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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

I think I have Wii-itis. I spent the day doing practically nothing but playing the wii. How jobless am I?Or physcho maybe more fitting. Never in all my years have I felt more like a granny than I do today. I had a really freakishly odd dream yesterday. One of my teachers took us all on a field trip(Anybody wanna take a guess at which one?) and we end up at this like barnyard or something. The only other thing I can distinctly remember is a limo. A limo that has a whole freaking shopping mall in it. I gotta stop sleeping at weird hours. It's no good for my brain by the looks of it. Come July, Yvonne starts Taylors. Whee! I'll give you the grand tour dear, haha. Ceh, kononnya like I know the place. Sigh, of all the people to have a crush on, it has to be one whos taken. Oh well, not like I had a chance anyway. Being a noob and all, lol. I think Im going crazy over this guy and I prob won't even see him too soon. I can recognize my symptoms anywhere though. Can't stop thinking about him, heart goes into super hyper motion and when we past somewhere I look out, just to see if he happens to be there. *Bangs head on keyboard* Why?! Why?! Why?!

Makes no sense at all...

I can't even really remember your face,
And yet I can see it as clear as my own,
I can't recall what we spoke about,
But I didn't feel alone,
I was laughing like an idiot,
Because your laughter was music to me,
I was always holding onto myself,
So you wouldn't be able to see,
I can't help but keep my eyes wide open,
Just to see if you're around,
I can't stop smiling to myself,
Even when there is no sound,
I hope that you'll be curious,
Take the time to give me a call,
Right here at this second,
None of this makes sense at all.

English not even halfway done. Mati man! Finally got to sleep like almost 8 hours last night. Yesterday was the usual, Tuesday was the usual. How come the hot guys are at ADP? Lol, forget I said that. Anyways, OSSLT today was ok. Wasn't too bad. The MPH was bloody cold as hell! I felt like a freaking frozen fish(Note the use of consonance/alliteration;P). They asked some interesting q's like if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Anybody wanna take a guess at mine? After the OSSLT, went to TCPJ to meet up with some people. Saw Dara there:). Miss her and Zazzy ler. My chit chat gang in class. What a freaky coincidence, that she knows LB, hehe. Ho Kwin threatened to drop me off at KTM station (I would be sooo lost) but being the gentleman he is, hehe, he took me all the way back to campus. I better get started on my work, sigh. Thank god tomorrows friday:D.

I don't whats up with the title. It's just to fill up that blank spot. To control my stress, I'm listening to Low Millions. Thank god, Mr.Sarno postponed the CPT notes. I think someone is taking pity on me...possibly. The 3 Divas concert yesterday was not bad. Titi Dj, Kris Dayanti and Ruth Sahanaya are totally top of the vocal class, seriously. The Malaysian Orchestra was good too. Kesian though cos not all of the seats were filled. Heh, my parents were more pissed at a certain arrangement. I didn't care. I'm not paying for it, haha. I ended up not going for driving cos I was soooo exhausted. Yeah, I know but CAN STILL GO CONCERT AH? I don't know what I was thinking. I'm feeling poetic so here's one for you guys.

Bang on the door!

Open up!
Come and let me in.
You have no right to ask me so,
When I'm thinking of letting myself go.

I'm sorry for the things I said...
But you've got me confused in the head.
You're suppose to me so well,
How is it that you can't tell?

BANG!BANG!BANG!
Just let me in and let's talk.
I don't feel like talking right now,
I just keep asking myself how?

Please just unlock the door,
Or I'll end up on the floor.
I open the door and it creaks,
With him, I always end up feeling weak.

I can't believe how sleepy I am. It's only 9 or so and my eyelids are so heavy. Let me see if I can still do math...8-6(hours of sleep) times 5 days = 10 hours. Thats 10 hours of sleep I must catch up on, lol. I went for driving half the day. Pretty sucky today. Prob had something to do with the fact that I didn't have lunch. Hmm...anyways, I am contemplating what colour to dye my hair. Maybe highlight or something but I don't want the same colour that everyone on campus has. Going Britney would be nice but then again, erlack! Anybody know where I can find me a yunk? I need a new crush. I want excitement. Oh yeah! I forgot about the ice cream in the freezer...*thinks*...maybe later. I'm going for driving again tomorrow. Damn. I'm so tired and yet not so. Oh, the Nintendo Wii is da bomb! So much fun! I totally rule at the mini arcade type games...but am crap at tennis, haha. Still it is tons of fun. Maybe one day I'll have a lil get together and we can all play the Wii. Again, maybe. Man, I'm being such a pessimist today. Now. I don't know. Bah! Stupid female hormones!

