This blog is so not responsible for any thing that happens here.
Well, nothing is going to hurt you unless you want to quarrel.
Beware of my secret agent ducks!

Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Gosh,time does fly!Shoot,all those lazy days I wasted when I should've studied;P.Well,I'm sure gonna miss 2005 it was quite an experience.What lies ahead for 2006 I wonder?A new hottie in mah life?Will I be able to live without technology?Will SPM make me go nuts...assuming I'm not already,lols?Thankfully,Im feeling loads better:D cept that it's that time and all*rolls eyes*.I miss you Myra!I miss Derrick!I miss Tapir too!Well,Im certaintly gonna look forward to tommorrow,look out perth cos Tasha's coming your way;).Im gonna miss all the buzz on the 1st day of school though.Is anybody gonna miss me?Lols.Heres my last list for 2005...Tasha's 5 memories of 2005 that she wouldn't trade...1)Competing in the line dancing comp...it was certamon an experience wouldn't you say tapir?,2)Amanda's party...what can I say?It was awesome to be dancing without a care;),3)Going to Manila...not just the shopping,ok,maybe it was;P,4)Any family gathering...I lorve my familia.Seriously though,I don't get why people don't like spending time with their family? and 5)Todays new years eve celebrato...it's gonna be a night to remember.Happy New Year people!

Sigh...I think me is falling sick...pfft!Just when Im gonna be off to perth as well,double pfft!I could just be paranoid but its highly unlikely*rolls eyes*.Starting the new year with a flu,whoopppee!How nice eh?Went for cinderella yesterday courtesy of YTL...having a grandma with conncetions is def a thing Im grateful for;P.Cinderella was ssoooo funny!All the people played their part so well.Reza too was hilarious.Mom asked me to book for today and suprisingly full house!Oh...feel weak,must leave you now people.HACHOO!!I mean...happy new year!;P

I still wanna strangle alysha...now dad just tegur me a few mins ago about the y issue.Grrr!Nothing happened!If something did,I'd surely wouldn't be at home all the time right?My phone has fungus apprently...a lil advice for phone owners...DO NOT LET DROOLING BABYS NEAR YOUR PHONE!Speaking of drooling baby's I must attend to ajabubu now.Tasha's 5 cool guy names...1)Alexander,it just rolls of the tongue;P,2)Azrix,3)Chris,4)William and 5)my future true loves name(if its not either one of those,lol).

Curse Alysha!Bloody hell!She told mum about the Y dating thing!And it was so not a date!Mom is acting normal...so Im praying that she'll just forget about it and think that alysha is joking or something.OH GOD!I wanna faint!*Brathes in and out slowly*I noe you can divorce your family can I divorce Alysha?!God,that brat doesnt know when to shut her mouth!*Runs around in panic*What on earth am I gonna do?...*Cries*Does anyone have a time machine?!.Tasha's 5 things that most ppl don't know about her...1)Having a habit of stroking eyebrows before sleeping,dad started it...2)Can lose her cool easily around her sibs...3)Didn't drink milk as a kid,drank soya bean in a bottle instead,4)Had a secret meeting with a guy that her parents didn't know...until now:S and 5)Is prob gonna live in her room till the panick passes.

I am stuck!On the bright side,my essay on the white heron is done but the one on bequests of love is still urm,undone?Writers block!Blah!Today was a fine christmas day(ok,I dun celebrate but wtv).Had japanese food and haagen dasz for lunch,haish,I need Ms.B's workout...damn bad!Ah,anyways for all peeps reading pls go and check out dear pei ru's aka tapir's DA website,she is a fantabulous artist,worth your time;)...http://zacslullabelle.deviantart.com/.Better get back to my essay...sigh.I feel so un me when forced to write but hey,you gotta do what you gotta do;).Tasha's top 5 songs of 2005...1)Golddigger by Kayne West feat Jamie Foxx...one of the dance songs that can always get your booty shaking,2)Heroe by Il Divo...sweet voices,sigh,3)Beverly hills by Weezer...good guitar riff,fun song,4)You are my evrything by Glenn Freddly...Sweet lyrics,sweet song and 5)Sugar we're going down...Cute song,cute video;P.

It is christmas eve and I am sitting in front of the comp/tv starring blankly into space.Oh yeah,it's just another night...saturday night for Tasha isnt it?Tis the season to be sleepy tra la la la!Nothing much to say today....jazz yesterday.Blah,no clue on what to tell you people today,hahaha!Use your imagination!Tasha's 5 things she'd take to paradise with her...1)Family,2)friends,3)Books(empty and written),4)Music and 5)My one true love;).

