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Name's Tasha
If you haven't figured it out, I am a girl
I am a 'writer'
'Student'
'Hopeless Romantic'
Where's my chocolate???!!!

Haha, I have no idea what the heck that was. I had a really busy weekend and a busy week ahead to boot. Saturday was Hari Keluarga SKBD and I helped my bro at his stall. I was the salesgirl shouting "3 for 1. Only 3 for 1!" Then on the same day, my cousins were having they're birthday party at the house. The hari keluarga was so tiring that I slept and only woke up like 2 hours into the party;P. Of course, Azalea was right next to me, heehee. Sunday...I was suppose to go for dance. Wanted to so badly but parents dragged me and the sibs to a home and property expo for the new house. What luck! I saw comel boy there, haha. Eating right next to my table with his family *snicker*. Then, I studied for psycho. Yesterday...I had my psycho test, which went alright I guess...hopefully it was enough. Then I chilled throughout the whole day despite a supremely stupido headache. Stupid timing doesn't begin to describe it cos I had to finish up the psycho journal and my research proposal for families. So I stayed up till 1 to finish it up and make it all nice. Today...classes were only half an hour long, hehe. Finished my psycho at like 9. Then, me and Sarah lepak-ed with 'the great one' at the caf. Out of spontaniety, we decided to go to Sunway. Me and Sarah have the cash, he has the car, so we made a dash, haha. Other people were busy with the charity giving and all but no...not us, lol. We wanted to catch an early movie or something but the earliest was at 11, so we spent about an hour or so at the arcade instead. Played dance dance revolution like out in the open(Takde orang, so it was no biggie if I messed up;P), some shooting games and Tekken arcade style, it was so fun to just let off some steam. Grabbed some rootbeer float at A&W and to cut it short, I'm now going back home, whee!!!Yes, I'm at college.

There's something freaky going on with me this week. I can't put my figure on it. I think it's the influence of Azalea, haha. She likes to cover herself with stickers...I find myself going hmmm...looks like fun. I'm gonna be so packed next week. 2 Tests, 1 Journal due and still trying to look amongst the faces for a kind soul or 2. Random thoughts this time...so ignore some if you must. Psycho is interesting. Mr.Adnan is very semangat-ed. Data...well, you can't help but like Mr.M since he makes it damn funny. I can't believe it...but I think I kinda missed doing maths. Quite syok actually. OMG! I'm changing into a nerd. Bloody 'ell!Well, I better get to class now, wth? That's the 2nd nerd thing I said today. *pulls a homer and goes 'doh!'*

the good old times. Yes, I am still alive Tapir. Miss ya too and we should go out soon for a choca(I don't fancy a cuppa as much, lol). Things have been busy I guess. I was down with the flu since tuesday and missed class on wednesday. I don't need/want to go into details about that. I had 2 presentations that week which went less than expected but hey, its the 1st ones of the sem, so they're cutting us some slack. Been away at Jakarta and just got back like 2 hours ago from the airport. Only one day of shopping, sigh. Must go back again...anyone wanna come along? Anyway, the main agenda was the wedding...on Sunday me and Alysha went to get our hair done and go for the akad nikah cos unlike mom and the rest we had duties. Curled my hair for the 1st time since I was a kid and I still have some intact cos I like the look;P. There weren't that many people at the Akad Nikah but the setting for the reception was gorgissimo. So freaking romantic. When it was time for the reception, there were like 400 guests or so who came, food was good too. Damn tiring though standing up for a long time(If damn is hell, then when you say god damn, does it mean god hell?"). It was a very nice atmosphere and all and the wedding souvenior was cute. A flower shaped candle on a leaf shaped plate engraved with Rachma's and Teddy's name. Oh, guess what? On the flight back, the SA AFC team took the same flight and aerotrain with us. Man, those dudes are tall. What was hilarious was that they all squeezed into the aerotrain and then some more people also wanted to get in as well...they did.