It rained again yesterday. Just like monday...how weird is that the rain has been falling like a bit after midnight? I've been busy doing work lately. Pffft, isn't that just usual? I feel so sleepy...Z Z Z...I mean...yeah. Anyways, my presentation was today. It didn't go as bad as I thought it would. Tomorrow is my turn for revenge, muahaha! Probrably won't be much though...I'll give them good marks. Pls Mr.M give me good marks! I should probrably be working on my bibliography for my CCA but I miss going online just for the fun of it, haha. So my work shall wait. English stuff is piling up too. Damn. Malaysian Studies is a lotta fun. Everyone just does what they want. Poor Mr.T. But hey, that's what you get from a bunch of rowdy teens, right? Qing, I finally met Su Ann today, haha. Guess where? Lol. Hope your feeling a hell lot better. Oooh, I wanna go home quickly man! Nintendo Wii is waiting for me at home. I can't believe my dad bought it...actually, I can, haha. I fear I shall be a hunchback in the future for my bag is so heavy that you can soooo hurt someone with it, lol.

5 people I miss right now (In no particular order)
1)Nami
2)Aruna
3)Myra
4)Derrick
5)Azalea (Just cos I can;P)

I am so, so, so, so dead! College on Monday and I have done practically close to nothing. Arrghhh!!! You may as well just bury me now!!!....Ok, that takes care of that. Yesterday was ok I guess. My driving experience in a nutshell...slow but steady. Finally went on the road and of course, I was struggling at first but towards the end I got the hang of it. Hope I can do the same tomorrow, sigh. Oh and it only ended up being me and Sarah going to the Islamic Arts Museum. It was still v. cool though. We ended up buying stuff. I bought this notebook with an oldstyle map on the cover. It's nice man. I learned more stuff as well. The chinese calligraphy mixed with Islamic calligraphy was so beautiful. The way it was done was just amazingly creative. You would not know that it was written word at all. Today I discovered something...Pn.Enaliza is Aunt Mazni's(Mom's friend) sister in law. I was so terkejut to find myself looking at her. I just blinked and went "Eh!". Typical Tasha response, haha. Now I shall excuse myself, tata.

I had like so many days...what the heck did I do?I'm looking for articles and info for my WI presentation...That'll teach me to make up my own topic...Conservation-Fact of fiction? Damn, Im screwed. Mr.M sure gives a lotta work. I havent even done much on my Wilde work*snickers*. At least Gastby is almost done. The novel is really good. Nice pacing and suspense build up but you gotta have patience. Im looking forward to the poetry next...for obvious reasons, hehe. Anyways, I went for my 1st ever facial today. You think being a girly girl I'd have gone for one like ages ago.The beginning part was nice. The aunt put on something that smelled like peppermint on my face and it tingled, whee! The thing is...getting a facial blardy hurts too. The things we girls do for beauty, sigh. Not like anyone notices anyway, pfft. I've got so much to do Im so dead. But in honour of that, hey, a poem!

Manners for modern man

We used to be a nation known for civility,
As well as honour and integrity,
But now all those yesteryears have gone to waste,
Since manners are too outdate for our taste,
So here I present a few suggestions,
To all those without manners in notion,
Listen good and well,
For I have plenty to tell...
When someone is talking to you,
Turn your i pod volume down,
If you don't listen intently,
You might just end up with a crown,
Pay attention to the streets,
And not to your game console,
For if you don't look both ways,
You'll become a dead soul,
When you're in the theater,
Don't talk on your mobile,
The glares and stares from others,
Is definitely not in style,
Please no singing anywhere,
If you can't stay in tune,
Cos it will never get you the attention,
Or girls to actually swoon,
So take it in,
And make it work,
If you don't,
I'd say you're a jerk.