Derricks party last night was a urm....memorable event,lol.It was pretty hectic to even get to derrick's house cos sibs and all wanted to go to curve after sending us...kecoh man!By the time I picked pei ru up and got there it was 8 o clock,haha...fashionably late;P.Derricks mum...Im sorry,che che....was pretty nice along with his relatives and all.Met gooi from skbd after long time didn't see her,she looks so diff,me too I guess but she did recognize me,tee hee.Went me and tapir went to get food,I accidentally took some from the none halal pile,hehe,so I had to get me another plate and after getting food,we played truth or dare black jack...more of dare black jack;P.I was dared to dance and holy cow I told the guys that I would drink this concoction if they put coke ,mayonise and chilli sos and mix it together.Holy cannoli!The drink they came back with..smelled to heaven man!I only took like a sip of it and I felt like I wanted to throw up.Worse still,that nasty thing left a BAD aftertaste in my mouth!When d told me they put black pepepper,chilli,coke,oolong tea and some other junk in there,I was not suprised.Louis drank it too and he was teary eyed after that,lols.The guys were so bored after playing cards that they went carolling down hartamas lane,me and tapir went along too just to see...gooi had to go back before the carolling.The guys sang for gooi's dad in the car,lols.They practically did only one night of "We wish you a merry x'mas".Me and tapir turned back and hung around at d's house cos I thought that she still looked red and a bit drunk from the beer,hehe.After we blew the candles a bit after the guys came back,then there was massive cake throwing and smushing!Me and pei ru got hit too..moi not so much but when I was eating the delicious chocolate cheescake and d was standing there so blur I couldn't resist and after that I was not a pretty sight;P.Came back at around 11 o clock and mum was more concerned about my top...they didn't even let it slide during breakfast,sigh*rolls eyes*.Tasha's top 5 mood ruiners to any day...1)Talking about SPM,2)The guilt speech,3)Waking up and knowing that you have to spend the day in,4)Parents being pissed at you and 5)Having tuition in 1 hour.

I wasnt as booked as I expected I guess,haha.Today woke up earlier to go to tuition cos thought that I had to go to school for pmr results thing...then suk leng sms-ed me saying that I was no longer needed hoorah!So I went back early anyway and then lepak around the house for 1 hour before I went to Derricks to get ready for his party later.His mom is v.nice.She even called me a rose among the thorns,haha.See d,you should try giving girls compliments once in awhile.Just goes to show ya how good a fren I am no?lols.Anyways a big birthday shout out to Derrick and Deebs for turning spicy sixteen!Mwuaxz!May you always be full of laughter and sunshine,my dearies!Anyways,after setting up the deco and speakers at his house...called pakcik anto up and we went to bsc for lunch.Food court here we come!We saw pipi and nicholas there and there was this KTJ guy as well.Derrick was prob too busy dreaming about the C.G(Cute girl).Oh,and we is me,derrick and Wei Ern(hope i got that right:D).We went to times and then as we were waiting for transportation,li qing came.Saw her mum,sis and grandma too.The real drama happened when we went to get chicken rice for d's mom and then dad called up and sounded friggin pissed as hell!Scared me to the moon!Thank god,it was all just a communication prob;P.Still the sight of pissed dad waiting at the stairs aint a pretty sight:s.Tasha's top 5 list of malls to go to...1)One Utama...though its getting more crowded...2)BSC...Not many shops but nice to walk and chill,3)The Curve...They now have a borders!Ah...,4)Midvalley...caution!Watch the time!, and 5)SM Mall in Manila...you can get anything there!

I am so tired...I put azalea to sleep at like 3 and didn't wake up till 5.Major headache...I'll prob take care of her again later;P.Today went for Ifa's b'day party....there was treasure hunt and a couple of other games,it was ok for an 11 year olds party,haha.Anyways...tomorrow Im pretty much booked for the whole day,tuition...the off to school for the pmr results....then to derricks to help.I did streamers for him so he better be freaking grateful,lols.I still remember how to do it from watching barney like years ago,haha!Not much to say la,haha.Man,Im hungry.Tasha's top 5 nicknames for close pals...1)Cupcake,2)Chica,3)Babes,4)Tapir(or anything animal wise) and 5)Dearie.

