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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Schools been ok so far.I've been studying bio.Ok,more like drawing diagrams and stuff but its a start right?Trials,trials,lovely trials...yum,yum,trials...not!Hehehe.I've got my tommorrow and thursday planned quite well actually.Lets see...hmmm,Yana called me up like 2 mins ago.My old kindergarten is closing.That was like years ago man!I was so chubby in my lil dress and overalls.Haha.I just can't believe jasmine playschool is closing down...I mean my lil sister went there too.Oh,the days of kindergarten...getting dressed up to perform in front of your parents with like 2 teeth missing,haha.No having to put on a brave face or anything.Just being yourself.My brothers being scared right now.So I'll be off now.Tata.

I had this mood to blog and now,poof,mood bye bye.I am so tired and sleepy again.Exhausted,check...blah,blah,blah!Ok,schools near and what not....I don't remember what I was gonna say but right now I think I'll express my feelings in a poem...totally here and now.

Right now

Right now i am,
Sleepy,
Tired,
Tad bit weepy,
Ho!It is Queen Mab!
Waiting for me to fall into slumber,
What is wrong she wonders,
Stupid girl!Go to bed!
Knock sense on my head,
Cry for the one you long,
Whoever it is that you thin you know,
Lean,
Now I go to greet the irritated...

Yooohooo,my lil bopsies!Im back.Ok,so I was back on monday but I was too tired and lazy to post anything.My routine for the past few days have been like this...10 to 5 at Lit workshop where us gifted people discuss and write essays on the many works of literature we are covering then off to send Yana back to her house and me to Mr.N...Needless to say by the time I get back home,all I want to do is crawl into my bed.Damn,trials is so close.I heard that its been pushed forward to the 12th!All I can say is WTH??!!Ok,since Im sure most of you are wondering how my trip to Manila was I'll fill you in on it.Hmmm....well,basically we just shopped,ate,shopped,ate...slept....shopped some more.Greenhills shopping centre is the best.Why?Bargaining baby.Of course the hotel location wasn't bad either.It's like right smack in the middle of shopping central,heeeheee.SM mall and Glorietta being our(the familys)major haunt.We brought ajabubu along this time,wheee.Although I loathe the plane rides and stuff cos she is so buas and everything,I would have missed her soooo much.So cute.A lot of people kept mistaking us for locals and spoke to us in Tagalog.Salama pok is all I know....Means thank you sir...I think.Oooh,we went to this new mall The Mall of Asia....IT IS FREAKING HUGE!!!!One Utama is only like 1/4 the size of it!Walking for 1 hour is already pain for your footsies believe me.Im not sure what else to say...hmmm....let me just list down what I bought...1)2 T-shirts with words on em(so Tasha,lol),2)Guess jeans,though Im not much for brands guess jeans can last for years,3)2 tops(black and white),4)My prom dress,wheee!Im really liking this purchase...all I'll say is its serious gold,5)A notebook,its lame I know but the cover is so cute,haha,Tasha cute that is ,6)A handbag under benettons new line...Its really cool,something unique and of course,I bought a lil something something for my lovelies;).Before I make this a longer post,I'll stop here.Oh,one more thing?Do you guys think I look funny??Cos this guy at tuition keeps laughing when he sees me....Maybe I should be a clown.Eeek,no!IT scared me enough.Toodles Noodles!

Ok,I havent updated in awhile.Not because theres nothing interesting going on in my sad life of seventeendom but more on the lazy side.I feel damn bad that I can't go for Nabs party!I'm sorry dear!I'll get you a nice pressie ya?Hee hee.I think she's more interested in me being set up with Guy From Dream(GFD).Im pretty blur and sleepy...mostly sleepy actually.Its amazing what you can do on 4 hours of sleep,lol.I'll send you greetings if poss ppl.Mwaxz1

Came back an hour ago from dinner with just me and mommy dearest.We talked about stuff.I think ppl with mums and dads are the luckiest ppl ever.I mean my parents are cool in their own right...dad being the gadget person and mom being my shopping buddy,heehee.Not too sure about you guys though but hey,theres a reason why you're born in that family in the 1st place right?Blah,Im prob gonna read up the Importance of being Earnest again then I'll head to bed.So tired from doing nada,lol.

Highlights of the week so far...good and bad
1.Having my Lord of the Flies 12 mark q essay being praised and read out by the teacher to the lit people.I got 10/12.That made my day:D.
2.Having a guy tell me my fly is down...I was gobsmacked for awhile then I laughed to myself...in my head of course;P.
3.Finding out that some guy wanted to ask one of my loverlies to prom,oooh.
4.Nami removing her braces...I still say she looks pretty either way;)
5.Hearing from Pn.Liew talking about her trip to India and other stuff.I so want to get myself a saree now,haha.I wonder how I'd look...hmm?
6.Pn.Y telling us about the stupid bugger who insulted her indirectly.Don't manners matter anymore?
7.Approaching the fly.fm people outside school and getting a tag thingie,lol,for my efforts
8.Hanging out with loverlies during recess talking ranging B.O.S to plastic surgery.