I did ok, I guess. 4 A's, 2 B's, 4 C's and a D.A's were for my english subjects(Lit, Normal English, Est[See, I didn't need to cheat!] as well as Mod Maths. My D was for Bio. You can fill in the blanks for the rest yourselves. I was kinda dissapointed at first cos I was thinking I could get at least 5 A's. Heh, guess Im jinxed or something. UPSR,PMR and now SPM all 4 A's. Well, at least I know where my true self lies and its not with textbooks. Parents made such a big fuss over it. If I were in Canada for my exams, I'd be one kick ass student, lol. Not too make myself seem superior or anything, I'd just do better in their education system. Well, enough exam talk. I finally saw Deebs after a long time. It was nice just to sit and talk about stuff. I missed my Bug. I think the highlight of my day was getting myself these cute earrings shaped like robots. How futuristic is that. Funny thing as I was walking to my car, I realised I probrably got the earrings to get the guilt of the results outta my system. Just what I need huh? I've got driving class tomorrow, bah. No mood to drive. I'm probrably gonna go to PJ Campus and spread the flyers. I'm in no mood to do anything right now. I need James Morrison to calm me down, excuse me.

Hours from now...I'll be at school. Hours from now...I'll be looking around at familiar faces and thinking good thoughts or bad thoughts. Results may vary should be the tagline, no? I am anxious yet not really. I am concious yet not so awake. I could remember yesterdays dream clearly though. It started with me and this girl and we're doing ballet in a class of girls. I did ballet for awhile in case some of you didn't know but it has been ages since it crossed my mind(or what's left of it). Anyway, our teacher informs us that we've been selected to participate in this international competition...and I was not even good, in the dream I mean. Anyways, next thing I know I'm in this car with her...me driving, whee. Then we talk as we try and find our way there. We arrive at this residential area where there's a huge gate and I can see a sign saying Bukit Damansara pointing inside the gate. Apparently I needed a passport to get home, huh, go figure. So, me and this girl pass by this sorta immagration and we find ourselves on this tiny little plane. The stewardess doesn't hand us tickets but instead a seating chart with our faces drawn in an anime style. Funny and cute. The plane is very tiny that theres only like 20 people in it. Me and my friend make nice with these 2 guys who are travelling together. Both are cute. The scene then shifts and I can see one of the guys talking to a lovely old couple as they're wading in the ocean...Couple: We love being with each other...do you have someone?, Guy: Yeah...my dream girl, and she's right there*points at something*...apparently Im a bystander when Im watching this scene but after he points, I see that it's me that his pointing to. I'm up on a bridge, looking around but when I spot him, I start waving frantically as if I'm never gonna see him again and he waves back at me, smiling. I know what an 'aww' moment. Better sleep now, sigh. Sweet dreams, loverlies.

The Last Day

Today is the day,
The day where crows are visible in the sky,
The day where the blue sky turns dark,
And the heavens look as if they're about to cry,
Today is the day,
It is a day of white napkins,
It is a day of proper manners and poise,
And the day leaves no room for remembering,
Today is the day,
The day where I bid you farewell,
The day where you cant find the good,
And the sun burns into earths hell,
Today is the day,
It is a day of love forgotten,
It is a day of forged ties,
It is a day of honour,
And the happiness is in the lies.

I thought yesterday was going to be boring as heck but it didn't turn out so bad. YTL gave my grandma a couple of tix to an inconvenient truth. It was exceptionally good. It was very informative and touching as well. The freakiest part was when they showed what the a few of the leading countries would like underwater if we don't change our ways. The funniest bit was the Simpsons cartoon at the beginning "Gwobble Wobble...". This is just to tempt you people to go watch it. It may not be as hilarious as Norbit or as cool as Ghost Rider but it will change the way you look at the world and the way you look at yourself. So forget watching other movies... An Inconvenient Truth is what you must watch during your free time! Nothing much went on today...cept that everyone keeps bringing up the SPM results. Whats done is done and what I get is what I get. Enough said. I'm not hoping for 11 A's but hey, if i do get it...even better. I came up with this theory about gossip...Gossip is people talking about something, which is mostly other people right? Well, I think I'm fine with who I am because I rather not be the subject on everyones lips. Most people talk about people in a bad way. So I rather be invisible and not the subject than getting on peoples badside. I don't know how the week is gonna be called a holiday since there's still tons of work to do, sigh.