I feel so sleepy right now considering the time and all.Ok,so the family dinner and karoake thing was not SO bad...I made a total fool of myself when I sang livin la vida loca...guess what?I only scored a 19!Stupido machine.Damn memalukan!Ekin(cousin from kb)is a fab singer though,not suprising cos her mom is a singer...def a contender for malaysian idol,haha.Me and iza took some more pics and I was feeling bloody mad for wearing that itchy thing of a top I bought from somerset bay,blah.You know what was even more suprising?Turns out I am the best young adult female bowler in the tengku meriam family,haha...and I've got the trophy to prove it too;P.By the time we got back it was already 1 o clock.Even worse,we were late for tuition this morning(wasn't me Im telling ya,I actually woke up early!).I love baby sis to bits but babysitting is pretty hard people.She has her moods too,blah!Another plus side I was so totally away from everything...as in like FAR FAR away!I couldnt my mod maths properly,I dropped money at 7-11 and was totally blur and I felt it too.I havent finished my literatue yet...oh damn!Must get on it now,on the def positive side I now know all the short stories authors background,hoorah.Tasha's top 5 wacky band names(pls,tell if you actually wanna use it and c'mon gimme some credit;P)...1)Coffee flavoured dust bunnies,2)Scraxaflitz Utopia,3)Candle Wax,4)The Irony,5)Romancipation Nation.

Again I have evaded my babysitting duties for the mo to provide blogging entertainment to my loyal readers,lols;P.Anyways this time I will entertain you with another weird dream from Inside Tasha's Head,lol.This dream starts with a bus ride to a theme park...I'm sitting beside this guy(always a guy;P) and we talk about what we're gonna do at theme park and then I feel sleepy and accidentally fall asleep on his shoulder.He doesn't say anything and just puts his arm around me(never in real life people!).When we get to the theme park,he gently shakes me awake and we get off the bus and head to this ride.Before we get to do anything more,the setting shifts and Im sitting on this stage with like a bunch of other people.Guy from before is on the other end and just smiles at me.Then this guy,the leader of our group I presume,gets in front of us and looks around like he's scouting for people to put on stage.I act as I usually do while everyone else looks at each other and that bugger goes and calls my name for the next show.I jump and then immedeatly go backstage to change...like right behind the curtain and whilst I was wearing something that familiarly looks like a tutu,the curtains open and I run to the side of the stage completely distraught.The leader dude was looking at me with a smirk...Me:Why'd you choose me?You know I'm just an alternate!,Him:I have my reasons,Me:*Gives him a thwack*Oooh!You're just evil aren't you?You didn't even let me know that the curtain was being raised!,Him:Yeah,you could say I'm evil...*gives me a dashing smile,winks at me then walks off*,Me:*Rolls eyes*...the guy from the bus comes to make sure I'm ok and say hi*blush*.Then the dream changes setting again and this time Im with my family at the water part of the theme park and the weirdest part was I kept changing my clothes for no apparent reason!Blah!If my dreams tell me anything it's that the guys in my dreams aren't real,drat;P.Tonight is the family dinner and prize giving thing.Guess what?I am entered in the karoake contest,haha!I shall provide the rotten tomatoes for people to throw at moi:S.Ok,this top list has nothing to do with 2005 but yeah,wtv...Tasha's top 5 list requirements for a guy...1)Must be sweet...he's gotta at least have courtesy to my feelings,2)Must NOT smoke...I do not agree with smoking but if the guy is willing to give up smoking for me,I might consider,3)Must be a romantic...he's gotta work for my affections,4)Must be smart...I don't mean like BIll Gates smart but as long as I can talk to him about anything and everything that's good enough and most important of all...5)Must love me for me;).

