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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

In less than 24 hours, I...
1)am off to Melbourne.
2)Going to be on a plane by myself.
3)Got my final results(I'm reaaaalllly gonna have to make up for it).
4)Need to finish packing.
5)will finally get to see Nami.

Electric Beckett yesterday was superb. Krapp's last tape by Mano Maniam was visually and vocally haunting. I was trying seriously hard not to laugh though cos Yana got hit twice by objects thrown at her feet, haha, a banana skin and a spool. The 2nd piece with Joe Hasham was equally good. Faridah Merican played her part well as did Joe. I mean, he didn't say a single word and all of the emotion was only on his face. If you have the chance, go catch it. Although it's not suitable for those who can't tolerate depressing plays...after I came out the thing going through my mind was "What a sad, depressing, disturbed thing the human mind is." Well, can't really say much cos I'm quite similar if you've read some of my more darker poetry. Better go finish packing. See ya, mates.

So Azalea slapped me awake this morning. Yes, she slapped me hard on the back. She's damn ganas for a lil munchkin. Went to change my money to Australian Dollar. Dad already gave me warning " I expect change!", haha. Haven't finished packing yet. Nami, can I wear a skirt? Lol. I've now got "Throw it on me" by Timbaland and the Hives swirling around in my head. I think its the guitar and the beat. Weird dream time...1st one. It was me sliding by on a sorta super jet ski/skatboard thingy amongst dozens of pirate ships...yes, pirate ships. Then I jump aboard one, whip out my sword and start slashing and fighting dudes. I could've kicked Elizabeth Swann's butt, lol. And then I was at this pirate conference thingy and I was wearing a brown, hooded cape/robe and there was torches everywhere and pirates around every corner. I was just going around and around, kinda lost I think. I came to this dark room and suddenly it was bright and again I had to fight...sorta like pirate gladiators...yes, that just came outta my brain, HAHA. So the 2nd dream...I was a kung fu gal or something and again I was fighting bad guys...I don't see the connection between pirates and kung fu but well, you know me? Anyways, I think it was a bunch of us in a reality tv show or movie or something entertainment related and I was one of the female contestants. Apparently, I was pretty good and pretty cocky about it...the cocky bit must've been my evil self. I was fighting like 8 people at one time and jumping on to a school roof and fighting some more and then there's this weird aircraft like thingy that came and it brought more people. I don't make sense.

Ok, so this is probrably a little late but Happy 18th B'day to Namirah! You know I can't wait to see you and blow some candles out at Melbourne but until then hope you're happy with this...




Today dance was a blur and yes Tapir, she is the cutest baby sis in the world! Just today her "Adik dah sampai..." sounded to me like "Nak makan pie...". Ok, maybe I was a lil hungry but seriously, that's what it sounded like. Tomorrow, gonna go shop with Qing and Tapir. We're going to bond with our girly selves. Although, I'm still tempted to try out those batting cages. Dang it! Stupid Hormones. Read this months 17 mag. Turns out my neighbour's son is in there. He's pretty decent but I seriously thought he was older than 19. If a guy picks that up, he'll be amazed or digusted, the middle might be hard to reach. I'm glad that my foyer poem evoked much reaction. I'm seriously missing that but hey, life moves on right? I had a weird dream but I can't remember what's it about now. Stupid short memory span, haha. Going to watch Electric Beckket at KL PAC with Myra and Yana on tuesday. Can't wait...It's been awhile since I've been there and all those big veteran actors on stage, wowwweee! Till next rant, buhbye.

That should be the customised watcha ma thingy that I put up on the car for myself. Dad asked me to drive around D'sara with him. By the end, he was dizzy. He should've warned me way earlier, so I would not have worn my red wedges. I need to get driving shoes. Hah! A reason to shop. He also asked me how much pocket money he should give for Melbourne. 20 a day? I'll take anything. Probrably gonna splurge most of it on chocolates though;P. I'm gonna miss you Qing. Sucks that none of my recess gang peeps are in the same area for college. Well, the foyer will always hold special memories for us anyway. Corny but true. Sibs went to go get ais krim potong...that was 30 mins ago. Wonder whats taking so long? I feel a poem coming on.

