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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

I actually wrote last night but with dad back home,haish,all gone like that,sniff.Well,I'll just give you guys the jist then...My friendship with guys never seems to work out.They'll just forget me as simple as that.Sigh,I'm that forgettable am I?Not that I want to be like a gf or anything,god forbid,but hey,the least you could do is not ditch me when some girl comes a knockin right?Anyways,the hols have been somewhat uneventful...Im still waiting for a party...any party...some party...lol.Hoping to go catch the latest play going on kl pac...any one wanna go?Still haven't caught da vincci code...bugger.Nothing else for now...oh,listen to this song if you have the chance people.

I wish I was a punk rocker-Sandi Thom

Chorus
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
I was born too late to a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

When the head of state didn’t play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and radio was king,
When accountants didn’t have control
And the media couldn’t buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didn’t know everything

Chorus

When popstars still remained a myth
And ignorance could still be bliss
And when God Save the Queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
When my mom and dad were in their teen
and anarchy was still a dream
and the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

Chorus

When record shops were on top
and vinyl was all that they stocked
and the super info highway was still drifting out in space
kids were wearing hand me downs,
and playing games meant kick arounds
and footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face

Chorus

I was born too late to a world that doesn’t care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Haha,can anyone vouch for the last line?

You Are 28% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

Hah,I knew it,lol.

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

I'm hot like fire,ahah,oh yeah,Is that confirmed?lol.

I havent updated in 2 days...not like anyone would notice anyway,haha.Well,I didn't go to Syam's party on saturday...It was raining anyway;P.I went to the curve instead with my fam and cousins to pick up my cousins b'day pressie...honestly,guys,wearing 'bling-bling' isn't going to make you popular with the girls...That is like saying me wearing a short skirt is going to make me popular with the guys and in other words it ain't gonna happen.I felt v.pretty that day though,lol,had my skirt on,no it was not short,had my hair done and my nails were purple with yellow and pink flowers,haha,I'm not that vain believe me but when you look good,you feel good you know?We had some food issues...my lil cousin does not eat anything but rice,now that is true malaysian spirit people.I remember how when I was a kid I'd eat rice and something and I will only eat that for a long time...then I'd get bored of it,haha.Yesterday was ok...dance class was fun as always,Im still in shock that we've actually finished the dance...now the hands,crikey!Went to BV in d afternoon,ajabubu looks so cute in her lil fairy princess outfit(was d theme for my Hanna's party).Even more comel when I went to the party and there were like a dozen of cute fairy's running around,haha.Yana was there along with Iza...we went off halfway through the party after I came back from bowling(It will be a miracle if I don't get at least one gutter ball;p)...we went to the klgcc theater,no luck,so off we went to the lil kiddie pool,yana who was already barefoot due to uncomfortable footwear and moi put our footsies into the chlorine oasis,haha.Oh,how I wish I had my swimsuit with me or an extra pair of clothes so I could just jump in!We went back to the party and before I knew it time to go back...however,instead of going back home,we made our way to pasar malam...It was during the car ride there that I had to confront reality...my headache got so bad,It was already at the point where everything felt like a dream...oy vey indeed...so while my mom and alysha went to pasar malam.I just smiled at aja in her outfit while she was scared of the ultraman villain roaming around,no seriously,guy in a suit people,lol.I could barely eat yesterday...I think if I have a hangover...I wouldn't get outta bed for anything...ok,maybe il divo in concert or something.Now here I am preparing to tackle the day with the utmost enthusiasm...if I want to that is.

2 days and so much has happened....lalala.Ok,yesterday after skool,tuition and bla bla bla,I got my choc frap,got stuck at centrepoint and bla bla bla.Today was teacher's day at school,somehow time seemed to pass v.v quickly today.Was out from 4 till 10 at OU and man,Im soooo tired right now.X-Men 3 is soooooo good people.It def has entertainment value...there's some romance,some conflict and well a bit of death in air.People I am now officially breathless over that angel dude aka Warren....sigh....ok,I'll just do it in my own time but seriously check out the movie people,it is hot!or as li qing would say 'cili padi' and Warren in this case is 'teh tarik',huahaha.Been invited last min 2 syam's surprise b'day party at sems place...I really,really wanna go cos it has been sooo long since I've went to a party...I want to dance!!!Ok,it's not like I can't do that at jazz but dance like casual booty shaking popping dance ya know?Ah well,will put more on that 2moro.Oh ya,I didn't put my dreams in here....dream 1)I am at this party with this bunch of popular people and I am standing up for myself and this girl,haha,it's damn funny,the whole con thing,I was a beautician in training like frenchy from grease,lol,I was suppose to dye this guys hair silver and then tak jadi so I went to his house and well,its quite long;P...dream 2)Anis kidnapped me,me and Nabz went to the foodcourt at some mall...also kinda long..Keep it to myself,hehe;).Tata!