I feel like I wanna cut my hair...then I can feel sorta light headed,haha.S'posed to babysit Azalea but mum and kak seri is not calling on me so I assume that everything is fine and dandy.The bowling tournie last night was pretty fun.I am telling you my cousin Hafiq is using some magic!He said that he didn't practice and 1st game he got like 124?Pfft...I on the other hand didn't manage to reach even a 100 for any 1 of the games,tsk,tsk,tsk but like I said it was fun.Got to meet up with all the family,me and Iza(other cousin) took pics...lol,I felt like a rockstar;P.4 of us secondaries were in one lane and I think we're the only bunch who cheered when the other gets a gutter ball...v.supportive people lane no.2,haha.We kept going to makan though...guess one plate just don't cut it for some people but my excuse was "Oh,I have to watch my figure"...again pfft,yeah right!Had another weird dream last night...these dreams just keep on coming don't they.This time my dream had 3 parts...1st part was like at a house I think...by the setting there was a party going on and the place seemed a bit cramped with space.I was like sitting and talking to pei ru and I said,"Oh,so how are you at your new school?," and we talked about how it would be if we both cut our hair...weird con:p...then I wanted to go and get some air but we were literally stuck,so I had to practically crawl under the table to get out...I emerged from under the table in this cat like yoga pose(ceh;P) and I accidentally bumped into this guy and he just looks at me.2nd part...I am now a man/woman(no one know who I am) in a cape and this zorro like uniform and Im being chased by these guys in suits(Why do I keep getting chased?)and I jump across buildings complete with this whip,very cat woman-esque don't ya think?Most of the dream is me being chased with action and all,hehe then Suddenly!I am trapped at this like bell tower place and is surrounded and unfortunetly I have no choice but to surrender...blah!Btw,my name was zorietta,lols.When Im being led to this truck and all suddenly this old dude comes and stabs me with a knife at my sides.Ouch!C'mon give this girl a break will ya?So this guy comes and drags me into his van for some reason.Turns out that I know this guy(old friend or something) but I keep quiet for awhile as he asks me questions and then I dramatically,of cos,take off my mask and he is gasps!Shocked!He then sees that my sides are totally hurting and he goes on to bandage my wound(aww!).3rd part...I am *forgets 4 a sec* oh yeah,Im in this mtv style reality show where girls fight for the guys attention and affection...if you talk to me about this show in real life I'll prob go*rolls eyes* but it was funny to see myself in that situation plus the guy that I was fighting for is super sweet and likes me back,haha;P.So today,went to petaling street with Azalea in hand and after a lil rest went out to OU.Blah,I know one thing,I don't like hainanese chicken chop!Now got tummy ache,too much vinegar!Ok,time for list,jeng,jeng,jeng!Tasha's top 5 actors and actresses for 2005...1)Adrien Brody...Pianist was amazing and Im pretty sure he is amazing in King Kong(will let you know once I watch it;P),2)The white witch from Narnia...played her part superbly well,3)Gwenyth Paltrow...Shakespere in Love anyone?,4)The guy who played nicholas nickleby...I practically cried when I watched it,so much pain at such a young age...,5)Gavin Yap...I must certaintly praise him for his performance in Julius Caesar,Bravo!

Your 1920's Name is:

Belle Dixie

What's Your 1920's Name?

You shall now call me Belle Dixie...haha;P

The family bowling tournie is later.Can't wait to meet up with cuzzies again...just hope my v.egoistic cousin will lose unbearably or he'll go on bragging about it.He is such a sore loser!Tried listening to all american rejects(aar) while surfing,didn't work...Patrizio Buanne makes for one fine substitute though,lol.I'm telling you I could literally just fall for a guy who could sing the way il divo or Patrizio does...*swoon*.Ok,probrably should stop here,lol.The most odd thing happened a while ago...went to the bank to pay for the car with the cheque mom gave me and as I entered the bank everyone there was looking at me...I mean good gracious people havent you seen a 16 year old girl in a bank before?And even if I am in a big shirt and jazz pants you don't HAVE to look at me...still it is better than jungle woman,haha.Since going for bowling comp prob won't go for jazz.Ms.B's not teaching anymore anyways so I don't want to risk Mrs.Yew,lol.I miss Myra!!I can't believe I haven't even seen the woman yet!I mean ade's gonna see her before I do!Must make time for her...derricks b'day and party is coming up,must get him a pressie...what do you get for that guy anyway?Ah well,on to the next list...Tasha's top 5 sinful acts for 2005...1)Drinking ice blended choc frap,2)Dancing nonstop eventhough theres no one else on the dance floor,3)Flirting when you don't even know how(Seriously,how the hell do you flirt?),4)Playing guitar eventhough you don't know what on earth you're doing,5)Giving peeps a hug just cos you wanna!:D.

IL MONDO by Patrizio Buanne


Stay beside me, stay beside me
Say you´ll never leave me
How I love you, how I love you
How I need you - please, believe me
In your arms I found your heaven,
and your lips have done their part.
IL MONDO - your love is all I need in my world
Let tender kisses plead in my world
How could I ever lived without you?
IL MONDO - my heart belongs to you - so take it
and promise me, you´ll never break it!
Say you stay here in my arms!
Gira il mondo gira, nello spazio senza fine
Con gli amori appena nati - con gli amori già finiti
Con la gioia e col dolore della gente come me
O MONDO - soltanto adesso io ti guardo
Nel tuo silenzio io mi perdo
E sono niente accanto a te!
IL MONDO - non si è fermato mai un momento
La notte insegue sempre il giorno
ed il giorno verrà!
IL MONDO .. IL MONDO ...!