Tribute to the foyer days

The ground is cold like stone,
Coloured grey so that it looks silver,
Around a circle a group of girls sit,
Like time has stopped forever.

"Shangri La!",
"It's all in the game...",
They erupt in laughter,
Knowing that it'll never be the same.

They will all morph into ladies,
Whether they wish to or not,
Wind blowing the breeze past them,
As they uncover the plot.

20 mins is all it takes,
7 days a week,
To form and tighten friendships,
That for a lifetime they will keep.


There it is*sniff*.

Yup, I'm gonna go to Melbourne after all. Nami was so flabbergasted when I called her and told her myself. My dad, actually, booked it already, ack! I'm gonna go there, whee!! It's a bit earlier than planned, which is 28th of June, but as long as I get to go. And my dad booked biz class. Thank you Pa! I'm gonna have to study my arse off next sem but it is gonna be worth it. Ehem, yeah. So, on other news...I'm addicted to the ramalama bang bang. Darn, Suk shouldn't have told me about it cos now its damn tuned into me. Go to you tube and search for the ramalama done by the contestants of So You Think You Can Dance Season 2. It is freaking awesome. Still haven't done my community service. Still don't have my licence in my hand. Still romantically fantasizing. But WHO CARES? I'm coming Nami!!!

I think I havent fully recovered from all the mall crawling. I'll start with the dream I had first though. First, it showed me and a couple of gal pals from college talking about guys and then I go "What is it with me? Why can't I get one decent guy?"... or something to that effect. We're in a bus preparing to go on a field trip or something by the looks of it. At that moment when I'm complaining, this really cute guy comes onto the bus and sits in between me and a friend. I introduce myself to him and oddly enough he turns out to be Thai(I can see a connection but will keep it to myself;P). Anyways, I end up talking to him and we fast forward in the dream apparently(yeah, I have a rewind button too.) So, fast forward, and we're on the lrt instead and it looks as if we're really close now...one scene I can remember very clearly, he and I are sitting next to each other and I lay my head between his chest and shoulder,he wraps his arms around me and I look into his eyes...sigh...Now, why can't that happen in real life? Yeah. So moving on. We end up at a museum...no kidding, a museum with a stationery shop like popular book store and he follows me around cos I think we had a fight or something. And that's all I remember officer. I think the dream is talking to me about my desires. I'm subconciously concious it's not freaky;P. On to today, woke up at 9.30 thanks to my darling Adik going "TATA! BANGUN TATA!", she is 2 years old so Tata it is. Going back on track, picked darling Myra up and went to change my grandpa's shirt cos the size was too big. To sum it up, had lunch with Nis, went to watch Shrek 3 and then came back where I am now still sorta tired. See ya later, choconator.

On to today...today was a pretty fun day for most. Went to OU with mom and sibs but parted to meet up with the peeps(today's list included: Tapir, Qing, Suk,
Moi and W.K.), W.K. turned out to be the sole male amongst us because
J.J who was suppose to join us couldn't find a parking spot and went
back. So much for his ticket,lol. We watched the silver surfer of course. The movie was decent for an adaptation and the cgi is worth checking it out...if not, guys can go for Jessica Alba and gals, can go for Chris Evans/Mr.Fantastic. Qing
, next time we watch a U rated movie please keep certain comments to
yourself;P. Freaky thing...we all wore black shirts. We looked like a
mix of a goth and gangster,haha. Ended up going back at like 4 something and then at 6 went out to midvalley to look for wedding presents for those in Indon. Did I tell ya that I'm gonna be a 'pengapit' at the wedding? Well, now you know. Yes, with a standard uniform and everything. On other breaking news Myra is back! And tomorrow I'm going
out toMidvalley with her, yay! Now, I feel a bit tired so good night folks.