No more exams,weehhooohoo!Well till july that is...damn fast right?Why don't they just do exams every month then?*Eyes pop out*Forget I said that.I must be suffering from lack of sleep;p.Anyhoo,Saturday and Sunday is my day of fun and pampering,lol.My 1st manicure and pedicure on saturday then Ham's party on saturday.Let's get ready tooooo bowl,haha.Oy vey,I just hope that there's not gonna be the incident like at Alysha's party.I don't know how many shrill pre-teen voices my ears can take:S.Im gonna take a bit of a nap now,harhar...toodles;).

P.s.My mom's lasagna rocks!
P.p.s.I want a choc frap...badly...no seriously...;P

You Are Sunshine

Soothing and calm You are often held up by others as the ideal But too much of you, and they'll get burned You are best known for: your warmth Your dominant state: connecting

What Type of Weather Are You?

Oh my feet...I've been out ever since 1 o clock and I just got back.Went for lunch at Bangsar Village today then off we went to Grease.Sad to say,the musical wasn't as exciting as I'd thought it be....or maybe that's just cos I actually went up on the stage to dance and didn't really get anything,haha.That was honestly a blush moment,lol.If you ask me the kl convention centre space is way too big.Fame and saturday night fever were way better cos of the intimate and personal setting at istana budaya.Still those people could sing and nothing beats 50's music.I was doing the sock hop in my seat;P.I soooo want to throw a 50's party.Wouldn't that be something?Oooh,got a new book at popular.Ain't I smart?Studying sejarah...nah.Read a romantic comedy book instead,lalalalala.

Lookie...new skin ppl,haha.I thought it was time to shake things up a bit.Im liking this skin.Very classy right?Hehe...Well,bio just now was...an experience to say the least.I'm telling you I seriously do not know why whenever I read something and try to pen it down...it does not come out,yup!I guess Im more of a creator than a repeater,lol.As usual I had another weird dream last night,no guy in this dream.I dreamt that I was alone at home babysitting Azalea and then these people came to take me away.I locked the door and woah,wouldn't you know it...I'm a sabrina,haha.I was floating/flying,using gestures to make things move,haha.Almost as weird as my charmed dream.You know what's even more hilarious?I was the anak of a Mak Andam or something...I think it's from the bm sastera part?How useful that is,huh?I got new clothes,hehe.A *cough*skirt*cough* and 2 shirts from nanny;P.Oooh and I have decided that during the holidays,one day...this chica will dress up like a lady...no seriously,a lady...lacey white skirt and blouse to match AND a hat to go with it.Ah yes the best part is Im going to stroll around in the shopping mall dressed like that,lol.Anyone care to join me?I can't wait to go for grease the musical tommorrow...*starts singing*go grease lightning,go grease lightning...Ok,to spare you,I will end this with my during-exam poem.

Night Without Sleep

She lies awake in bed,
Keeps staring at the ceiling,
Things running through her head,
Boy,what is this feeling?
She is restless and sleepless,
The light does not soothe her,
No,she is not helpless,
In her heart,lies a dreamer,
Her eyes blank like an empty canvas,
Hands that can't seem to stay,
His face seem to surface,
Then she looks the other way,
She does not wish to remember,
Stupid sweet memories,
And that day in September,
When she left those silly follies,
He never took her seriously,
Never gave her a second look,
Later,she found that actually,
She preferred to read a book,
Another face leaps at her,
She smiles and hugs her pillow,
Her eyes somehow betray her,
She threw away her past sorrows.

Ok...I am officially nuts.Exams tommorrow...physics paper 3 and here I am in front of the computer...Crazy right?Well,I was busy looking at Pygmalion.I have no freaking idea where my book is.I love my books like mad and me thinks someone borrowed Pygmalion and never returned it.Blur minded Tasha...so typical...I got like 2 flyers about stuff going on at kl pac...whee...this guy called Billy Cobham is gonna be playing jazz there.I wanna go...I just dl one of his songs to see what it was like.I'm telling you guys...It's all about the soul of the music.It has a mean funky beat.One song and Im hooked;P.Haish,I better study now...*rolls eyes*Oh,how I dread days like exam days.Haha,I can still manage to draw,colour and write poetry even when I have exams.I'm soooo focused...watcha think?;)~Your life is like a story,do you have what it takes to finish it?~

It's another one of em sick days...Ever since saturday,I've been sneezing my brains/eyeballs out. I used up at least 1 box of tissues in total so far if you combine it.Still I dragged my drippy droppy nose and my fugly feeling self to school.Haha,I wasn't even surprised that I was the only girl in line...then atul came,fewh.Only 4 girls in my class came today.Ya know what?We didn't even learn a thing.If you ask me,today was purely for socialising purposes.True I studied a bit.Hey,better than nothing entering my brain at all.I couldn't even concentrate on my lit properly today...and I love lit.I tried teaching K.K how to write...lol,I figured out straight away what/who he was writing about.It's so sweet that he wanted to do it though...I think being sick has affected my brain cos I dreamt about physics,no suprise there and then it went on to me and my classmates at this open mall setting and the end of the world by lobster people and silmutaneous meteorites.The night before was me about to enter a toilet and bothe toilets I encountered were guys toilets...Man,I feel a bit woosy.Ciao my darls;P.