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Im not on the go right now am I?haha

Watching oprah right now...a special on gay people.I don't have anything against gay people so it's all good but watching carson(queer eye) in a pic at 4 years old in a cute pose with a handbag and all...HAHA!So comel!Like I said,I have no offense at gay people I just think that if you're really gay,it's nothing to be ashamed of just be happy with who you are ya know?Anyways...Narnia was AWE-some!The special effects and cgi was so manifigue!I mean Im literally thinking...I wanna go to Narnia!Take me with you!The setting is so gorgeous that it just makes you want to play in the snow and make snow angels.Me thinks that white witch really played her part well.She is definitely ice cold plus the fact that Edmund becomes a total hottie,doesn't hurt,haha;P.Seriously though,I would urge all people to go watch Narnia.GO WATCH IT!lol.Had another weird dream last night...this time it involved wooden fans,a lil group of fuzzballs that did acrobatics,dancing and pulut kuning...Where the heck did the pulut kuning come from?I've noticed lately that I have been writing so much...maybe cos I think too much about how being in love feels like that prob writing about it just can't seem to compare to that experience itself.God,I am so gonna miss the comp and tv next year...have decided to only come online once in 2 weeks just to check mail and stuff.Ok,next list...5 things that I've come to terms with in 2005...1)I am a hopeless romantic...somehow everything is about romance to me,2)I gotta buck up in studies,being a lazy ars student is no good...MUST MUST MUST study!,3)I am beutiful as I am,it doesn't matter how much I weigh as long as I love me;),4)I've got responsibilities as the eldest,5)I do not like science;P.

Went bowling yesterday night to practice for the family tournie,BIG mistake!I was like super bad...just call me Tasha queen of the gutters.I did manage to get a strike but that was about it.I was prob super tired so I couldn't play well,oh well,just wasn't my night.Anyways,today I woke up and wanted to dance mat but turns out the ps2 was brought to sungei wang,oops,blur me;P.Mostly bought uniforms,books and shoes...all my school stuff already complete,blah...less than 3 weeks and we'll be in school again,oh freaking joy!Still gotta go and get some books though...yahoo,gonna go watch Narnia later.8 years to shoot that movie...wow!Had a really weird dream last night...there was this guy and I didn't know and he led me somewhere...there were all these long hallways and then suddenly out of nowhere the grim reaper appeared,ok,it was definitely a guy dressed in a grim reaper outfit and he somehow had this HUGE mutant rat!The guy who was with me suddenly dissapeared and before I knew it this mutant rat was chasing me!I was running like mad,jumping down escalators to escape this rat...and I call Nis up to ask for help but the rat is still on my trail...ARRRGHHHH!!!I woke up and prayed after that and went to sleep again...weirdly enough,the rat came after me again?!Then I am at this high tower-ish place with a couple of other people and the rat has me cornered than the guy from before comes and saves me....the lesson?Don't drink coke before bedtime!Then again could the dream have a more symbolic meaning as in some rat is about to appear in my life in the future or could it be the guy who is gonna save me that will appear?No need to dwell further...My 5 most memorable dreams of 2005,1)The dancers bus dream,Me and the gals from Ms.B's dance class on an adventure and the dashing stranger who catches me as I stumble into his arms;),2)The dancing lessons,backstreet boys and aliens simpsons dream,Again dashing guy(diff 1),meeting bsb and getting attacked by aliens...sounds like a cool thriller no?,3)Boarding school dream,Escaping the authorities,save a guys life and end up being his gf...sweetalicious,4)FBI/suit guy chasing dream,a guy in an armani suit ends up chasing me around a mall to get back a disket,again a thriller,drama and lotsa action and 5)The superstar apartment,guys chasing me and japanese dream,starts with a football being thrown up into my apartment window turns out Im a famous star(wicked!) and the guys who own the football chase me and my gfs around the mall,I borrow rollerblades,have some slick moves and then I fall cos of this guy who blocks me with a mop,this japanese dude then brings me back to his house...cheng,cheng,cheng...romance;).The conclusion?Im a weird dreamer;P.