Why?Well, I went to watch 'The King and I' last night at Istana Budaya.And cos I don't feel like explaining it so panjang and lebar, I'll sum it up. 5 things that I saw and experienced from 'TKAI'...1)The musical itself was awesome. The set design, costumes, orchestra, musical arrangement...5/5. If you have the time AND money, go check it out yourselves. You'll easily be transported back to the movie, 2)I saw Mr. Meagher and his wife at the play. Didn't tegur though. His night off and he's probrably gonna see my face around anyway, so..., 3)I was talking with my grandma and then this guy and his mom walks by and he actually turns at takes a look at me after he passes. Why? I don't know. Maybe it's the glasses?, 4)When you are eating at Kg.Baru, people will stare at you and whisper if you're dressed in a dressed and wearing high heels, 5)Shall we dance?. Oh yeah, I had this weird freaky dream that involved pokemon including pikachu, me, a whirlpool and sewing the door shut with needle and thread. Yes, bizzare doesn't even begin to describe it. Better get to class now. Hope there's a good day ahead...Yawn.

I am such a klutz. I scraped some skin off my thumb when I was closing my closet and it hurts. Well, just as long as there's no infection. One of my cousins, Hafiq, lagi best. He hurt his finger playing rugby. Anyone wanna guess which one? Yeah, the middle one. So he can just *toot* someone and have an excuse, brilliant no?It has been a boring day today. Busy catching up on work. I can't believe that we have presentation already. Not so major but still. It's for families. I'm kinda excited about the psycho stuff too. I am curious about Tori Amos and have decided to get her album next. 23 songs, woah. I love the whole 5 individual girls as one things. Go to her website and check it out. Its pretty interesting. Did you know that women had a high status in hunter-gatherers families? Now you do.

To my mom and dad anyway. Wanted to go and watch HP 5 at The Curve with Nis and Myra...I was stopped and given a red card. Finally, they let me go to BSC for dessert and chitty chatty. I thought they were alright with it but then my mom called me like 15 mins ago and the 1st thing she as was "Baru balik ke?". I get that they're worried but seriously, Im not totally brain dead ok? They want me to drive. If I finally do, then what's gonna become of me? Taking the kids to tuition I bet. Nis's and Myra's parents are sporting enough to let them out at night. Why not mine? It is at this point where being the eldest and the supposedly most responsible one totally....sucks.

P.S. I'm sorry if it looks as if I don't give a damn, my dear friend. It was just odd timing and naughty siblings. Be strong and always smile. Remember what you're there for. You know who you are and you know I care.

What do you do? Do you accept it as fate or do you think of the possibilities and consequences? No, nothing supremely bad has happened. I'm just trying to come to term with the fact that I.B. is full and I'm sticking with families. It's quite fun actually, so it's nothing of a death sentence. After what Y.H told me about all the facts and stuff, I'm kinda relieved in a way. Boboy just went off to the hospital cos he's got something going on with his foot. It's bloody and irritating and not just bloody irritating. I'm not much of a football fan but Malaysia losing to China in the AFC was memaluing as far as it goes. Dah lah the hosts as well. Btw, can anyone teach me about football, particularly on Liverpool? Anyone meaning Tapir, that is, haha. Anyways, better go now. Heys, I miss you guys!

Yup, 1st day back at college. Had to force myself to wake up this morn. My body clock is all fumbled and jumbled now. Im now going to carpool with Nis and Z, whee. Just as long as Im not doing the driving. Yes, Im still at that level of paranoia. 1st familiar face I saw was Balqies and made a new friend, Elaine. She seems nice. Saw a lotta old faces too. Ash came by to sell off his books, ehehe. It was familiar and at the same time not so much. Lotsa new faces this time. 1st class was Physchology...Mr.Adnan is not your usual teacher but that suits me just fine. I was v. the blur this morning, haha. Best part about this class is Kis is in it. M.C. and a couple of others too, so that's always nice. I'm looking forward to studying this one. We can even choose to do one on Mat Rempits, haha. 2nd, which was right after, was Socialogy...Mr.Ken is alright. Lotsa nice people in the class. Kinda boring when he explained it though. No offense, he's not use to the Malaysian students mentality I guess, lol. After lunch with Yu, Sarah, and Alex, me and Sarah headed off to Data. Mr.Murthi is damn kelakar. Not many 2nd sem-mers in this class though, heh, no biggie. Well, I've decided to drop socialogy and take up I.B. instead. Hopefully I'll get Mr. Saint. I think he's the only teacher for I.B., so most likely. Almost half the day has come and gone. Ain't that quick?