Just read an article in national geographic about love...so much reason on love from a scientific point of view.Scietific research from around the world has proven supposedly that passion dies in a few years...hello?Nothing lives forever,you gotta work at it.Passion is a drive but you have to drive it 1st...ok,I confused myself with that one but you should get it peeps.Forget all this stuff on the scientific aspect of love...Let me dream of love so true,let me dream of love with intense passion that exceeds the universe,let me dream of love that lies deep within the soul...Love is meant to be cherished,explored and among other things...love should be loved.No formulas and calculations should tell you whether you're in love or not...cos it is just meant to be.Im already going into my lovey dovey mode so I'll go into my day,haha.Well,went back to kampung today.I like going back don't get me wrong but I can't stand mosquitoes and bugs...damn itchy!Then again,it's always nice to be with family,no?Had a weird dream about getting married the other day.Me getting married?I've never even had a bf...so only in my dreams folks.Nami suggested I put my poems up on a site...I don't think so...I'll keep them close to my heart and in my book and only let a few people truly look upon my soul.A happy upcoming mothers day to all moms;).

Ok,I think I bombed my exam.We all bomb together ya?1st off,a big happy b'day shout out to my lovely runadoll.you're not ready this but what the heck?May you be smart,funny and simply fahbulous dahling...always!Now I've gotta get to study for physics...still better than my chem,anyway.Im so malas now.So cos a certain someone wants to see my writing I'll leave you people with a poem.

Someone

Someone who can look me in the eye,
Someone who always makes me smile,
Someone who never makes me cry,
Someone who is worth the while,
Someone who gives his heart and soul,
Someone who never asks for more,
Someone who will hold me in the cold,
Someone who I long for,
Someone who puts me in a craze,
Someone who knows how to treat a lady,
Someone who doesn't lose face,
Someone who thinks Im simply lovely,
Someone who knows my pain,
Someone who shows me pleasure,
Someone who is also not sane,
Someone who I treasure,
Someone who is always by my side,
Someone who is too good to be true,
Someone who I never need to hide,
Baby,That someone is you.

100 Me Questions

1. name-Anastassia Irina
2. nicknames- Tasha,Tashie,etc.
3. birthday- 19.9.1989
4. place of birth- KL
5. zodiac sign- Virgo
6. sex- girl
7. grade- Form 5
8. school- SMKSH
9. occupation- student
10. residence-Home?

appearance
12. hair colour- Black with brown and blond highlights
13. hair length- long i think...
14. eye colour- Dark Brown
15. best feature- Dunno
16. height- Average actually
17. braces- Used to,no more,hehe
18. glasses- Yup and upside down too;)
19. piercings- Ears
20. tattoos- Nope,maybe henna or glitter?

firsts
22. best friend- Myra n Nissy
23. first award- Some sports thing in pre-school
24. first joined sport – Tumble tots?Badminton I think
26. first real vacation- Can't remember where...but it was some place cool!lol
27. first concert – Vengaboys,haha,loved em like mad.
28. first love- Puppy love...Azman n 1st love?Not here yet.


favorites
29. movie- 10 things I hate about you,she's all that n so many more
30. tv show- A lotta shows.
32. rapper- kanye west,nelly n snoop dogg
33. band- dashboard confessional,yellowcard n many more
34. song right now-Hips don't lie-Shakira
35. parent- Both equally
36. sweets- Anything sweet and sugary
37. sport- dancing baby!
38. restaurant- Klimts...I lorve the ambience and food
39. brand-Don't really care as long as it looks fab
40. store-Any store with a bargain
41. school subject-English Lit,hehe
42. animal-Ferret,I want one
43. book-Romiette n Julio
44. magazine-Readers digest?lol
45. shoes-Wedges

currently
46. feeling- Sleepy,tired and hungry
47. meaning- Im jobless right now...should be studying
48. in love-with andrea bocelli's songs,magnifico!
49. eating-Nothing
50. drinking-Aqua
51. typing-This I guess
52. online-not on anything
53. listening to- the tv
54. thinking about-yummy food
55. wanting to-Dance at a party
56. watching-The wind blow through the trees.
57. wearing- shorts and my sickteen shirt

future
58. want kids- Yup
59. want to get married- eventually
61. where do you want to live-Italy...sigh,ok,kl
62.car- Limo,huahaha,driven of course.