For some reason,I feel mucho sleepy right now...and its only 12.53 in the afternoon,lol.Anyways,yesterday I did nothing much...chatted up a new friend(I think) and then dad asked me to go and get tickets for Narnia(Another movie that EVERYONE but me has seen*rolls eyes*).Massive jam on the way to OU and even more massive crowd inside OU itself cos Selangor was on holiday thanks to the Sultans B'day.Being Malaysian rocks cos a lotta hols over the simplest things,haha.Anyway,lines at the gsc ticket counter was sooooo long...if the lines were any longer you'd have people on the escalators;P.You know what was even more hilarious?I was standing in line with a weird outfit on...imagine a plus size 16 year old girl in kinda baggy jeans with what looks like a stain,shirt,wearing what looks like upside down glasses,long danggly earrings and a black fedora.Talk about being original;P.After standing in line for about 10 minutes called dad up to confirm and turns out he wanted me to go straight for gold class...ultra cushy seats where you can just sleep in,all you need is a blanket.So off me and sis went and as predicted the only show available was for the midnight show(Why do they even have midnight shows?Do they think people can ACTUALLY stay awake at that time?).After our little outing...came back just as a mongo storm hit.Lightning,rain pounding harder than drums,thunder...perfect weather to cover up in blanket and listen to some music.Yawn...almost fell asleep while listening to Cinta Silver Soundtrack but the kiddies came running in,bleargh!So much for peace and quiet right?Had dinner at chillis after that and Haagen Dasz for desert.Strawberry...yumm!Today I met up with Pn.Bahiyah(new english lit teacher) and joined Yana for lit tuition.It was ok.2 hours of discussing patol babu and the white heron.I wouldn't mind doing lit in the future...but SPM 1st,gah!Have Mr.N after this...should study but me thinks I'll take a quick nap,hehe;P.Oh,I've decided to do a top 5 list till new years eve.So this is my top 5 must-listen and must-have albums for 2005...1)Ancora by Il Divo,this alb is just super...I mean Celine Dion is on it...need I say more?,2)L'Italiano by Patrizio Buanne,Ok,truthfully I just listened to this alb cos he was coming for a show;P...but seriously,he's voice is so heavenly,def a crooner,3)Ex-Girlfriends by Low Millions,ok,due to desparation I had to dl this one but it was worth the effort,Ex-Girlfriends not all about girlfriends,"Mockingbird" and "Low Millions" is a must-listen,trust me,you'll not regret it!,4)Cinta Silver Soundtrack by Glenn Freddly,all the songs on the album are done by him,true it's and indonesian album but the songs are just so touching,they could make you cry,this alb is perfect for driving in a car with the top down and 5)At Last...The Duets Album by Kenny G,Again Celine Dion shines on this album and it features earth,wind and fire doing a cover of outkasts"I like the way you move",not just for the jazz folks and definitely worth the listen music wise.

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

*Sings*I'm a believer...

Your 2005 Song Is

Beverly Hills by Weezer "My automobile is a piece of crap My fashion sense is a little whack And my friends are just as screwy as me" You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style!

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

I like the sound of breezing in my funky style,lalala...

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music... And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label. You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success. You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Indie moovie,now indie rocker?Im so unconventional;P

You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

What Language Should You Learn?

French eh?

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Dream big I do,lol.

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

Sounds like me...i think;P

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Ole?

Fausha's party was a blast.Lotsa dancing...especially for yours truly;P.Let us start from sunday afternoon...at around 2-ish,enda cik brought me and alysha with kak parsiah to OU.No suprise...we got there and it was jam as heck!So out of enda cik's concern for punctuality(which never even bothered her before*rolls eyes*)...she made pakcik anto stop in the middle of the road when the traffic light was red and me and alysha had to get our stuff and make for the new wing.Talk about hazardous situations.Anyways,got to Ou and loverly pei ru was there.We decided to shift from our usual spot at the back of the stage to side stage.Again we had to don our jungle costumes and everything...this time we took it up a notch and instead of walkng at that level,up the escalator we go...will the stares never cease?There was this one guy working in the ashworth shop(so preppy) he saw us walking by and he actually took a few steps took take a good look at us,haha.This time ajabubu and fam managed to catch our performance,grandpa as well...he taped it too,gah!Mom said I was freaking serious...I seriously wasn't.I did smile!You couldn't see it under my long black hair...it's a good thing it didn't go into my mouth this time.I pray to god that photos will not come out in newspaper!Anyways...after the show,everyone was kinda hungry but seeing as rehearsal and the show itself didn't start on time,it wa already 6 30 by the time we got in the car,so mom dropped me and pei ru at home so we can get ready for fausha's party.7.30-ish we left the house and made our way to modestos with fausha's b'day pressies.Starving after our dance performance me and pei ru made a beeline for the food table.Pizza and brazilian chicken.I din't really eat that much but drank a lotta coke and fizzys;P.Pei ru had 3 servings,tee hee hee.It was a nice place.Felt like a club,nice vibe.I din't really wanna dance at 1st since no one was dancing but when I saw elyn,syaz and zazzy dancing...I was like,"Hey,why not?".I just love the feeling of dancing on the dance floor!!It's so exhilarating!It's just you and the music...beating together as one.You can shake your head try crazy dance moves on the floor and no one would care!When Im dancing,It's like a drug,addictive but I don't give a damn.I loved it so much cos I didn't wanna waste the 2 hours of dancing I have left(since mom said sms wat time I wanted to go bak and god know she wants me back early right?),so even when no one was dancing I took to the dance floor by moiself.Pei ru was my dance partner that night since Nab wasn't there:S(but 'he' was there).It was a fun night.I felt like dancing on the table top thing as well but that one a bit malu,lol.All in all was a fun,good night,met up with friends again,danced till I felt sore in bed,haha and when mum asked me why I wasn'r wearing my cardi I just said it was hot inside.~Not a care in the world,not a groove I don't move to~

The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick

You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times. Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness! Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Im an Indie flick...cool?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Kinda true...my heart does rule...;P

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Im 21,hooray?!