Those are some pics of me being vain eventhough I have no reason to be proud of my not so there looks, note, the post braided hair, haha...yeah, it happens once in awhile...when im soooo bored as heck.So today...hurm, I went to get a facial again. Still hurts a whole lot. I got waxed too. And it hurts a whole lot more! Can someone say OUUUUCCCHHHHH?! Beauty is pain I tell you. Anyways, can't wait to go out with the peeps tomorrow. Stupid movies fully booked though so hopefully we'll get some tickets. Personally, I think Chris Evans aka Human Torch looks so much more cuter in The Nanny Diaries, which looks kinda decent. So... to fill up all this empty space.

The title says it all folks. Spent the day cooped up inside the house with my ultra crazy post braided hair. I have no idea what to talk about...Oooh, my dream. It made no real sense at all. In my dream, I was at a foreign college or something and Sarah Z. was there. She somehow ended up getting a bf(not that its impossible)...and I, for some reason hated the dude and tried to run away from him. I ran away when she saw me and they tried catching me, the weird part was that I couldn't run...It was as if my feet were somehow 100 times heavier. At the same time, I could fly/float, so to escape the dude, I hopped up onto a high roof. Freaky huh?

Can't Stop Lyrics from Maroon 5.


(One, two, three)

All alone in my room, think of you at a rate that is truly alarming
I keep looping my memories of you in my head, I pretend that you want me
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities
And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me

And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You never call, what do I do?
And I can't stop thinking about your love

Ohh, yeah

Can't believe I could think that she would just follow me everywhere I go
I just wrestle with you in my dreams and wake up making love to a pillow
And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities
And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me

And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You never call, what do I do?
And I can't stop, and I can't stop

What I would give to have you look in my direction
And I'd give my life to somehow attract your attention
And I touch myself like it's somebody else
Thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind, let me show you

And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You'll never go, what do I do?
And I can't stop thinking about you

And I can't stop thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
You'll never go, what do I do?
And I can't stop thinking about you

Maroon 5's album is awesome. I love it! Anyways, I finally passed my driving! Man, tak lena tak pass but now im soooo relieved. Hong Kong was pretty good cept I was under the influence of cold. Derrick was right...the d'land was small. Somehow, it was just nice though. Azalea loved it. She was like ma mouse meaning It's mickey mouse! She was so excited when the parade came out. I shopped like gila. Things were not that cheap though. Giordano factory outlet was worth it though. Brown suede jacket for like 90 dollars. Oh, and a pirates of the carribean bag which is so tough BUT girly at the same time...couldn't resist. Can't wait to spend the rest of my holidays doing absolutely nothing! WHOOOOO!

Actually I did, but can't be as bothered. My last post made me sound like a mental patient from Looney Toon land. Anyway, exams on monday...still havent studied much. My friday was a silly waste of things and I seem to be sleeping more these days...I wonder why. I'm having my weird dreams again...cute guys, being chased, getting into trouble...the usual. My parents are taking me to H.K., well, sibs too;P. I'm gonna miss prom though. Sigh, the things I suffer for. I've already got my ticket as well...Ah, it's ok. I'll have a little party when I get back, muahaha! Went with mum to the India Expo at Midvalley, it wasn't too bad. Some really nice pashminas and accesories. Azalea wanted to see the dancing, until they finished ALL of the dancing. Better go study. Don't feel like writing much anyway. So I'll put some pics up instead. Happy Sunday.
































1st pic>>>The 2 jokers just came outta nowhere...(Elicia and Me in the front, M.C. and Siew Fai at the back)

2nd pic>>>2 guys who sometimes get along and sometimes don't, lol.(Ho Kwin and Yee Hong)

3rd pic>>>Me and the smartest gal in O.s...Ka Peng!

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