You and I

You and I are more than words,
You and I are more than feelings,
We are like a timeless melody,
With so much soul and meaning.

You and I are more than stolen glances,
You and I are more than cherished looks,
We are like divine lovers,
In any one of Shakespeare's books.

You and I are more than what eyes can see,
You and I are more than appearances,
We are like an old silent movie,
With sound at all beauty in an instance.

You and I are more than the number 2,
You and I are more than something tragic,
We are like fairytale dwellers,
And when we meet there is magic.

I say so much about you and I,
Of all that we could be,
But even if heaven opened it's doorway,
It will be you and I under that tree.


I really like this one.

Tashairina Highway Dumpsville 4 Loony-Bin Lane 14 Mt. Happiness 54 Paintown 119 Tower of Commitment 429 Please Drive Carefully

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Where are you on the highway of life?

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I like the loony bin lane...paintown im not so uppity about. I've got a lot to contemplate on. I'm not sure what story I wanna submit for the Competition. I've got 3 ideas in mind. Not gonna put them up yet cos someone might steal them. My mind works in a weird way...I have like ideas in lil storage compartments in my brain and they float about and make like teaser surprise appearances.I'm suspicious it's true. There's a reason for that though. I'm contemplating how to decorate my room. It's major kecoh on that issue. I'm contemplating what to do about college. Stick to my subjects or change. I'm also contemplating my weird dream during my nap. It was me changing my clothes in a bathroom then going to sleep somehwere...I'm not sure whether it was in a room or car. Maybe it was a pull out couch, like I said I'm not sure. Yeah, so anyways, I was apparently sleeping in this 'something' and there were 2 people next to me in this 'something'. I could see myself sleeping. Well, right beside me is this guy. It totally crosses my personal space in real life but apparently in my dreams, Im ok with it. I think it's most probrably in a car or something cos I was trying to sleep but then the pillow kept falling and the guy next to me... he was so sweet and he kept picking it up and gently placing my it under my head. He even covered me with his jacket. I could see him smiling to himself after he kinda sneaked a look at me. WHY OH WHY?! Why does this only occur in my dreams?

It's funny you know...It's like when you come back, you feel like you've never really left but when you're actually somewhere else, it's kinda like a dream. I've never gotten stoned before but I'm guessing my Melbourne experience was like 80% of that. I couldn't believe that I was there yet I was. The best part was the company and the experiences I'd say. Being bounced out of a club 3 times is a first. Then again the trip was many 1st's...1st time abroad without family, 1st time with an actual budget, 1st time walking around so much that my feet actually hurt, 1st time experiencing a culture shock of sorts...and I was there less than a week. I'm thinking about entering the MPH Young Writers Competition again this year. I feel sorta disheartened by coming out with nothing really good last year...maybe this year will be different. I don't know. Maybe...I hope.

Crying

It's okay to cry,
God is in the rain,
Just like that too,
The tears roll with the pain.

It's okay to cry,
Even if you are male,
Cos a void of emotion,
Will only leave you stale.

It's okay to cry,
When you are extremely glad,
There's no harm,
The waterworks aren't always bad.

It's okay to cry,
And sometimes hard to do,
Yet everytime I see you weep,
My insides whimper along with you.

Heys peeps...mainly Tapir, haha. Melbourne has been v.loverly thus far. 1st day was a surprise yet a sense of familiarity seem to creep over me. Didn't shop much but I did get to see derrick...and his furry pets/shoes. 2nd day...Nami had exam,so I teman Aisah to the MAS building. Saw a very kacak guy there, heehee. Then after that we went to Chapel Street. I kinda liked looking at the vintage stuff. When I get back I'm gonna ask my mom if I can alter her old wardrobe, lol. 3rd day...Well, went out shopping again. Don't remember where right now. Everythings a bit blurry. But we did shop. 4th day...Went out in the morn to Vic Mark. Kinda like a pasar borong. Some of the stuff there was pretty unique. Then went to meet with Wiri, Yond and Aza. Practically zoomed in and out of the shops with Nami, lol. Later, helped Wiri moved to his new place. Kelakar to the max. Everyone was looking at us, nak tolong pun takde yang offer, haha. So the next day starts today and now I'm going to makan.

Be kind, rude people sucks.

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