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

I brood?

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What Is Your World View?

Broadminded romantic?I like the sound of that...am I really not that adventurous?

Oh,my body is now aching man.I hate the floors of the stage at OU.So stupido,sakit kaki man!Barefoot and all...pfft!Anyways,jazz was fun yesterday,hehe.Finished the whole dance to coco lee's song:D,went for sr after that and didnt really have dinner but I made up for it today,haha.Went to get hair done so did make-up as well,certainmon saves the hassle.We(me and alysha) were s'pose to be at OU by 2.30 and we LEFT the house at 2.30-ish.Thanks to Alysha and her lemur tail*rolls eyes*.She was so busy on the comp that she didn't remember to pin her tail to her pants.When we finally got there,they were already rehearsing and stuff.Me and the girls from dance wore our costumes and danced on stage.Blah!Why so many gosh darn people during rehearsal?Talk about pressure!Anyways,after the our finale bit,tee hee hee,me and the gals(Me,Pei ru,Elani and Z along with Suk Leng) made our way to wafflestop.Let me just say...if you ever walk around OU witha jungle woman outfit on...you will get stares from people.When Z bumped into this lady she literally turned her head to look at her after that,hahaha!Even more funny when me by my lil self when to get mineral water in giant,haha!The cashier people pun were whispering.How nice eh?The real show went along ok but we were literally messed up with the cues and everything.That's what you get when you do a show last minute*Rolls eyes*.Mom actually missed the thing and poor ajabubu just came to walk around.At least we had tepanyakki and Ojs.Ooh,this lady and her husband(who was with their daugther whos involved in the born free dance...chickens pei ru) even said that the jazz dancing was really good.Thank you,thank you;P.~My heart aches,my body aches...too bad my cures not sure~

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

First of let me say that Julius Caesar was awesome.V.symbolic and all about how Caesar ended up dead thanks to his so called friends.There was a lot of red lights...in my opinion symbolises blood,pain and fury,hehe.Sitting in the front row was really an experience you can like feel the intensity and electricity of the actors,wicked!Me and Yana talked a bit and it just brought back memories.Just saw some clips of "Cinderella"the panto version.Haha,so funny!!Reza and Indi in pink wigs with moustaches as the ugly stepsisters,hilarious!I so gotta watch that!Anyways...have Ms.B later.Im prob gonna finish mod maths,so bangga man.1st chapter easy peasy;P.Nothing much to say about today...Oh yeah...performance at XX this weekend sigh.Thankfully will have good company;).~The irony of a romancipatic~

I am feeling so inspired and giggly thanks to Oprah show.I think Oprah is fab woman and that she'll def go to heaven for her good deeds,tee hee.Nate is so fine!Oh why oh why do the sweet and hot guys have to be gay?!Haish...Maybe I should just turn lesbo...then again maybe not.Although there are some sweet guys who I know.Derricks one although he can be a baboon sometimes(I mean that in a loving way:D)and theres also romeo who is now my pet bro.I don't get it...do I just look like a sis more than a girl?Do I have I'll be ur sis stamped on my forehead?!Sigh,I guess I need to get out more,haha.Got jazz later.No sr today tommorrow me and tapir shall chow on oreo cheescake,alrite!Going for julius caesar with yana tonight and sunday I will be dressed up for fausha's b'day(must get pressie for her!) and best of all...MYRA'S COMING BACK!~Shock me with you lightning and I'll shock you with my passion~

Went for holiday on ice yesterday.Sigh,I heart james bond too,tapir!Plus the marlon brando guy...*drool*...so many hot guys dunno where to look.The show was great.Loads of ice skating extravanganzaness.I betcha it was pretty heavy to wear the costume at the finale though...those dudes have muscles man!Haha!Nabs plan to go to hartamas prom tonight has been cut short since theres no tix.Nvm,we shall throw our own shindig!Boom baby!No plans for today,should study....yes I should...wether Im gonna is another question.Ooh,when I read the program book I found this couple who have chemistry on and off the ice,can you say "aww"?Blah di blah di blah...I changed my prof on frenster I think It'll scare more ppl away though...again I must say romiette and julio is a fab book!~To be or not to b...what sorta question is that?