Better go now,mwaxz!

Today was a total west...I mean waste of time,lol.We didn't do anything at all today except decorate the class and blah blah blah.Somehow today all the people semangat want to decorate the class.I have nothing much to say.So Im just gonna fill this survey I took from Tapir.To Tapir,hang in there babe,don't let the ungrateful get you down;).

So far in 2006...
1. Have you had a gf or bf? Ye...no
2. Have you had your birthday? Not yet
3. Been to church? Urm,nope,considering Im Muslim
4. Cried yet?Yes,Im such a woose
5. Had someone close to you pass away?Thank goodness no
6. Been Camping? Nope but Wanna
7. Been to the beach? Sigh,no...wouldn't mind it
8. Bought something for over $200? I think yes
9. Met someone new?Yeah,a lotta cool people and there will be more
10. Been out of your home state? Once a month,haha
11. Gone snowboarding?No...do you want to

[[In the past month...]]
1. Kissed someone?No
2. Slept in a friend's bed?Its been so long since a sleepover...
3. Snuck someone over?You kidding?
4. Snuck out of your own house?Don't need to...miss goody 2 shoes here
5. Been to a bar?Does Chillis count?
6. Lied?a little white one
7. Gotten a car?Nope...you wanna gimme one,lol?
8. Gone over ur cell phone bill?Yeah,well my dad did...must cut down,hehe
9. Been called a whore?No...If they did,my girls have my back;)
10. Drove somewhere?Again Miss goody 2 shoes no licence
11. Done something you regret? quite a few but can't remember it now

[[Lasts...]]
Thing you bought?Hmmm...I don't know?Jimat now,haha
Person you hugged?Ajabubu!I love the smell of babies.
Person who called you?Tapir but it was a missed call
Last time you took a bath/shower?Just now
When was the last time you felt stupid? When I spilled my coke at tuition
When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile?Urm....dunno?
Who was the last person who saw you cry?No one...I usually cry by myself
Who was the last person who made you cry?No one again...its usually movies
Who was the last person who said I love you?Urm...urm...no clue
Who makes you smile most?Azalea!or anyone of my lovely peeps
What are you listening to right now?The tv...Kevin Hills playing
Hugs or kisses?It depends...who's doing the kissing and hugging,huh?Lol.

My trip back to kampung always involves me or someone else being sick.In my case,Im always dizzy in the car.My poor sis Alysha is sick.So nicely both her and boboy fell asleep on my fat lap today.Hah!Tu lah!Tease me about being fat!It has its purpose ya know?Considering Azalea fell asleep on me twice as well,I'd say Im comfortable to sleep on,lol.Right now Im seriously considering going to India.I mean it won't be so bad ya noe?Its prob around 3 or 4 hours from here.The cost is way less than if I go to aussie...I don't know.Im just so intimidated by the thought actually.Im a ready sort of an anti social person here...I'll prob end up with like zip friends there.Sigh,whatever it is if I do get my bootaylicious self there I'll stay true to my convictions and dance to the beat of my own dancer.Anyways on a more funny note.I had another usual dream last night.I mean usual for me in any case.It starts off with me,driving to get to this place.I can drive in my dreams,haha.Its like a school/mall sorta place.I arrive at the place and everyones like dressed up in costumes and stuff preparing to go somewhere.One of my gal pals not sure who...maybe Tapir,was saying "Hurry up,Tash,pick out your stuff or we're gonna be late".Then she drags me around the this place filled with lotsa costumes.Guys and gals all running around searching for what they want to wear.I think the theme of this thing we were going to was what you're not cos I was given a choice of picking from 5 designs of swimsuits and parios.I picked something soooo not me then headed to this room to change.As I was changing and was practically half naked,some guy came in(How come the door wasn't locked?)I was changing behind this cupboard that covered my body which wasn't so bad but still I screamed at the guy "Hey,excuse me,gal changing here?".His eyeballs looked as if as it were about to pop out but he still didn't budge.I screamed again"Dude,get out!This isn't a free show!" and he finally made his way out the door.I finished dressing myself covered what was meant to be covered and then scooted out the door.I bumped into the same guy as I made my way hurriedly down the steps and boy,he was blushing.Awww.So I rush clumsily and I make my way inside this van where everyone else was wearing normal clothes.Talk about being the odd one out huh?We leave the place and I wake up.Hmmm....I wonder what dream will pop up tonight?

