up against seasoned pros(make it sound as if I'm gonna wrestle em or something eh;P?) but heh, a girl can dream right?

Speaking of which, my dream last night involved me dressed up as a guy ala robin hood/zorro and delivering messages on behalf of my beloved grandmother. Me pass off as a guy? Pfft!Like that will ever happen but I was also smuggling jewels, ahah! And a guy captured me *gasps*. Ridiculous but funny none the less.

Helped Tapir with her stall yesterday:). It was fun and I got a free set meal, hehe. Reminds me of those usahawan days for sure, lol. Too bad she's busy this week:S...cos I'm not waiting to watch twilight, heeeheee!!

On to my entry!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 - 6:11 PM

Ao dai's and Crazy cab drivers!

People drive like mad in Vietnam. Honestly. They must really think that their bapak owns the jalan:S.

On other news, been hanging with the familia. Spending time with my loverly girlies...and coming up with the usual nonsensical stories in my head...Current idea: Person who can't touch the opposite sex, if they do...well, I'm still playing with that idea.

Now off to Madagascar...move it! Lol.

Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 5:24 PM

Back home once again...

Once again, I'm taking the same flight back home that I usually do...only this time I won't be coming back to Melb for at least 3 months or so...Funny how something that seemed so strange at the beginning became familiar in just a year. The safeway around the corner...the stars at night...the friends whom I've come to love so dearly(you know who you are;))...

On a lighter and funnier note...I carried not 1 but 2 freaking boxes filled with mangoes back to my place today all the way from vic mark;P...Had to take a few breaks in between but heh, managed alright...cept now my badan lenguh:S.

Can't believe that I only got like 3 hours sleep today, wargh!

Thursday, November 13, 2008 - 10:41 PM

Joblessness...

I must be crazy to be blogging when my essay is due tomorrow...but what good am I if I'm not crazy eh?I could even go shopping...and even met up with Zane for lunch today:)...too bad the others couldn't join but it was an interesting day none the less...The sun was shining too...Damn, should've gone with the others to the beach, hehe. Only a few more days till I'm back in K.L...How freaky is that?

TAG

i am not : fake
i hurt: unintentionally
i love: as much as I can
i hate : doubting myself
i fear: too many
i hope: for peace
i hear: you whispering
i cry : inside
i care: too much for my own good
i always : dream
i long to: love
i listen: to my heart
i hide: from what I regret
i drive: myself insane
i sing: no matter where or when
i dance: because I want to
i write: to live out my fantasies
i breathe: the air
i play: often
i miss: simpler days
i search: for you
i learn: to be all I can
i feel: lazy
i know: I'm not perfect
i succeed: when I REALLY want to
i fail: at sports
i dream: excessively
i sleep: all the time
i wonder: if I'm good enough
i want: to live my life
i worry: I'll dissapoint
i have: so much to live for
i give: my all
i fight: like a baby
i wait: for fate
i need: a hug
i am: the sky, the sun and the rain.
i think: i'm weird
i can't help the fact that: I'm this way
i stay: where you want me to...

I tag the person who's reading this and who has a blog, hoho.

Sunday, November 09, 2008 - 11:41 PM

Drama of the love kind?

Only in my dreams, baby;). Lols.

I was talking to a friend when a guy came up to him asking for help with drama, as in on stage drama. I was just looking at how cute he was of course, heehee. Then somehow, I got roped in to help out with the drama and stuff. Time shifts a bit and we've managed to pull off a kick ars show! The cast comes out all happy and cheery, it was during the day for some reason...Suddenly, we break off from the gang and its just me and the guy from before...we pass a shop and I see something in the window, I look at it then I say "Ah, that reminds me of my lil sister...So Cute!". Then I start rambling before realising what I did. He just looks at me, gives me a killer smile and says "You know what? You're so cute..." then wraps his arm around my shoulder. I then wrap my arms all around him and he pulls me in closer to his chest. It was like being buried in his scent, sigh...And my arms only managed to go 3/4 around him...man, he was tall too... Then in my moment of pure ecstasy...I awoke, damn!

Went shopping at DFO...Bought like a bunch of stuff. A new pair of sunnies, a guys shirt(iIt looks cool;P plus I can help my guy shop in the future, ahaha, so train first;P), a flannel girls collared shirt, a butterfly choker and Myra's b'day pressie:). Damn tired now though....Assignments!

Saturday, November 08, 2008 - 8:36 PM

I got married;P.

In my dreams of course, not in real life;P. It started off like a somewhat normal weird dream (yes, a paradoxical statement but pffft!)...I was taking a class of some sort in Uni I think...I remember the craving for Salmon Onigiri and I went out after class to get it. Don't know what happened and I ended up getting lost or something...at Uni? The layout was different though there was a wooden bridge. That reminded me of Kampung...Anyhoo, suddenly I found myself being rescued by a guy...Can't remember what he looks like but he was really nice. I remember talking to Nis on the phone...then being back at home...Dad and mom was telling me to get ready...Me: Huh? Ready for what?, Dad: You're getting married what? Cepat sikit!, Me: *Jaw drops* To who?...A guy steps out from behind and its the same guy from before, Him: To me of course, hey sweetie...Then I realise that he's hot! It turns out to be a sort of arranged marriage but he proposed as well. Talk about moving fast...Funny thing was that I agreed to it:S...They dressed me up in a wedding gown and not a traditional outfit...it was very disney-ish with the big poofy bottom and cage and stuff. Me and the girls were talking about buttons (yes, buttons!) and where we'll be going on the honeymoon. I called Nis again whilst I was running around with the preparations, "NIS, I'm getting bloody married!" and as I walk outside, I see round tables being set up in a beautiful garden, so not my home! Then hubby to be asks me to get in his car, in the wedding gown, mind you, and takes me somewhere...I wake up.

What the hell?!

Been slacking in work load...sigh, so what else is new?;P.

Monday, November 03, 2008 - 10:20 AM

Heeheee......

Sunday...spent inside a library, I caught a few interesting images and heard, unintentionally, a few things. Another girl called Tasha sitting at the other table in the Ballieu next to mine. I wonder what sort of life the other Tasha lives...maybe her name is even spelled differently...I saw a mom playing bubbles with her kids...and the bubbles tapped softly against the glass window of the library, mirrored the sunshine too. I got some work done at least...but really have no mood to be too critical right now...just live in the moment eh?

Am I allowed to just be a teeny bit hopeful?

Sunday, November 02, 2008 - 9:03 PM

Dressed up and getting raunchy...

That would explain the atmosphere at the Rocky Horror Show...Ah, it was soooo funny and so much fun, I wanted to get up and do the time warp but tak nak kacau orang at the back, so I was contented to just bopping in my seat, hoohoo. I was so freaking forgetful yesterday...kept leaving things around...wonder what was wrong with me, hurm? After Rocky Horror, went to makan at Crown...played at the arcade...DDR in a dress wei! Lol...I had the logic to take off my heels at least, hehe;P.

Had dinner before that and then we just killed time by walking around...by the time got back it was around 4.15 am...Shouldn't get my body used to such a system actually...:S. Sigh, assignments once again!but before that a poem...

One sin

One...Two...Five...
Ah, another that I missed.
'Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?'
Would I know the answer to such a question?
Inherent anarchist,
Like Black Widow's legs,
captured,
Willing more than so?
Vibrations of modernity on the bedside table,
I'll be traditional today.
The deadly combination...
Sweet Chocolate Breath,
blue and gold sheets,
Sahara Bodies.

Saturday, November 01, 2008 - 2:02 PM