This week has just not been my week. For some reason. I think someone has a voodoo doll of me and is picking on me. Yesterday was quite a good day. I was waving around like the freaking queen of england, goofing around with my loverlies, eating celebratory cake for no reason and enjoying slurpee. It was hot as hell too. What a day for a power outage. Nelly's It's getting hot in here song was zipping around my head, lol. Oh, my phone died on me yesterday. Stupid charger. Today was even more hilarious. I left my phone in Nis's car! And just when I need it...On the bright side, I'm doing reasonably well for BL/OS. Oy vey, I'm getting a light induced headache now. You think it has something to do with my tv intake today? Probrably. I must watch my Koran Soap Opera. It's so sweet. I was watching Ugly Betty as well. Now I recognize who Henry from accounting is. It's Christopher Gorham from Medical Investigation. All throughout one episode I was crying out "SO CUTE!" like 15 times. I have a weakness for geeks it is true. The weirdest thing happened today. A dude from The Biz School I think was trying to get me to buy some vouchers from Unisense(It's a slimming centre*rolls eyes*). Did you notice it? I mean who BUYS vouchers? There suppose to be free, right? Anyways, I was making my way towards the bakery and he stops me and tries to persuade me to buy it. He's like whats your name, special discount for students, pretty girl like you got boyfriend right?, etc. You know what really grabbed my attention? When he asks me whether I have a tummy...I was going "What the Hell?Dude, you NEVER ask a girl if she has a tummy. That is like no. 1 on things girls can kick your arse for...". It's Rm 30 for the vouchers by the way. I didn't buy it and I told him that "I don't support Media Propaganda"...he didn't buy it so I told him I'm just not interested. Hey, I know business too.

So today is like the title just another day...we keep cutting it close for getting to college every morning. I'm telling ya I don't know how I'm gonna go on the road and come out of it alive *gasp*. We had our other BL test today...I'm not that satisfied but what to do? My brain wasn't in the sane mode today. Sigh, that's what you get for sleeping late I guess. Man, all the work for english is gonna be like the bomb in Heroes...gonna come crashing down on me, Ba boom! On the bright side, I was getting praises for my skills in writing. Once in awhile it's kinda nice to know that you have some special talent. Other than coming up with freakishly weird dreams that is. So since I have nothing else to talk about (since I'm socially impaired,lol), enjoy this poem.

A Day With You

I can hear the orchestra playing the symphony we created,
And I touch the rims of your collar that is faded,
You tell me that my perfume is making you dizzy,
But you still hold me and I whisper that you're crazy,
For five seconds it's like a movie scene unfolding,
We're singing praises to the treasures that we're holding,
If I could freeze those five seconds for all time,
It would be me leading a life of crime,
Then later we're sitting on the grass,
And we're both hoping this will last,
The sky seeks to tell us that this is meant to be,
Even if the future is full of uncertainty,
I want you to hold me close and tighter,
The sun seems to shine amazingly brighter,
My phone rings and oddly enough you're calling,
Just to tell me that the rain has started falling.

Heys everyperson. Im at the business lounge at the Jakarta Airport waiting for my flight home. Woohoo!JJF was da bomb!There were many challenges just to get to JJF(such as my driver getting sesat-ed on the way to the airport) but it's all worth it. I got here just around 5 or so and then we(mom, dad and me) went straight to JJF. We managed to catch Denise Williams and Jeffrey Osbourne, both of which are superbly good vocalists. Denise Williams sang that "Let's hear it for the boy" song. You go look up Jeffrey Osbourne if your intrested. Me and mom watched Marcell while dad stayed on. Marcell is handsome and he can sing...Mom said the handsome thing first which surprised me even more;P. The best part was Sergio Mendes. We had to wait for like a freaking long time but it was good. There was percussions, rapping and samba-ing. Sergio is so sporting. He was like "Terima Kasih!". Sadly, we left just as Mas Que Nada came on...dang. Yesterday, me and dad went earlier to check out Daughters of Soul. Those ladies really have powerful voices. There was this one song "Childs gotta gun" which had deep meaning and the drums and guitar were awesome. Maliq n d essentials were not too bad. But J'dency was better. Tortured soul didn't perform and my dad was devastated. Chaka Khan was the icing on the cake. It was another long wait but my position was great. Like 3 rows from the stage. She started of with a bang. The hall was even more packed.

I'm going to Jakarta tomorrow, woohoo! My head is beating like a bass drum but wth! This is gonna be wicked. Anyways, Baby's b'day was yesterday but I was too lazy to post. So Happy Belated to her;). I've got work not done yet. So my weekend is also gonna be filled with Hw but it's ok. Compromise is the word people. Talked to Nami just now. Miss you too babes! You better get your internet up quickly. I don't wanna waste the webcam. Anyways, college was ok. Day was busier than I expected. Later portion anyway. Anybody know if the Mika cd is out anywhere? I must have that CD. It's like scissors sisters only better. Of course not better but they're music is sorta different but similar too. Am I making sense? I shouldn't be anyway. Must go pack my bags. You cant see it now but Im doing jazz hands;P.

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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