Lets start with my very lovely sweird dream...ok,it started with me at this sort of competition for designing or something and my classmates were there and there was this car journey there but the weird part was that I stood up and said "You know if anybody wants to sponsor me to go to Aussie you can do it any time now".That was the 1st part then I woke up and fell asleep again till 10.30 am.That dream was seriously weird and funny and sweet at the same time.So it starts off with me at this other school with hostel and stuff.I think it was a boarding school and I was an exchange student.Where it was I have no idea.So there I am the new girl and Im trying to find my room.Its like a lil shopping mall built in the campus.That's cool if ya ask me.Anyways,Im passing through here and there carrying my bag and I don't know why,I was barefoot!Lol,hurm,after I found that place and after I have shoes on,whee,lol...Im searching for my room...again.I get near there and its near a supermarket as Im passing it this girl comes up to me and asks me if I am lost.I tell her nope.She's with this guy,really hot guy...and then we all start talking and we become friends.They asked my name blah blah but I can still remember when I asked the guys name it was Hot Trot.I said no seriously?He was blushing and said yeah,my parents have a thing for horses,I know its lame.I laughed and said nah,I think its cute.HAHAHA.It is cute though.Anyway,we talk about meeting up,going for steak and I tell em I can only eat halal stuff,lol.Then it fasts forward and I have gal pals who are trying to dress me up and they like layer this shirt over another shirt in an effort to make my boobs look big,HAHAHA.I tell them I appreciate what they're trying to do and that he loves me just the way I am and that he'll still love me as I am.Then I change,wash the endless make up off,say toodles then go off to meet him who is t.I walk up the stairs then come to his room where his roomies are like moving stuff around and he's dressed in a sports jacket so I go"Hey,hot stuff,ooh,you feeling sporty today?" and he kisses me on the cheek*swoon*"You look beautiful as always,".Then he leads me up to this attic place and I get a big shock to see like a whole bunch of ppl from back home there.Lit candles,music in the background and they shout happy birthday.H.T hugs me as Im in shock and says "Happy B'day lovely".Im speechless for like a few min and then I go "Oh my god!This is so amazing...I can't believe you did this!" with tears almost coming out.Im so excited to see my good friend that I hug my close guy friend and I look at H.T and go "Now don't get jealous honey" which makes us all laugh.Then H.T's roomie comes up and then I wake up.The whole thought of a guy doing that for me is just soooooo super sweet.Haha,whats even more funnier is a friend having a dream about me and some guy I know dancing to a slow song.I can somehow pop up in peoples dreams;P.

I am going turn fat again,blergh!I've been stuffing my face,oh no...I can't believe after that BORING lecture yesterday we had add maths THEN chem!Is there no end to the madness?Add Maths was pretty fun actually I got a few good tips and the guy was so comel in a sorta chinese drama sorta way,haha.Bad news was that it took longer than expected and by the time we actually got up 2 class it was like 11.30!We missed our recess and we got less time to decorate the class.The least they could do is supply food or something.When I got back to class,man,I was hungry.Watched the inside man.That movie was quite interesting and thought provoking at the same time.The ending was dissapointing for my dad though,haha.This from the man who finds Steven Seagel films entertaining but for the record,he does make good action movies....S.S not my dad.Here's a song straight from the top of my bumbled brain to you...

The colors

There she stood all dressed in black,
She tried to drown herself in the drops,
Her sins were washed away from her core,
Her reflection smirked as she passed the store,
The girls eyes were a shade of brown,
As she kept them glued to the marble ground,
But the young things heart was a shade of pink,
As she tried her best not to sink.

Chorus

All the colors that surround you today,
Can you seem as they blow away?
All the colors that were not that before,
Hey,look theres another door.

But that's not all I have to tell,
She was clumsy and what else?Slipped and fell,
Then a certain fellow dressed in yellow,
Who had those same eyes filled with sorrow,
Yeah,he gave her his hand,
Their eyes did lock as she tried to stand,
She could feel herself turn red like a rose,
Later she did get one of those.

Parents...they're major oxymorons just when you think they could never poss understand what you're going through they cut you some slack.At least my dad does.Im still hoping that my mom is not gonna give me a nice sounding when she sees my report card...sigh.Again this week,I have not been able to fully study properly.Im usually zoned out by 10.30 or earlier.What is going on in my lil body I wonder?Oh,wait it should be BIG body,lol.I think it's really amazing how a person can feel calm when they start making a connection with God.Although I wear a tudung to school,Im not really a super religious person.Lemme tell ya,praying is really rewarding.Well,in Islam anyway.Im not saying Islam is a better religion or anything but it's that sense of peace that's pretty cool.Who knows maybe that peace will spread to Lebanon and Israel?I didn't go for SLAD today.I knew I should have but somehow I didn't.Silly Tasha.We had to sit for this Bio lecture today.The lady has some pretty good tips but MAN,she was as exciting as watching Azalea try to keep still.Thank my lucky stars I had another source of entertainment and you know what else?They're having another lecture tommorrow,Chemistry....ooohh,what fun that'll be right?Don't they know that the average teenagers brain and system can only handle 5 lectures per week max?~I wanna put my sticker on you!~

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