which is better with a guy?
63. hair color-Black,dark coloured
64. hair length- short
65. eye color-anything
67. cute or sexy- cute
68. lips or eyes- eyes
69. hugs or kisses- hugs
70. short or tall- taller than me
71. easygoing or serious-a bit of both
72. romantic or spontaneous-romantic
74. Sensitive or loud-a bit of both
75. hookup or relationship- relationship def
77. trouble maker or hesitant- in the middle

have you ever
78. kissed a stranger- nope
79. had alcohol- nope
80. smoked- nope
81. ran away from home-thought about it,never did it
82. broken a bone-nope
83. got an x-ray- yeah
85. broken someone's heart- Maybe,not sure
86. broke up with someone-technically,no
87. cried when someone died-In a movie,yeah
88. cried at school- yups

do you believe in
89. god-Absolutely
90. miracles- yeah
91. love at first sight- Yeah
92. ghosts-Kinda
93. aliens-sorta...it is possible
94. soul mates- yeah!
95. heaven-Certainly
96. hell- The above is together with this
98. kissing on the first date-I dunno,never been on a date?
99. horoscopes-Nah,its just fun

answer truthfully...
100. is there someone you want, but can't have?Does Ben and Jerry count?

I am:jobless right now
Yesterday I was:me,still freaky

Maybe I should:study?
I love:the world cept the bad people
I don't understand:why being bad is good?
I lost my:mind?haha...my book!
My boyfriend is:somewhere out there and he dun know it
People say I:am creative and talented
Love is:something freaky like me

Somewhere, someone is:worse off than me and you,think of others!
I will always:look like this
Forever:is my love for a guy
I never want to:be boring

I miss: being a kid!
When I woke up this morning:I wanted to sleep some more

Life is full of:drama
My past is:funny
I get annoyed when:things don't go right but then chill
Parties are for:dancing,minggling and laughing!

I wish:that people were kind for the sake of it
My pet is:non existant?
Kisses are the worst when:??I'll get back to you when I get mine

Today:is my sis's b'day
Tommorrow I'm going to:dance,bowl and be at a party
I really want:good grades
I can't stand people who:are gedik,lol
If I had a million dollars: I would give some,save some and splurge some.

I hate that feeling of guilt and heaviness when you know that theres something that you haven't done...Im the most schtupid feely person I know,grrr.Ooh,I bought Andrea Bocelli's album...gonna get it in my i pod and do my sinful thing later,lol.Im telling you if any guy can sing to me like him,james blunt,patrizio buanne or il divo...I'd die a young and happy girl;).Saturday's my sis b'day....she's gonna be 12.Hurm...I can faintly recall what I was like when I was 12...I was into badminton,kinda into boys but not so much but I can still remember myself as being pretty mature and childish at the same time.Weather today was stormy and cloudy as usual...came up with a poem but my favourite part is this...I don't care about hugs or kisses,I don't care about longing sighs,I only want to see love and passion,Everytime I look in your eyes.Pretty random day actually.Oh and thanks to Wesley for being so concerned.Haha,Boonie!

I was right.Im lucky Pn.Koo didn't bite my head off.Today I went to my assistants class to give her a piece of my freaking mind....she was absent today and according to her classmate she has been known for not coming to school.I knew I didn't see her!!!She's got a lotta explain to do...Damn sakit hati when Pn.Koo said this is the most memalukan bm section out of all the years.Can ya blame me?Damn irritating ok when your assistant dun come at all.I was practically fidgeting when I finally had the guts to ask Pn.Koo if I could leave for tuition.Pn.Bahiyah was actually sick and I worried for nothing.I must've been super stressed cos I fell asleep for like 2 hours and still I looked tired today.Couldn't been bothered to stay back today.I just needed to unwind I guess.I need my Patrizio Buanne to calm me down.FEWHHHHHHH....

I am usually a gentle,demure girl no?Well,right now I wanna strangle and bbq my bm assistant from ed board!!!I think I've sent at least 50 sms's to her and she only replied once!!I called her like a dozen times...she didn't pick it up.Im so totally pissed right now that I could scream and yell at her!!!Doesn't she know the meaning of deadline??!!I know I wasn't much of an assistant last year either but at least I submiited my work and WAS reachable!!!AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!I dislike these moments v.much but being the good person I am,I can't find it in me to actually poke and stick something up her sorry arse!!Yeah,that's how pissed I am right now!!I've got other stuff to do as well.You know what else everytime I pass her class on the way to the toilet...no sign of her!Did she move to another school or something?Pn.Koo is so gonna slay me...*crashes on the sofa*help?

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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