Argh!This is just one of those days where I wish I could just shut my goody goody side up!Guilt bites!Aunt Z sms-ed me yesterday about Alysha's tuition and Im not quite sure if I told her,then just 30 mins ago she called asking where is Alysha and I said yeah,yeah...she's on the way!When she was playing com happily...Grrr...I hate being so good!Bad girl for a day?Not likely...sigh.I look at this from a karmic point of view as well...maybe Alysha did something bad and in turn she didn't remember about her tuition or in this case I forgot to tell her....or it could also mean that Im gonna get pay back later,oh crap!Well,being a muslim I guess it's more about god...you do good,you get good...I mean how else could you explain me getting the faders showcase tix on the 1st dial?I didn't get to go to Patrizio Buanne but got complimentary tix for holiday on ice-hollywood.I guess every cloud does have a silver lining...you just gotta look for it.Ok...enough of that for now.Bought a book at borders yesterday...romiette and julio...v.sepet actually but romiette is african-american and julio is yeah,spanish...the story is so sweet.V.similar to romeo and juliet too.Theres even a guy named ben whos friends with julio...ben as in benvolio maybe?~Dance as if you're dancing for no one else and you'll be lost in time~

Ok,it's official...I'm addicted to dynomite!Damn,I really,really,really,really need a life...or should at least study a bit more.Screw my laziness!Maybe if I act really stupid they'll put me in special ed or something,blah!My body is painfully sore.3 straight days of dancing!And theres more tommorrow...def not ready for the preview thingy.Pls note I will kick myself next saturday if anyone I know actually shows up and uhm...never mind:S.I didn't mind Ms.B's class yesterday though.We did salsa and reggae...funkilicious!Lotsa fun and we did coco lee's song.Pei ru told me about holiday on ice,sounds like gazillions of fun...plus the fact that the skaters are hot don't hurt either;P.Tuesday better fly like that.I felt so evil just now,tee hee hee.Me and the girls from fridays jazz were s'pose to wait for the finale but we ended up sneaking to secret recipe for a bite.By the time we got back there our turn still hadn't come,haha!*Stops to play dynomite*God Im addicted!*Oh,Shame!~Like a mockingbird,you mock me with love I can never feel...at least not now~

Im actually sooo malas to write about the Manila trip.I missed ajabubu!In short,I did lotsa shopping and walking,felt a bit tipsy and sick at a few points,there was this guy who sat next to me on the plane ride back that I sooo wanted to ignore but had to be polite to and the go nuts donuts are sinful;P.Shopping list>>>Personalised pen with my name,skinny belt,black jeans/peasant skirt,black cardi,blue top,keychains for the lovelies(clueless on wat to get my babes;P),necklace,black halter and something else from skechers wedged slippers.All in all,I spent about RM500:D.Ah,shopping.What a therapy.I did a lotta thinking though.Typical romantic dreams and stuff,lol.Like how when I want a guy to look at me and say WOW and there and then I know that he really cares.Sigh,I wish I could have that feeling.Had a sweet yet weird dream last night...involved bsb,the simpsons and aliens.Of course,theres always the HOT guy;P.It started out with me,pei ru and this guy at a dance studio.Pei ru shows me some moves(haha,it is a dream,dear;P,lols) and then I try em out with the guy.Lotsa spins and twirs...so salsa,hehe.Then Im about to leave the studio and at the stairs,I see this guy coming up as Im going down.I pause for a moment and both of us are just shocked to see each other.The guy from before joins me at the stairs and for some reason I lace my arm through his and whisper,"Play along,".We walk down the stairs together and to my amazament,he puts he puts his arms around me instead and I lean on him.He just smiles sweetly at me as we pass the other guy who is just standing there.Sigh,I wouldn't mind finding out how it feels if a guy puts his arm around you;P.Gosh,I 'll just stop here cos Im already slipping into my Romantic gal mode.Tata!

Hallioz people!Moi is back!Ok,I have tuition tommorrow so my post this time will have to unfortunetly be the edited version;P.Day 1 in Manila>>>Arrived at airport with family and made our way to Dusit Nikko Hotel.The taxi driver drove like an F1 pro.Traffic in Manila was better than in Indonesia to say the least;P.We arrived at the hotel but our room wasn't ready,so for an hour(well,more actually)we shopped at SM mall.Less than 2 hours in Manila and shopping already,lol.1st thing we bought was clothes for azalea.Gotta go sleep now.Dang,will continue this tommorrow:D.Nites all.

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